(I want to start by saying, I'm sorry it's so long. I've never been good at keeping stories short especially when it comes to books, but enjoy😁)
This is such a cute, full of emotion, fast-paced story and I love the originality of the Father Christmas retelling. It's such a cozy read for Christmas time or really anytime! It's beautifully written and I love her style, it's just fun. I really enjoyed how the main character thinks and views the world. She is flawed, and she works on those and grows through the story which is also a point for it.
It's such a heartwarming tale of a desperate girl, trying to survive and care for her family. Who feels a little helpless and abandoned at times, as well as that she's neither wanted nor needed. But grows to see it's the opposite. And a selfless, giving guy who's only wish is to help and see her in a better situation. No matter how much she refuses his efforts. The Father Christmas story is subtle but really well done and I thoroughly enjoyed it. It was like little secret gifts sprinkled in helping you understand how his story started. Not a lot of dramatic things happened but the little plot twists and turns it took added so much to it, never leaving you bored.
Now to meet the mc's
Annabelle Winters the FMC. First off I love her name it fits really well with the theme. Secondly she is very independent and stubborn. She doesn't want hand-outs or pity. She wants to make it on her own and prove she is capable and hardworking in all that she does. But she is also super helpful, protective, caring, and loving towards others. And very self-sacrificial to a fault, always putting others above herself. Her friend Cecily (who by the way has her own story in Hooked: a peter pan retelling which is also an amazing book but I digress) is treated cruelly and unfairly by the butler of the manor they work in as maids. Annabelle helps her friend and other maids as well as her family who live nearby. She tries her hardest but is it enough?
Then we have Nicolai Closs, I also love the fun twist on his name. And the FMC calls him Nico 😉 Now Nicolai is our knight in shining armor. Our caring, selfless love interest who only wants to take care of Annabelle and continually seeks her out just to talk, and tease. And the only one who gets her to laugh when little else seems bright, or happy in her life. He is also the estate steward and has lots of sisters who made him into the gentleman he is today. He does not give up and no matter how much Annabelle might push him away or refuse his help, he becomes smart and sneaky about it, helping her in ways she can't refuse.
His and Annabelle's banter is so fun and their first kissing scene was unique and I loved it, here's a little snippet from afterwards,
"I've never been kissed before," I whispered.
He raised his eyes to mine again. " I was worried about that."
I tilted my head."Should I have kissed boys before now?" I asked.
"Of course not," he said as his face flushed. "That's...none of my business. But a first kiss-" He shook his head sadly. "That's not how a first kiss- should be."
........ I asked, "How should a first kiss be?"
He answered with, "Ask me another time, and I'll show you."
And that's just a piece of it, I loved this scene. They both start letting the other one in and get just a bit vulnerable. And their second kissing scene is even better 🤭 but no spoilers for that one you'll just have to read it to find out. But it's very swoony, and sweet.
The story follows Annabelle through a lil her struggles and wins. Her and Nico's interactions are always so brief and I wanted more but they were so cute so I guess I can't complain. Their connection is felt and they make an amazing couple. Though their path is rough.
You can feel the emotions in this story the desperation, the heartbreak, the hope, the loss, and the love. One of my favorite lines embodies most of these feelings,
"I don't want him here because I made him sad. My bruised and lonely heart wanted so much more than that, even though I had no right."
But then that ENDING! Oh My Gosh!!! For a lack of a better term, I Loved It!! It was beautiful and emotional, heartwarming and sweet, and such a great conclusion to the story. I cannot even describe how good it was! Which is why I suggest you read it for yourself asap. Such a cute Christmas read!
Now to end just two of my favorite quotes from the book:
"I had always been a hard worker. I'd always been a good person. Yet, life had seen fit to throw me out into the world and demand that I try even harder. When would my efforts be enough?"
"I have to remind myself daily that I can only control myself. If I had a grudge Everytime a person made a decision that affected me, my entire life would be consumed with grudges. Life doesnt care if we are too busy to deal with challenges; it will throw them at us anyway."