The prologue was gripping. Chapters 1-3 were pretty boring. It was about Veronika and Becky going to a dinner and hating the wine and just kinda felt like filler and not enough world building and not ENOUGH character building either, they still felt 2D.
THEN, we started getting momentum in chapter 4 which is good considering there's 26 chapters to get through. It was a harsh read but that is my speed, so I didn't mind. May need some trigger warnings inside the book though if anyone missed a warning elsewhere.
I like the way the book is broken up: it gives us updates along with the main story as well in broken up sessions, kinda feels like a familiar movie I've seen. It isn't POV switches in the cliche way, kinda like little check ins and reminders the way the narration repeated itself to keep us in the correct context.
I also liked how Simon Saiz actually had a REASON for being the way he was and doing what he did, instead of just horror just for horror! I didn't care for him of course but I liked understanding that he wasn't just a cartoon villain for the sake of evil.
It was a much more realistic approach. You hear it all the time in the real world, MAJORITY of sick killers have a reason for being as brutal and awful as they are, and a minority actually have NO reason! A lot of people don't know this! So great job on making Simon a believable villain.
The main protagonist did not get a happy ending, which I love.
We literally just took a dive into the mind of a psychopath who murders women after torturing them in sick games of "Simon Says" because his mom ignored his pain when he was r*ped and mol*sted by his own dad as a child, and saying "Simon Says", as his mom said he should've said, would've made her help him? So cold and twisted.
I have never heard of this concept before among serial killers, so it was interesting to get a glimpse of it. Quick read; finished it the same day I got it.
Simon had way more depth than Veronika and Becky had, which is 0.5 points that I took off. Then, the other 0.5 points I took off was because again, the first three chapters were filled with a lot of shit that didn't matter, the world building felt flat and almost non-existent.
The prologue in the beginning was strong and terrifying. Three chapters of feeling suspended in the air was a bit hard to get through. So, I guess I will say I took away another 0.5 points for this. Because I HATE when authors give strong intros, then kill the momentum immediately. For such a short book, we could've expanded the horizon of the setting and the story and plot itself.
I was absolutely looking forward to reading this book as it was my first Matt Shaw piece; I was inspired to read this author after I'd read "Woom" by a complimentary author Duncan Ralston. I WILL consider reading another book by Shaw and compare the two experiences.
OTHERWISE....
+3.5 points = Terrifying concept, I kept imagining what I would do if it were me, gross at times, raw, unapologetic with no sugarcoating AT ALL, very intense, mature, and was a quick read.
Nice!