4⭐️ 2 🌶️ ARC REVIEW: 📖 HADE 📖 by Anastasija White ✨ This is book 2 in the Hale Brothers series but can be read as a standalone. Hade and Riley’s love story is like a song - written in the stars, with verses added as memories. But there’s trauma, and some healing that has to happen along the way. It's about the way love can drag a person under and save them all at once. He loves to spoil her and he brings her flowers every day. He proves to her that he wants her, not just because of their baby. They form a little family, and he would do anything for them. The epilogue, bonus chapter, and bonus epilogue are so sweet, so don’t skip those. 🫶🏻 If you like a broken boy that is down bad but doesn’t know how to communicate that to her, Hade is for you.
The dedication 🥺:
To the ones who stayed. And to those who are still learning how to live after someone they love couldn't.
Hayden (Hade) Hale is a rockstar. Riley is 26, a former ballerina 🩰, and his best friend Piper’s little sister. She’s had a crush on him since she was 10 but she’s just the ‘little sister’ to him. His family and friends are worried about him because he ghosts them - his friend and bandmate, Owen died by suicide 4 months ago. It’s eating Hade alive, the guilt consumes him, and Everything is ‘too loud’. He thinks he should have done more, listened more, stopped it from happening.
When there’s a fire at her apartment building, Hade tells her she can stay at his penthouse while her place is repaired. They spend a lot of time together, talking, sharing fears, hopes and dreams, and watching movies and TV shows. The tension is high and they finally give into their attraction, saying ‘just this once’. Which turns into ‘this is our last last time’. Oops. 🤭 Two pink lines later. 🥹
He thinks she deserves more, and that he’s not capable of that. He thinks he couldn’t save his best friend, so he’s scared to mess it up and lose her. He doesn’t want to hurt her, so he tries to keep his distance. He thinks his darkness will destroy everything good in her life. He pulls her in, only to push her away again under the guise of ‘protecting’ her. Riley loves him but she chooses herself, rather than wait around for him to choose her. He’s determined to win her back, though. He starts therapy. He takes her grocery shopping. They go on walks. He takes her to all of her doctor appointments. He brings her favorite flowers. 💐
‘She’s my best friend’s little sister and the only person who can save me from my darkness.’
❤️ Black hoodie, black/gray sweatpants 🫠
❤️ ‘Ry baby’ 🫶🏻
❤️ Jacob’s ladder 🤫
❤️ Good girl 😮💨
❤️ Hand 🖐️ necklace 🥵
❤️ He’s in charge 🫡
❤️ 🐱👋
❤️ Creative use of a piano 🎹
❤️ Creative use of a ballet barre 🤭
❤️ Forehead kisses 💋
Favorite quotes:
Hayden doesn't look lonely. He looks lost. And I hate my stupid heart for how badly it wants me to find this lost boy.
“When you're here, this place feels like home, not just a soulless cavern."
“The grief I'm carrying, my guilt...some days, it's too much. I don't want to drag you into my mess. I need to get better. If we ever decide to be more than friends, I need to be worthy of you first. Just give me time."
Her presence, her laughter, her voice - day by day, they're healing me, stitching me back together. She gives me purpose, and I'm at my happiest when I'm with her.
She's the most stunning woman in the world and she wants me. All of me. Not even my broken, ugly parts scare her. And it feels right to be with her, like we belong together.
"You're carrying our baby. And the idea of pulling you into the storm that I am? It's terrifying. Because if I screw this up...if I screw you up, I'll never get back from that.”
They are my love song, the one I rewind the second it stops. The one I tweak every so often, adding new verses. The one I will never stop
playing.
Read this if you like:
*Rockstar romance
*Rockstar x ballerina 🩰
*Accidental pregnancy🤰🏻
*Best friend’s little sister
*Broken boy
*Forced proximity/roommates
*Childhood crush
*He’s tattooed & pierced
*Praise
*Unrequited love
*Trauma/healing
*Therapy rep
Content warning: death, suicide, grief, depression, panic attacks ❤️🩹
Thank you to Anastasija White and Grey’s Promotions for the gifted ARC!