Thank you so much to Gay Romance Reviews for the ARC and the author.
Let me just say that although this is my rating, I will be reading more books from the author! <3 I believe that the more an author writes, the better they become! So, I don’t see this rating as something bad. Just it didn’t work for me on some levels, and compared to other books, I had some issues.
Let’s start with what I loved!
The beginning of the novel is amazing! It’s a really strong start. Sebastian finds his husband in bed with an escort. While their marriage was not out of love but of friendship, Sebastian is hurt that his husband would spend money on escorts. Sebastian is not an easy person to love, he’s very physical with Simon, and he’s clearly very morally gray coded. He’s aware that he enjoys marking his men and sometimes he tries to push back, but other times he just gives in his urges.
I loved Simon! I definitely enjoyed Simon a lot more than Sebastian, he was unapologetic and sweet! While Sebastian had an aura of darkness and he was clearly very possessive of Simon, Simon was very bright, very bubbly. He had every reason not, due to his past and how he had to work a lot to be where he is. Still, Simon is just a ray of sunshine, and I loved his POV. Their dynamic and the way they interacted was really good, Simon is not an innocent guy, and he clearly matches Sebastian's energy.
I felt like I lacked the same connection I had with Simon with Sebastian, I never really understood what Sebastian worked as, so that didn’t help. Especially since he was working on a case of disappearing people, but the amount of dedication to the case was very little. Also, some plot points just happened way too fast. Simon feels bad out of nowhere, then he is in the hospital, Sebastian, by chance, is in the same hospital, then there’s a storm, and they’re together, then Simon is back at home. It’s a little too much going in such a short amount of time.
Again, these two things are not horrible, they just had an effect on me while I was reading, and again, none of these made me give up on this author! I still want to read the next books, I just won’t ARC them because I don’t know if I will enjoy them, but I will still give my money to the author!
I believe “Blackmail” can be the start of a very interesting series, I’m going to read the next books because I am a sucker for escorts, especially in MM books! I love how unashamed they are of their own sexuality, and I adore that aura of sexiness. Maybe this is why I enjoyed Simon so much. He’s my weak spot for characters.