Someday I’m going to talk to a psychologist and figure out why I like the violent stories best. But for now, I’ll just roll with it and enjoy these books when I find them!
This was my second time “reading” this book. First time, I read it. This time I got the audiobook. The narrator was fantastic! She did a really good job with this dark, post apocalyptic romance.
There was a bunch of story here. It isn’t your usual quick and easy alien romance. In fact, it didn’t feel very alien at all to me. The aliens in this story lost their home world and came to ours through portals, since our world was the best fit for their species. They didn’t come with any malice. Once here, they didn’t have much of their own tech, so besides being stronger and older than us, they could have easily just been vampires for all their similarities.
The aliens aren’t bad guys. Though, like humans, there are some truly rotten apples in the bunch. Only, these rotten apples are also a foot taller than most humans and way stronger and hard to kill. And they drink human blood.
In our fear of the bigger, badder species “invading” earth, we attacked them and they retaliated to save themselves. They put us down hard in the beginning and the war ravaged the planet. Eventually, they set up their own kingdoms and mostly left us alone to do what we wanted with the rest of the land (one area of which came to be known as Population). But, by then the world had fallen apart and most of America is now a post-apocalyptic zone filled with lawless gangs and the occasional evil “Other” (what humans called the aliens).
The romance in this book grows fairly naturally. I love Kane’s protectiveness of her, yet he trusts her ability to take care of herself since she’s very good at fighting. The side characters are nice, though they don’t really get flushed out much. Some of them will get more time to shine in later books though.
The story does get rather violent at times. The heroine takes one HELL of a beating, repeatedly. So if you’re not cool with that, you might want to pass this up. If you’re a sick bitch like me who revels in it, then full speed ahead! I think it adds more gravitas to the story. I mean, some books paint the bad guys as sooo evil and vile, yet all they do is tie the heroine up and maybe smack her once. But real bad guys aren’t going to treat their worst enemy’s lover with kid gloves. The big evil brute of an alien is going to be a big evil brute! He’s going to break her wrist and punch her and kick her and drag her by her ankle. That’s what bad guys do!! .... Plus, the scene when the hero finds her all beat up, but struggling to escape or survive, and he gets so choked up in regret, grief, rage, and love is always so damn heart wrenching! Gah!!! I love that shit. 🥰
Kane is one of my favorite MMCs. He’s sooo protective of her, so possessive, so sexual, very violent (to the bad guys), and very sweet and kind (to her). I initially read this book, then a few years later I listened to the audiobook. I think I like Kane even more now thanks to the narrators wonderful portrayal of him. She did the growly, possessive voice so damn well!! 🥵😍
The FMC is a great tough character. Some people might find her to be a big too abrasive and violent, but she’s the result of her upbringing trying to survive in a lawless, violent post apocalyptic world. When she’s taken to Kane’s home and meets humans there who’ve never lived outside that protected community, it takes a few days/weeks for her to lose her understandably scared and suspicious nature. And Kane is very understanding any time she reacts differently than a coddled human would have. He’s the bestest.
*Content warning for physical assault, violence, threats of rape, trauma from a past rape, implied sexual assault of minors, and a borderline non consensual oral sex scene.