Because that’s the thing, isn’t it? As long as you’re happy to stay inside, a cage just feels like a home. It’s only when you want to step out that you start to see the bars for what they are
I knew without a doubt I could trust Lisette Marshall to write a great book and the beginning to what promises to be an amazing new series; having read and loved to pieces the Fea Isles series, my expectations were high, and this book delivered.
Plotwise this is very introductory, it does the groundwork for a compelling series, presenting an interesting story, characters and political messes, there’s some really good action too, but like I said, it prepares the ground a lot.
What shines the most is what I think is LM best: the characters. We are presented with two strongly developed mc, both complex and so interesting, layered, and there’s still so much to discover (and I can’t wait for that).
‘I’ve spent all my adult life doing the bidding of terrible men, you know. I’ve been told to be quiet and to swallow my fear and to play along with games I could only ever lose, and I didn’t even remember I could do better until you made me hold that bloody door. I attacked Belloc yesterday. It was stupid, but I chose to attack Belloc. You gave me that, do you understand? The point I’m trying to make is you’ve already fulfilled your side of the bargain, you fool. You’ve given me so much more than I ever imagined I could bargain for. And yet you’re still trying to help me, the way you’re trying to protect everyone and everything around you all the time, and it’s … I’m so very sorry, Dur. I wish someone had helped you when it counted – that someone could have saved you from becoming what you didn’t want to be.’
Thraga is tough, capable, sassy, wild, but for a long time she didn’t believe these things about herself, only now she’s starting to own them, to be herself, she’s discovering who she is, her strength, her voice, along with us, because for the first time in a long time, she’s free, not just free from a prison, but also free from a partner that closed her in a little box where she had to act how he told her to. I really felt for her and loved watching her find her freedom and she won’t be boxed in again. I can’t wait to see her rage fase; she’s much more dangerous than anyone realizes.
If the world had to be terrible, I could be so, so much worse.
Durlain is very fascinating, and we discover him little by little. Cunning, dangerous, calculating, manipulative, snarky, he shows the world only what he wants them to see, yet as time passes, Thraga starts to see past his shields, past the cutting cruel remarks he uses to keep his distance. The prince of many faces carries a lot of trauma and anger and burdens, he’s morally grey for sure, a man with a conscience, but who still would commit murders, betrayals and such if necessary, mostly for those he loves, and he loves his sister (and now Thraga).
‘Of course the sorry bastard should have wanted you because you’re a foul-mouthed little fighter with an unnervingly wicked sense of humour and an absolutely riveting obsession with runes. If he’d had any sense, that would have been all he cared about.’
Another thing LM does amazingly is showing how trauma impacts people and how issues aren’t fixed in a moment (like I said great character work). Thraga OCD is portrayed respectfully and realistically, as is so real the representation of how a toxic relationship shapes the way a person sees themselves, the way they act; I loved all about how LM does that and how Durlain helps Thraga to recognize and pick apart the bullshit her dead lover (patronizing, condescending, controlling, belittling, abusing asshole) convinced her of, and how much he understands and helps with her OCD.
I could watch you for days and still not see enough of you.
Another thing done wonderfully is the romance. This is a real slow burn, a reluctant allies who hate and insult each other to lovers where the progression of the relationship is handled so well, and the more the book goes on the more they start to see and understand and admire and respect each other. They share meaningful moments and a real connection forms between them. Durlain tries so hard to fight his feelings and retreat behind his uncaring bastard façade, it’s a constant struggle between them, but Thraga sees him and when push comes to shove, he can’t help but care. He sees how wonderful she is sooner than she sees it herself and helps her see it too, he admires her, respects her, how tough and capable she is, he listens, challenges her, pushes her to be herself. And by the end there’s no doubt whatsoever about how damn much these two have fallen in love. The chemistry between them is great, with really charged scenes (the hottest handholding ever 🥵) and a couple of hot spicy scenes. And the nicknames, my murderous little miracle, brilliant, glorious fool, Thorn of mine!! ❤️
‘Hell have mercy on me, Thraga – do you want the truth? Wanting you feels like I’m hurtling straight towards my second death, and I can’t even care anymore. I don’t fucking care – because the moment you stormed out of here, I realised that pushing you away makes me feel like I am already dead.’
I predicted the Durlain deal reveal at 2/3ish of the book, but it landed all the same, it’s heartbreaking. I feel for Durlain and understand he didn’t want that to happen at that point, but my heart brakes for Thraga. The man will have to GROVEL (I can already tell he will, so so much, for her) and I want to see her kick his ass first, make him work for it, and then they have to get together and be a power couple forever ok?
It was not remotely close to all, because the prince of broken hearts had killed for his sister and stolen hellhounds for his sister and betrayed his life’s work for his sister, and yet he would not sacrifice me for her.
P.S. 1-for the next book, could use a map of the world.
2-Honestly what pisses me off the most is what Cimmura does at the end, what she says is right, but she’s doing the worst possible thing.
3-Hope that the Durlain pov in the second to last chapter means we might have some dual pov in the next book.
4-the last sentence, that was a twist!
5-The next book cannot come fast enough and October 2026 is too far away.
The place stank and I thought I heard the scurrying footsteps of rats or mice somewhere far too close. But Durlain Averre looked at me as if I was the answer to every question he’d ever asked, and in the glory of the moment, I couldn’t think of a better place in the world to be.