First off, let me say that I am a HUGE Sleep Token fan. So of course I jumped at the opportunity to read this book. I wanted nothing more than to be fully immersed into a Sleep Token inspired world. And this really does feel alot like Sleep Token Fanfic.
Tropes:
Masked men
Hidden identities
Dark Rockstar Romance
Morally Grey MMC
There were so many call backs, easter eggs, and references to the band that I absolutely loved.
Worshippers > Acolytes, offerings, 4 masked anonymous men with stage names, who wear black jeans and cloaks? Uh yea, duh. I'm in. At times, I was genuinely giddy, because it reminded me so much of my experience with being a fan but also getting a potential peak inside the curtain. Were some things a little too on the nose? Sure, but it was still fun to see in print.
We start off the book with our FMC getting ready with her bestie to go to a Reverb show. If you have been to a Sleep Token ritual, you know the sheer happiness, and pure joy a ST show brings. It brought me back to those memories, and I absolutely loved that aspect.
The plot is easy to get into and easy to follow. There was a strong theme of music being healing, which I really enjoyed. However, I found certain elements and events far too easy and consequential that gave me pause because they just weren't realistic.
Our MMC Riven is everything you could want in a dark romance. He's morally grey, he's got inner demons and trauma, he's protective (he truly brings "touch her and die" to life), and fiercely loyal. His "double life" trope was very similar to Lights out, (there's mention of our MMC reading Lights Out and with references to Josh, and even a mention of a certain Illyrian warrior too) but there was a third element tied to the double life that felt a lil bit too extra, and unneeded. I really wanted more from Riven as he was obviously inspired by Vessel, but I think maybe the IRL anonymity is for the best.
The romance was much closer to insta-lust than anything else, and we didn't get a lot of build up or banter, which was a bit disappointing. There was no deep connection between our main characters and their emotions aside from lust, which felt very surface level making it hard to connect to them. The spice was pretty well done, but at times I felt like it did overshadow the plot in some areas.
Despite all of that, this was definitely a vibe read for me. It was easy, fun, sexy, and scratched the itch of missing Sleep Token which is why I'm rounding up my rating from 3.75 to 4.