a soccer team. a murder mystery and a whole lotta feelings.
okay so when i say dark. dark yes. by luna standards? nope she's actually lowkey beautiful & i can't quite believe how much has unfolded in such a short story. from the bottom of my heart i am obssesed like no other with everything about this story. written to perfection. character development is immense but particularly on nico (our main MMC) is wow. some of the best development i have seen. the story has a murder mystery feel but also contemporary elements and let me tell you a lot of conversation starters. please talk to me about all of the beautiful things in here. wether it is rep for male victims,greif rep.. luna truly has it covered in a sensetive yet very authentic way and i can't quite believe i would ever love a sports romance but this isn't a typical sports romance i would say.
not only will you be questioning the main characters intentions but also the side characters. angsty but also highly emotional. i don't honestly know how you can do both at the same time but here we are. i do honestly think this story is one that will keep you on your toes. from beginning to end it has you feeling like you are IN THE STORY not just reading it? think like an immersive game? the story although a slow burn picks up pace so fast towards the end,sheeshhh i love!
my fave scenes were defintely the studio scenes, the locker room too.. SPOILER FREE FROM ME. something about it just really was so immersive and so visual for me,feels super contemporary to me and has a great undertone to be considered as such,like murder mystery is the forward facing plot,but it defintely has a contemporary feel underpinning the story.. shit man i'm speechless and that doesn't happen often,i also didn't think nico would be so loveable to me,i usually don't vibe with mmc's that well but this one really struck me,nico's story is super personal and similar to my own and i feel like he is going to be VERY relatable to men who read this story,so defintely highly suggest men to read this too. it's approached in such a beautiful way & a very considerate way of victims,specifically male victims๐ญ
anyways.. ratings? whilst i stop crying
plot first this time? 5โญ๏ธ the plot is one of the best plot lines i have read.. AND also my first sports romance - the plot is HEAVILY focused in this and it is not a spicy story by nature. think gossip girl. it has a murder mystery forward facing plot but a contemporary sub plot with darker elements. it's a very heartfelt plot i feel. it feels very sensetive to a lot of the darker underbelly of the secret society world and it's actually really eye opening.. it's not secret society like mafia,it's like life of higher society,rich & poor kinda thing? the pacing is my favourite though,a slow burn novella? sign me up. it's gripping but yet slow enough to really understand the world building needed. as this is the first in a series,we have a LOT of world building but honestly i've cried a 1000x and got twists for DAYS! the plot is also very digestible,it feels like you don't have the pull from gossip girl to understand the meanings,
loving the poetry esk elements - very very well written - feels very full on but also luna be giving us IMMERSIVE like the description of the setting,the description of the clothing,the lighting. SO IMMERSIVE something luna does best!
characters? 5โญ๏ธ literally don't know how to describe the characters without giving too much away but ill try hehe. very very loveable characters but also characters that evoke very strong emotions,like me i hate one of the female characters lol,the main characters.. shiloh and nico. my heart can't take any of it,nico is the most loveable mc i have ever read about. ever. he comes from hard hard times and holy shit does luna put him through it. real fucking bad. imo he is the most loveable character of the whole story,shiloh is a love or hate,she's an ice queen and she does some questionable things throughout but she is pretty loveable if you're like
down bad and understand why she does what she does. side characters don't usually strike me but a lot of these characters.. brad,wyatt,tati all evoked such strong hatred for me,which i mean is a good thing because you will become invested in this. i'm so sure of it. and you'll love the characters too.
spice?? ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ the spice is beautifully written but she is NOT a smutty spicy story. this is a slow burn and the spice is actually quite sad for a lot of it. it shines a light heavily on SA and more specifically male victims and this has been written in such a way,i feel like it is approached very sensitively and considerately (check your tw's obvuously) but as somebody who has read a lot of MC's with SA & have direct irl expierence,this is written very authentically and a lot of the spice in this does blur the line between non-consensual and dubious consent but when you get to the spice between the main mc's it all makes sense,and the scenes,the locker room and the studio (no spoilers here) they are beautiful. so fucking beautiful it brought tears to my eyes. the spice is built on lust,hatred and turmoil for most of this but shit, it's a very eye opening read and i feel like male victims will find some healing in this story,and will find they can get their power back๐ฉถ
overall?? โพ๏ธโญ๏ธ luna will forever blow me out of the water with how incredibly talented she is with multi faceted writing of different genres, this is not dark by luna standards but yet underpinning it all is some dark dark elements and you feel it. you feel everything with the characters. not only do you feel how the characters feel you feel truly in shock and awe most way through this. a sports romance yes. but something more. a healing story of victims of SA,power and money and how two different worlds collide. the most beautiful story i've ever read all year,every single tear was worth it. everything. i will love this story till the dawn of time๐ญ
and i will forever be shi-co's #1 fan๐ญ๐ฉถ