This was certainly...a book. I was having an okay time with this until the first twist hit and it just kept going downhill from there. It just makes 0 sense because there was no foreshadowing that anything like that was going on.
All we got was Camila walking around scared in a maze and having sexual encounters with scarecrows, and then it's like a switch was flipped and the book became something else entirely.
And it was dark, do check the tws, they're very important!!!
But I don't know, when I saw the content warnings I knew this was going to be wayyy out there so I didn't let my mind get too much into it, like I read it "from a distance" so even with the most disgusting, gory scenes I could keep reading on. I suggest you do the same if you can, because there's one scene that's probably one of the worst I've ever read in a book, it might make you nauseous.
Anyway yeah I wanted a lot more development from this, nothing felt like it was connected together properly, the sexual scenes felt like they came out of the blue, and then the next chapter would be all "business as usual" as if nothing happened until the next scene.
Like, I'm sure this author can do better than that. Which is why, even though this is my first book by her, I'm not giving up and I'm planning on giving her other books a chance too.