"Ichigo! They must be ignorant. They think this is enough to fill you with despair. They don't know the struggles you've lived through. Show them, Ichigo! Show them that they cannot stop you with despair!"
After finishing reading the, hands down, worst part of the Fullbringer arc and after going through one breakdown after another breakdown, here I am - having the best time of my life (okay, I'm a little bit exaggerating here, because the Soul Society arc is clearly the best arc in BLEACH, nothing comes close).
"To be able to repaint the past... It's terrifying just imagining it. But... so what?! No matter how much your past is changed, he cannot change your future! If a bond is lost, all you have to do is rebuild it! Am I wrong, Ichigo?!"
Ichigo's no longer crying. No longer screaming in pain and betrayal. He's in his full power now and kicking asses left and right - AS HE SHOULD! He's all confident and cool - again, AS HE SHOULD! - and I love to see him like this! His ally-turned-enemy, Ginjou Kugo, is absolutely SHOOKETH. There he was, being all triumphant and euphoric, thinking that he took everything away from Ichigo, but then the guy didn't just stood up again to fight, but had suddenly made a comeback as a Soul Reaper. What was supposed to not be possible, became possible.
The dumb teenager was supposed to regain his power and transfer everything to Ginjou and Xcution. He was supposed to be vulnerable and alone. He was supposed to be an incredibly easy target.
But this dumb teenager isn't just anyone. It's Ichigo Kurosaki, for crying out loud. And Ichigo Kurosaki is the strongest, even if he doesn't have his powers. He never gives up. Never loses. And is never truly alone.
"But right now he doesn't have any such powers! Cuz I stole every last drop from him! Pouring only your measly spiritual pressure into him while his tank's empty won't regain his power!"
"You idiot. It wasn't just Rukia's!"
This moment always gives me chills. I mean, there are plenty of moments in this volume that gives me chills (the best kind of chills), but this one is special. You have to understand the situation, dear reader. When I watched this particular episode of the anime for the very first time, I was in pain because Ichigo was in pain. I felt betrayed, because Ichigo felt betrayed. I felt weak, and alone, wanting to scream, but being unable to. I was convinced that the Soul Society had abandoned Ichigo, so I ended up holding to the last amount of hope that some kind of miracle will happen. I just wanted Ichigo's pain to end.
AND GUESS WHAT? THE MIRACLE HAPPENED.
'Rukia... Renji... Kenpachi... Byakuya... Toshiro... Ikkaku... No, it's not just theirs. Shinji. Rangiku. Unohana. Hanataro. Dad. Urahara. Yoruichi. And even the captain general...'
"You feel it, don't you?"
The amount of tears I shared that day (and every day of my re-watching) easily matched the amount of tears I shared the day before (when Ginjou's true face got revealed and Ichigo got betrayed). The difference was that this time I cried out of happiness, not out of pain and sadness. If you know me, then you know that I'm a sucker for the stories about bonds, brotherhoods, friendships, found family and so on. What Ichigo and the Soul Reapers have is one of the bonds that, despite not being perfect, I absolutely adore and support with my whole being. You can only imagine the scream that came out of my throat when I saw the Soul Society's delegation suddenly show up and then appear behind Ichigo. It was the support both Ichigo (and I) craved for, but couldn't ask for. It was the support Ichigo deserved.
"The captain general would've never given this kind of order in the past. It was you who changed him, Kurosaki. That power you received is the result of the changes you made to the Soul Society in all of your battles. Accept it with honor."
HELLL YEAAAAAH!! SAY IT LOUDER, TOSHIRO!!
Ginjou's face and behaviour the moment Ichigo had regained his powers was truly HILARIOUS to watch. After everything he made Ichigo go through, all he deserved was to get pummeled until he couldn't get up anymore, but Ichigo forcing him to realize what big of a mistake he had done by making him his enemy was even better to see.
"Hah! Your Getsugatensho is definitely more powerful now! But is that it?! What a letdown! That's not enough to kill me, Kurosaki!"
"You idiot. That wasn't Getsugatensho. It was just my sword pressure." ~ OOOHHHHHHH 🔥
Did I say already that I love confident Ichigo? Because I love confident Ichigo! And I love to see the shock and disbelief on his enemies' faces!
"I despise the way you fight. Not directly participating in the battle. Robbing others of their bonds and toying with the enemy is the height of a cowardice. An audacity only punishable by death. Come. I shall cut you down before you take one swing."
But it wasn't just Ichigo who was the hero of this volume. While he had been busy with his fight against Ginjou, the Ichigo Suport Team was fighting the powered up versions of the Xcution members. While I'm not a fan of either of the Fullbringers (with the exception of Riruka), I really like these fights and I did felt a little bit sorry for the Xcution. They aren't bad people (they just wanted more power, despite already having power), they are just lost, or so I see it. If they never encountered Ginjou and Tsukishima, they could've become decent people (or even worse, who knows?).
Anyways, I hope that you understand why I gave this volume the highest of ratings. If I could, I would sing a song about how amazing it is (and overall how amazing BLEACH is). Since I already know what will happen next, I'm sure that Volume 54 will get the same treatment from me. I know the events, but I'm still excited to witness them once again (but this time in the manga version). See you in Volume 54 then! ☺️
Some things I want to talk about: (beware of the spoilers!)
~ Rukia's punch in greeting that she had served for Ichigo normally would made me really angry (they didn't see each other in more than a year and this is how she greets him??), but it's Ichigo and Rukia we're talking about. She always punched him first and then used emotional words to get him out of the funk - it always works, and I know that Rukia deeply cares for Ichigo and wants the best for him, so I'm not complaining.
~ Did I say how awesome it was to see Renji, Hitsugaya, Kenpachi, Byakuya and Ikkaku appear in the sky?! Because it was truly, truly awesome!!
~ "Sorry, I missed. Next time I won't." - CHIIIIILSSSSSSS 🔥
~ "I thought that the transfer of a power to a human was a serious crime."
"We really didn't have a choice. It was the captain general's orders." - we came a very long way, didn't we? 😭✋
~ Were was Orihime when Ichigo needed support? At Tsukishima's side! But when she sensed that Ichigo was crying, she tried to run to his side - GIRL, IT WAS ALREADY TOO LATE
~ "Rukia! Renji! Toshiro! They all came to stop Ichigo."
"Something's not right. Why is everybody on Ichigo's side? Didn't they come to stop Ichigo? It's as if... they came to take Ginjou down!" - it's honestly upsetting that both Chad and Orihime, while seeing the Soul Reapers, thought that they came to stop Ichigo. In what world would they stand against their hero? 🤨 (yes, I know that they came to stop him if things would go wrong - I mean, because of the badge - but I know that they didn't want to do so and hoped that they wouldn't have to)
~ "Now Inoue and Sado have been taken out of action. They won't have to suffer anymore." - THEY SUFFERED?! WHAT ABOUT ICHIGO?! 🙄
~ I really like that, unlike the other Xcution members, Riruka didn't want to get Ichigo's powers.
~ "Are you ready, Ichigo? Feel for yourself the greatness if the power we gave you!" - the AUDACITY of Giriko in this scene! 😠
~ Ichigo taking down the Xcution members all by himself (it wasn't real, but still) pleasantly reminded me of the scene with Ichigo taking down the lieutenants in the Soul Society arc!
~ "You think you're so cool. It's funny!" [Yukio] - but he IS cool?? What do you mean?? 🤨
~ Poor Kenpachi, he knew that Giriko will not gave him the fight he deserves, and he was right.
~ Hitsugaya's absolutely unimpressed face expression no matter Yukio did was truly funny to see.
~ Ikkaku vs Shishigawara is the best battle when it comes to the Xcution members, fight me if you want.
~ "You're not going to attack?"
"As if I'd make the first move against a woman."
"What a gentleman. But perhaps you have a narrow world-view? Have you ever met a woman stronger than you?"
"Strong or weak doesn't matter. I never make a first move." - RENJI IS THE REAL ONE
~ "What a surprise. Soul Reapers know about bikes?"
"In the past, Hisagi brought one back from the world of the living and got in trouble for riding it around the Seireitei." - HISAGI?! 😂
~ Jackie's gentle smile before her "death" 😢
~ Rukia's happy smile while hugging the plushies that were attacking her - she's too cute! ☺️