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384 pages, Kindle Edition
Published November 15, 2024
“My body is betraying me. When someone rips out your heart and then stomps all over it, you probably shouldn’t still want them to fuck you stupid. But all I want right now is for the man across the street to fuck me stupid.“
“What if it’s ok?” I ask, lowering my head to study his face as I pull my hand away. He releases my wrist and stares at me, with stormy, grey eyes.
“If what’s ok?” he asks quietly.
Adrenaline is pounding in my chest. “That you think about her when we’re together…” I have to think about my next words carefully, to make sure I don’t stammer. “Now that I know, I mean. Now that there’s full disclosure.”
“Don’t, Aimee.” His warning is harsh and ominous.
“What?” My tone is flippant and light.
“Don’t do this. Put me in this position.” His voice is lined with anger. “You’re worth more than I can give you.”
“ So, I give him what he wants. I pull away. I lift my heavy body off the floor. I step over him. I swipe a hand across my face to wipe away the tears. I walk away feeling dazed, but determined. Determined to pull myself out of this ditch I’ve fallen into. It’s just the latest in a long line of ditches. And I’m so fucking tired of climbing out of them.
I’m not strong enough. Not strong enough to be jerked around all the time. Not strong enough to be treated like this and still be standing tall and strong at the end of it. I’m not resilient like that fucking bridge.
But I’m strong enough to do one thing.
Leave.
“Alicia,” I growl. “I don’t know who in her life ever made her feel like she wasn’t wanted. I don’t know what happened to make her think people just want to use her. But it’s never happening again. Never. Understand me?”