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208 pages
First published January 1, 1966
While they are hauling the ship wallows, and the motion is worse, I feel sickest at such points, when they are hauling: but lying down helps: I could not stand it on deck, my stomach feels as though it is trying to unseat itself, impel itself upwards, eject itself free of my shuddering body. Sometimes I wonder what stops it, at which point the body forces itself not to be seasick in order that it may survive, that the stomach may be still.
My uncle and my mother and my father told me as well that once they were walking with me down by the river past a house bought by Henry VIII for Nell Gwynne. My mother asked why, and my uncle replied for goings-on or some such. They tell me that I then said that I had often seen them there together, Nell Gwynne and the eighth Henry. This caused them great merriment at the time. Enough for them to want to tell me of it in later years, anyway. I do not remember this pearl of wit, myself. So much of one’s childhood must be taken on trust, seen refracted through others. Especially the earlier parts of a childhood.
I create my own world in the image of that which was, in the past: from a defective memory, from recollections which must be partial: this is not necessarily truth, may even be completely misleading, at best is only a nearness, a representation.