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Ruined: The Impact of BBC on a White Wife
It was at that moment I knew the damage had been done. As my husband Steve climbed on top of me I had to actually think about it. For the first time in my life, I had to ask myself the question.
Was it in yet?
I hated myself for even thinking it. I know how rude it is. I know how disrespectful it is. Although I can't really make any excuses. There was only one person to blame for this, and it was Caleb and his big black cock that had stretched me out only an hour before.
No, the only person to blame for this was me. I chose to suck black cock, I chose to cheat on my husband. Although my friend Lauren can probably take a tiny bit of the blame, but that's another story entirely.
But however I try to explain it, one thing is for sure. After what Caleb did to me, now my pussy is ruined.
Was it in yet?
I hated myself for even thinking it. I know how rude it is. I know how disrespectful it is. Although I can't really make any excuses. There was only one person to blame for this, and it was Caleb and his big black cock that had stretched me out only an hour before.
No, the only person to blame for this was me. I chose to suck black cock, I chose to cheat on my husband. Although my friend Lauren can probably take a tiny bit of the blame, but that's another story entirely.
But however I try to explain it, one thing is for sure. After what Caleb did to me, now my pussy is ruined.
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156 pages, Kindle Edition
Published September 26, 2024
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March 31, 2026
DISGUSTING STORY -- TERRIBLE SEX
This story is about a couple who were childhood sweethearts who married without ever dating anyone else. Virgins to anyone else.
Ms Jenkins goes on and on about how Steve and Emily love each other.
Emily is a nurse. The fact that Steve is the same height as Emily is a point of shame by the writer. Tall..... is always better, you know. Especially when it carries over to other appendages.
Emily, Becky, and Lauren are nurses that work together. Ms Jenkins doesn’t discuss how human anatomy was a point of their education. They change bedpans and penis size is not a shocking thing to any of these ladies. How many readers know how a nurse ‘helps’ a man use a bedpan, or a urinal bottle, or even consider how often it happens in their jobs.
Emily is ashamed of Steve. The shame should be on her. This doesn’t sound like a ‘childhood sweetheart’. As a guest in Steve and Emily's house, when Caleb called Steve ‘little man’, he did it more than once. Emily needed to put him in his place. Steve is the ‘host’ of this party.
The second time it happened,....
“I don’t know you. You are not an old friend of mine or my husband. So teasing is out of place. Do your family or ‘people’ (a subtle zinger about ethnicity), make a habit of going new places and humiliating the host? If you do, you should apologize or leave. Your choice, do it now.”
Then the girls were eager to ‘get rid’ of Steve so they could play with Caleb.
Bad plot, Insulting story. Repulsive characters.
Really poor writing.
Yes i can see where they’re going, but that’s no excuse. Even good stories can have disgusting characters in them. This is a contrived plot line and it plays very hollow, even for porn.
Not Ms Jenkins best story. She’s an extremely capable writer. It’s hard to find sympathy for Emily. She’s an incompetent nurse and a cheating wife. It would be a lot easier to respect her if she was open and honest with Steve.
Ms Jenkins has several brilliant books covering this topic. Shared,, both volumes are splendid. Cuckold Descent, is brilliant. Very little humiliation, which seems to be a hallmark of this venue.
This is more a cheating wife book than wife sharing or cuckold. The prime quality of the story,.. is humiliation for Steve.
Both characters, Emily and Caleb, are despicable. Emily, in particular. She has absolutely no remorse. No Loyalty, No Fidelity. In spite of all the 'Love' focused toward her husband, There's no respect to go along with it. (can you say Bullshit?)
The choreography is up to Ms Jenkins usual volcanic heat. The story is hot. Caleb intends to turn Steve into a submissive cuckold so he can perform in front of him. Emily is captivated by the idea. Mentally, she already belongs to Caleb. She has no problem with making her husband equally submissive. This is not in his nature. He is not a cuckold,.. but Ms Jenkins is determined to try.
She is copying Matthew Lee's and Arnica Butler's technique,.. create a MAN, then rip his balls off and make a wimp out of him.
I have no issue with where they want to take this story, but the humiliating way they go about it, I'm not a fan.
This storyline is not a unique one. I have read interpretations by other authors where the concept of couple domination by a bull is covered with finesse and heat. Ms Jenkins doesn't develop an affinity with the reader. There is no empathy for Emily. She becomes a selfish bitch with no feelings or love for her husband. Emily has no desire to bring her husband into her newfound sexuality. Once she starts playing with Caleb all sex with hubby stops being mentioned. Her only intent is to humiliate him. For 'childhood sweethearts', that's a criminal.
The book is good, the heat is above average. The characters are disappointing.
This book is free to borrow on Kindle Unlimited. (Thank God, the only thing worse, would be having to pay for reading it) I would prefer zero stars.
This story is about a couple who were childhood sweethearts who married without ever dating anyone else. Virgins to anyone else.
Ms Jenkins goes on and on about how Steve and Emily love each other.
Emily is a nurse. The fact that Steve is the same height as Emily is a point of shame by the writer. Tall..... is always better, you know. Especially when it carries over to other appendages.
Emily, Becky, and Lauren are nurses that work together. Ms Jenkins doesn’t discuss how human anatomy was a point of their education. They change bedpans and penis size is not a shocking thing to any of these ladies. How many readers know how a nurse ‘helps’ a man use a bedpan, or a urinal bottle, or even consider how often it happens in their jobs.
Emily is ashamed of Steve. The shame should be on her. This doesn’t sound like a ‘childhood sweetheart’. As a guest in Steve and Emily's house, when Caleb called Steve ‘little man’, he did it more than once. Emily needed to put him in his place. Steve is the ‘host’ of this party.
The second time it happened,....
“I don’t know you. You are not an old friend of mine or my husband. So teasing is out of place. Do your family or ‘people’ (a subtle zinger about ethnicity), make a habit of going new places and humiliating the host? If you do, you should apologize or leave. Your choice, do it now.”
Then the girls were eager to ‘get rid’ of Steve so they could play with Caleb.
Bad plot, Insulting story. Repulsive characters.
Really poor writing.
Yes i can see where they’re going, but that’s no excuse. Even good stories can have disgusting characters in them. This is a contrived plot line and it plays very hollow, even for porn.
Not Ms Jenkins best story. She’s an extremely capable writer. It’s hard to find sympathy for Emily. She’s an incompetent nurse and a cheating wife. It would be a lot easier to respect her if she was open and honest with Steve.
Ms Jenkins has several brilliant books covering this topic. Shared,, both volumes are splendid. Cuckold Descent, is brilliant. Very little humiliation, which seems to be a hallmark of this venue.
This is more a cheating wife book than wife sharing or cuckold. The prime quality of the story,.. is humiliation for Steve.
Both characters, Emily and Caleb, are despicable. Emily, in particular. She has absolutely no remorse. No Loyalty, No Fidelity. In spite of all the 'Love' focused toward her husband, There's no respect to go along with it. (can you say Bullshit?)
The choreography is up to Ms Jenkins usual volcanic heat. The story is hot. Caleb intends to turn Steve into a submissive cuckold so he can perform in front of him. Emily is captivated by the idea. Mentally, she already belongs to Caleb. She has no problem with making her husband equally submissive. This is not in his nature. He is not a cuckold,.. but Ms Jenkins is determined to try.
She is copying Matthew Lee's and Arnica Butler's technique,.. create a MAN, then rip his balls off and make a wimp out of him.
I have no issue with where they want to take this story, but the humiliating way they go about it, I'm not a fan.
This storyline is not a unique one. I have read interpretations by other authors where the concept of couple domination by a bull is covered with finesse and heat. Ms Jenkins doesn't develop an affinity with the reader. There is no empathy for Emily. She becomes a selfish bitch with no feelings or love for her husband. Emily has no desire to bring her husband into her newfound sexuality. Once she starts playing with Caleb all sex with hubby stops being mentioned. Her only intent is to humiliate him. For 'childhood sweethearts', that's a criminal.
The book is good, the heat is above average. The characters are disappointing.
This book is free to borrow on Kindle Unlimited. (Thank God, the only thing worse, would be having to pay for reading it) I would prefer zero stars.
October 22, 2024
This was, pleasantly brutal. It’s about one white woman’s curiousity as she delves into the myth and legend of BBC (Big Black Cock). In the beginning she’s content however when she’s exposed to a cock that is nearly a foot long, dark, thick, and pumps copious amounts of baby making cum; her mind goes wild. It’s like she is reborn into a bbc worshipper.
The sex scenes were incredible and yummy, but what didn’t really do it for me was the personality or stereotype of Caleb. He was a complete asshole and the cuckoldry wasn’t as great and at times seemed forced. Overal 4/5 and still worth the read.
The sex scenes were incredible and yummy, but what didn’t really do it for me was the personality or stereotype of Caleb. He was a complete asshole and the cuckoldry wasn’t as great and at times seemed forced. Overal 4/5 and still worth the read.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 13, 2024
God It’s Great
I’m so glad that I read this after the last book I read “Submission.” Whereas with that I felt that the author had written a story that was totally devoid of reality. A story so fanciful that I had to speed read through it.
And it did nothing for me. No heat, no excitement.
You’re asking why I have to focus on that work? Because this story is 180 degrees apart from that one. This story has the excitement, maybe everything from that story was drawn and deposited here!
And you can see the truthiness of this story. Sure it’s just on the edge of reality, but are any of the stories that we read here TRUE? All of them are somewhat over the top.
But what I want to read is a story that I can believe in. A sexy story that excites me, invades me and makes me think about reality while surely thinking that story could never happen to me.
OR COULD IT!
That’s the kind of story that draws me in, that excites me, that gets me all hot and bothered. Would I ever be in that situation, could I ever be? Would I get excited if the story was true to me, now or in the future?
That kind of story makes me read and read. I can’t stop reading, I have to find out what happens to me. I desperately want to know that I’m okay in the end, even though I’m not sure which character I am in the story.
This is a BBC story that you can believe in. I could honestly see it happening in real life. But yet the author writes truthfully, our wife is ruined.
I both loved and hated it at the end. It’s an unsatisfying ending, while also being believable.And maybe the truth makes it more interesting, more exciting.
Maybe it is the reason that I got turned on reading the book. Maybe it’s why I can’t leave the story like this, why I desperately want a follow up book. I need to know about these characters.
Does she really do what her BBC tells her to do. It would make an amazing and sexy story to read.
Get this book and see if you can put it down midway through the book. Or, like me, are you compelled to finish it, hoping beyond hope that there will be an answer as to what happens to our characters.
I want an ending that doesn’t occur, but damn it, it never happens.
I can hope, can’t I?
I’m so glad that I read this after the last book I read “Submission.” Whereas with that I felt that the author had written a story that was totally devoid of reality. A story so fanciful that I had to speed read through it.
And it did nothing for me. No heat, no excitement.
You’re asking why I have to focus on that work? Because this story is 180 degrees apart from that one. This story has the excitement, maybe everything from that story was drawn and deposited here!
And you can see the truthiness of this story. Sure it’s just on the edge of reality, but are any of the stories that we read here TRUE? All of them are somewhat over the top.
But what I want to read is a story that I can believe in. A sexy story that excites me, invades me and makes me think about reality while surely thinking that story could never happen to me.
OR COULD IT!
That’s the kind of story that draws me in, that excites me, that gets me all hot and bothered. Would I ever be in that situation, could I ever be? Would I get excited if the story was true to me, now or in the future?
That kind of story makes me read and read. I can’t stop reading, I have to find out what happens to me. I desperately want to know that I’m okay in the end, even though I’m not sure which character I am in the story.
This is a BBC story that you can believe in. I could honestly see it happening in real life. But yet the author writes truthfully, our wife is ruined.
I both loved and hated it at the end. It’s an unsatisfying ending, while also being believable.And maybe the truth makes it more interesting, more exciting.
Maybe it is the reason that I got turned on reading the book. Maybe it’s why I can’t leave the story like this, why I desperately want a follow up book. I need to know about these characters.
Does she really do what her BBC tells her to do. It would make an amazing and sexy story to read.
Get this book and see if you can put it down midway through the book. Or, like me, are you compelled to finish it, hoping beyond hope that there will be an answer as to what happens to our characters.
I want an ending that doesn’t occur, but damn it, it never happens.
I can hope, can’t I?
October 22, 2024
This book was a challenge for me. It’s a lot of tease and we know very little about the characters, including the main character. I ended up skimming a lot of the book.
It’s about a small, perfect couple where the wife becomes infatuated with a dominant big c*ck. And it happens to be black. She cheats on her husband and her best friend.
There’s also the discussion of a “real man”. At one point the BBC says:
“”I didn’t ask what you thought, did I?” he growled, the teasing gone,
replaced with a commanding presence.”
Is this really the type of “real man” women want, or is it just a stereotype cover for an assh*le?
The number of continuity errors bugged me, putting this story into the total fantasy range. The ending is entirely rushed. At the end the husband has unknowingly been cheated on by his wife. But the lover wants to turn him into a wimpy cuckold. A sequel is definitely required to see how that plan works out. I’d feel better if the husband, by all accounts successful, tolerates some before he, with one clean shot through both hearts, shoots them at the moment of orgasmic bliss. (And of course he’s not charged because it’s allowed in his state.)
Other than those issues, it’s pretty well written.
The title is Ruined, and she is ruined for her conscientious husband by a big dick. And for me, she ruined herself as a duplicitous size queen.
This story had great potential and should have more than 3 stars, but the continuity errors and lack of character development left a superficial fantasy feel to the story.
3 Stars
It’s about a small, perfect couple where the wife becomes infatuated with a dominant big c*ck. And it happens to be black. She cheats on her husband and her best friend.
There’s also the discussion of a “real man”. At one point the BBC says:
“”I didn’t ask what you thought, did I?” he growled, the teasing gone,
replaced with a commanding presence.”
Is this really the type of “real man” women want, or is it just a stereotype cover for an assh*le?
The number of continuity errors bugged me, putting this story into the total fantasy range. The ending is entirely rushed. At the end the husband has unknowingly been cheated on by his wife. But the lover wants to turn him into a wimpy cuckold. A sequel is definitely required to see how that plan works out. I’d feel better if the husband, by all accounts successful, tolerates some before he, with one clean shot through both hearts, shoots them at the moment of orgasmic bliss. (And of course he’s not charged because it’s allowed in his state.)
Other than those issues, it’s pretty well written.
The title is Ruined, and she is ruined for her conscientious husband by a big dick. And for me, she ruined herself as a duplicitous size queen.
This story had great potential and should have more than 3 stars, but the continuity errors and lack of character development left a superficial fantasy feel to the story.
3 Stars
February 18, 2025
My F/F partner, who is also my Domme, had me finish this for Valentine's Day. It is a rather quick read, with enough hot and steamy erotic scenes to keep the reader wet indeed. I am worried because my Domme usually expects us to act out the stories in some fashion. Well, she told me to anticipate something quite special next weekend because she had arranged for a friend of a friend to totally violate, dominate, degrade, humiliate, and punish me with his black manhood. Oh my goodness! XOXOXOs to the author, Leah Jenkins, for creating this delightful tale:)
December 15, 2024
Excellent story with all the stereotypical tropes!
What happens when you mix a beautiful wife that's only ever known one man, her underwhelming husband, with the well endowed Adonis boyfriend of her nursing colleague that frequently regales the sexual exploits of her Alpha male live in sexual God? Temptation.
And what does this naive wife Emily get when temptation takes hold? Well the title says it all. Incrementally, she gives into desire and temptation, which leads to a great awakening on possibilities she's missed out on and leads her to hellacious afternoons of cheating bliss. But Caleb, the Adonis boyfriend has bigger plans, turning temptation into addiction for Emily, ruining her for her husband and with an agenda of making him a conditioned cuckold.
What happens when you mix a beautiful wife that's only ever known one man, her underwhelming husband, with the well endowed Adonis boyfriend of her nursing colleague that frequently regales the sexual exploits of her Alpha male live in sexual God? Temptation.
And what does this naive wife Emily get when temptation takes hold? Well the title says it all. Incrementally, she gives into desire and temptation, which leads to a great awakening on possibilities she's missed out on and leads her to hellacious afternoons of cheating bliss. But Caleb, the Adonis boyfriend has bigger plans, turning temptation into addiction for Emily, ruining her for her husband and with an agenda of making him a conditioned cuckold.
November 8, 2024
just a brilliant read
Wonderful slow build up loved the enticing way Steve’s wife finally succumbs to her big black lover I really like this author gonna follow and buy more of her books
Wonderful slow build up loved the enticing way Steve’s wife finally succumbs to her big black lover I really like this author gonna follow and buy more of her books
January 19, 2025
Wow!
The New Year has turned out to be exciting, breath-taking filled with copious amounts of stroke fodder to inflame the imagination. Well done Ms. Jenkins.
The New Year has turned out to be exciting, breath-taking filled with copious amounts of stroke fodder to inflame the imagination. Well done Ms. Jenkins.
May 22, 2025
Too much!
I was so enjoying this until it morphed into the obvious cuckold aspect. The sex scenes were suitably hot, but the proverbial End is near, aspect of it really was offensive. The wife was a horrible person, Steve should drop her like a bad habit! I’m really not enjoying this aspect of this genre. The cover photo was such an aphrodisiac, and that only became more of an insult! Oh well, it is what it is.
I was so enjoying this until it morphed into the obvious cuckold aspect. The sex scenes were suitably hot, but the proverbial End is near, aspect of it really was offensive. The wife was a horrible person, Steve should drop her like a bad habit! I’m really not enjoying this aspect of this genre. The cover photo was such an aphrodisiac, and that only became more of an insult! Oh well, it is what it is.
November 18, 2024
Unrealistic Fiction
Not my cup of tea. Yet I can read books I find interesting. I'm sorry this is book isn't mildly arousing. I wasted my time. The sex scenes are vapid and lack credibility. Narrative needs to have some sense of humanity; of how real people act. Maybe in your world women, wives behave as described. I don't believe they do. As a writer you need to make believe this could occur. You didn't.
Not my cup of tea. Yet I can read books I find interesting. I'm sorry this is book isn't mildly arousing. I wasted my time. The sex scenes are vapid and lack credibility. Narrative needs to have some sense of humanity; of how real people act. Maybe in your world women, wives behave as described. I don't believe they do. As a writer you need to make believe this could occur. You didn't.
December 6, 2024
lots of smoke but no fire 🔥
This had all the chance of being great but it took 3 chapters to get some what interesting.in one instance it took several pages just to remove clothes.that just ridiculous and like the the title (ruined).excitement of the tease.the book lingered to long on meaningless interactions.too often the tease didn’t lead to anything.
This had all the chance of being great but it took 3 chapters to get some what interesting.in one instance it took several pages just to remove clothes.that just ridiculous and like the the title (ruined).excitement of the tease.the book lingered to long on meaningless interactions.too often the tease didn’t lead to anything.
November 7, 2025
Another quick read for someone....based off a true story of an acquaintence. Story ends before it continues......classical conditioning not only of the husband into a cuck but also of the wife who spent her late 20s and 30s as pretty much a free slave.....the story doesn't get there, but in real life thats how it ends
April 17, 2025
very enjoyable read, poor Steve didn't know his wife had such cravings
April 19, 2025
Drinking Game
We have a shot for every time the words "palatable or powerful" are used. I am not driving a car for two days. Good story!
We have a shot for every time the words "palatable or powerful" are used. I am not driving a car for two days. Good story!
April 1, 2025
I'm a bit hooked on Leah Jenkins' books. Still, I'm bugged by her depictions of the cuck, who invariably is a clueless chump when cheating is involved and always a passive worm no matter how much degradation, which invariably increases, that he gets from his wife and her bull. It would be nice to see the worm turn now and then, for the cuck to deliver a damning and devastating, "No God damn it, that's enough!" and bring down his fury, with crushing effect, on the two of them and the situation. To say the least, something of that sort would inject more tension into the stories, even make them more believable.
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