so many interesting concepts fumbled 💔
MAIN CHARACTER NAMES AND AGES
Cassandra “Cass” Donahue (22) | Mikhail Solokov (31)
FEATURES
∘ bratva romance
∘ she saves his life
∘ love at first sight
∘ he accuses her of betrayal
∘ much needed therapy
REVIEW
Spoilers for roughly first half of book!
Mikhail was a terrible lead. His insecurity about his position as Pakhan would’ve been sympathetic if he wasn’t so fickle. I love when the MMCs are simps for the FMC, but he just never stood ten toes down on ANYTHING!
He meets Cass when he’s dying after being shot in an alley, and despite her qualms, she goes out of her way to save his life. He seemingly had a suicide wish at this point, willing her to just let him die.
They incidentally meet again at his club where he protects her from being sexually assaulted after she is drugged. Note that while the man was interacting with Cass, Mikhail turns away because the intensity of his jealous feelings frighten him. SHE reached out to HIM in her inebriated state because she saw him as a beacon of safety.
He takes her to his home, has a doctor check her out, installs a tracker on her phone, dotes on her while she recovers, and then drives her to her apartment.
After a particularly rough day, Cass (horrible survival instincts, but she’s been through a lot!) goes to the gym in the middle of the night and Mikhail calls her freaking out about how unsafe she is. When she asks how he knows where she’s at, he admits to the location tracking and apologizes. She’s obviously freaked out. they’ve met twice at this point. He shows up at her place where she agrees to go on a date with him.
Now, at this point, Mikhail has moved from hot stalker to weirdo stalker (there’s a difference in romancelandia, OKAY!).
Mikhail takes Cass to one of his restaurants, knowing this will make her a target since he’s the leader of a CRIME ORGANIZATION. On their date, Cass shares some of her PTSD from her terrible past while Mikhail just sits there silently commiserating with her but not sharing anything about his own life.
They go to his home together, everything is great, he’s so in love with her this is three meetings total btw, but then he learns someone has broken into his home office. He gets a call from the Italian mafia where he is falsely informed Cassandra is working with the mafia as a mole against the bratva.
I will not lie: yes, Cassandra’s timing with the betrayals under Mikhail’s leadership is suspect, but instead of, you know, remembering the fact that his self-admitted unstable organization has had rat problems since before her arrival, he goes berserk and drags her out of his bed. He then locks her in a room—TRIGGERING HER TRAUMA from when her step-father did the same thing.
Of course, Mikhail soon finds out that it wasn’t her. He feels oh-so sorry, but it’s too late.
His atonement would have been more meaningful if there was a basis for the depth of their relationship. They barely knew each other, and he just keeps infiltrating her life (and lowkey love-bombing her). It didn’t read as romance so much as a man being creepy and not taking a hint.
I loved a lot of the concepts (e.g. her saving him in an alley and her being accused of a betrayal she didn’t commit), but the way they were executed disappointed me. I needed to feel their romance before I believed his redemption. And unfortunately, I did not.
OW/OM DRAMA past OW — Mikhail mentions rare hookups; he is texted by a booty call but he “out of character”-ly rejects and blocks her
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past OM — Cass mentions past hookup(s) in monologue but no explicit details
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not really OM — Mikhail gets jealous seeing some guy flirt with Cass. this man drugs her drink (he is promptly killed, don’t worry)
CHEATING none
THIRD ACT BREAKUP none — separation in first half
ENDING HEA — near future epilogue
POV dual / first person
SPICE LEVEL 3.5 / 5
RATING 2.5 / 5