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ASHLYN
It was supposed to be a vacation. Five whole days on the beach with my best friend before we made the move from Seattle to New York. I never expected to meet a man who would make me change the way I saw love and sex. I've always believed you can have one without the other. So, when I hooked up with a one-night stand while on vacation, I never expected him to be standing in the middle of my hotel room hours later. Proclaiming to be my best friend's brother.

RYDER
I'm married to my job. I'm twenty-nine and help run a fortune 500 company. I hadn't seen my sister in four years, and I wanted to surprise her. What better way than on her vacation? What I ended up getting was a woman who knew exactly what she wanted. And for that one night, I was it. I knew that I wanted more. You don't spend a night with someone like her and let her walk away that easily. It took me two seconds to decide I wanted him for one night. It took me a day to understand that he was gonna want more. I've always had the means to buy anything I want. Too bad, she is priceless. I've always believed in love. But I'm selfish. I want more ... But can he give it to me? Or when this gets hard, does he walk away?

278 pages, Paperback

First published December 10, 2016

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Shantel Tessier

66 books33.3k followers
Shantel is a USA Today & Wall Street Journal Bestselling Author. She lives in Oklahoma with her high school sweetheart, who is a wonderful, supportive husband and their two daughters. She loves to spend time cuddled up on the couch with a good book. Although she has a passion to write, her family is most important to her.

Email her at: Shanteltessierassistant@gmail.com

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Profile Image for Olga therebelreader.
894 reviews767 followers
December 19, 2016
#hot #kinky #leatherbelt #littlerough #sweetnsexy

Loved this book from beginning to end. The love story between Ryder and Ashlyn is sexually charged, intense and passionate! I really enjoyed it. I did not like Ashlyn all the time as I got a bit sick of her being lost in doubt about her relationship with Ryder and unable to see Ryder’s true intentions. Ryder is compelling and wonderfully attractive! I liked him straight away and continued liking him throughout the book.

Ryder and Ashlyn were great together, explosive even, because the sex scenes between these two were delicious. OMG…every time he roughly undid his belt he made me melt. Each and every time!!


The plot was entertaining and well written. I just wish there were more powerful plot twists that would intensify the reader’s emotions. I highly recommend it and I can't wait for the rest.


In short:
Hero 5/5 | Heroine 4/5 | Plot (Point, Originality) 4/5 | Writing Style 4/5 | Steam 4/5 | Romance 4/5 | Angst-Suspense 2/5 | Darkness 0/5 | Humor 3/5 | Secondary Characters 4/5 | Drama-Conflict 3/5 | Mystery 0/5 | Twists 2/5 | Pacing Steady | Action 3/5

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4,292 reviews2,389 followers
April 6, 2019


So I had a lot of issues with the majority of this book. I just didn't seem to gel with the authors writing style and I was put off at the beginning when so much time was spent with the main characters not even meeting yet, and instead it was them having a lot of inner monologue about their sex lives. I'm not one to usually get annoyed with OW/OM things being brought up in stories, as long as it's not cheating, but there was just so much of it that I started to get annoyed with those thoughts or flashbacks to other people.

Moving on from that there were just some overall issues I had with the story and the characters that stopped me from fully connection to the book. However, I still found it intriguing. There was some angst thrown in that I actually thought was really interesting and then the cliffhanger has me ready to move on and get the rest of the story.

If you had asked me in the beginning of my reading, I would not have said that I would read the conclusion to Ryder and Ashlyn's story. But there's a reason I don't DNF books and this is it. If I would have given up when the book was going less than stellar for me I would have missed out on this crazy curiosity that I have now. I know I only gave this book 2 stars, most of which was because of the first half, but I'm hopeful that I will enjoy the next one better.
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885 reviews371 followers
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October 2, 2023
🟥🟥Self Note--

🔹Its a very extremely sexy erotica series , there is no cheating but the MCs keep bringing up stories about all of their past exe's and hook-ups in their inner monologue to the point where it feels too much.

😐Gonna Pass--Too many repeated remembernces of exe's and hookups recounted in the present time.
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154 reviews1,445 followers
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February 20, 2023
DNF after 20 pages - no rating because i didnt get far enough.

could not be bothered to continue to be really honest.
i kept it on 'currently reading' for almost a month to see if i would pick it up again but i know i wont so DNF:)
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3,918 reviews118 followers
December 21, 2016
5 Stars!

Shantel Tessier has been a go-to author of mine for quite some time now. I love her writing because this chick can kill it with the words and stories. Her books always promise a sexy, thrilling journey that will keep you on the edge of your seat long after this story is over... guaranteed.

Selfish is the newest release by Tessier that burned up the pages on my kindle. I was hooked by the end of page one and didn't stop until the pages quit turning. This book took me on an addictive roller coaster ride of emotions that left me reeling and looking for more once it was over.

Intense Passion. Raw Desire. She isn't looking for love. He always gets what he wants. He is her best friend's brother. Ashlyn and Ryder will have you squirming in your seat and your heart beating a little faster. Their story is going to push your boundaries and have you begging for more.

I highly recommend this book.

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Profile Image for April Symes.
5,013 reviews447 followers
December 20, 2016
A story that is told in dual pov , one that will have you enjoying the hot sexual intensity between the MC in this story.
Ashlyn isn't looking for love on her vacation but she finds this hot , sexy guy on vacation and she ends up having this great hookup with him. She knows nothing will come of it but she believes she will never see him again so she enjoys the time she has with him. Then she finds out he is her best friend Becca's older brother, who she has never met.
Billionaire playboy Ryder is arrogant, handsome, devilish, and mister know it all. Some say cocky, and definitely alpha all the way! After he hooked up with Ashlyn, he doesn’t want to let her go.
Ashlyn and her friend end up moving to New York and guess who happens to live there? Ryder. And let the games begin. Ryder isn’t about to give up on Ashlyn. This is where things get awesome. There is angst, passion, drama, total sexiness, and the sex is thru the roof insanely great. I loved how Ryder is all alpha and how Ashlyn is super sassy and very independent. Ashlyn’s fear of relationships hinders her new one with Ryder but he isn’t giving up and we see Ashlyn learn to slowly work with Ryder and learn that this “thing” they have is real.
I enjoyed their battles and their love. This is the start of a great new series and I cannot wait to see the next book out of this series!

My Rating: 4.5 stars *****
"I voluntarily reviewed an Advance Reader Copy of this book in exchange for an honest review***
Profile Image for Harris Danielle.
878 reviews
January 6, 2019
Omg I freaking love this book! The passion, emotions, and some funny moments had my head spinning!

Ashlyn is such a little firecracker. I love her personality. Ryder is so caring, and very dominant between the sheets! I loved how well they go together, but Ashlyn isn't ready for love. I'm so excited to dive into the next book to find out what happens between them.
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393 reviews
September 10, 2019
Intense and unexpected

This book has took on journey of emotions that didn’t expected. It has everything you want with beautiful playful edge that can’t help hook you in. The characters are so lost that you can honestly see them go through journey of discovery of love and themselves. Can’t wait for the next book to see what happens to main characters
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2,714 reviews12 followers
February 4, 2017
ARC from author

I read this book awhile ago and I don't why I didn't leave a review for it.
Just like all Shantel's books it was a great book and as always leaving you want more. It was one those series diffidently one will be waiting impatiently for the next one.
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850 reviews5 followers
December 21, 2016
So I have to say I'm a big fan of Mrs. Tessier's. I've read almost all of her books and pretty much know what to expect when reading one of her book's. I thought I knew how I was going to rate and review this book by the end.... But Mrs. Tessier has gone and blown me out of the water again....

I want to say I thought that when I started it was going to be a light and sweet read. That it was going be different than what I have been reading, which are dark and heavy reads. And don't get me wrong this was a light and sweet read.....

I loved both Ashlyn and Ryder's characters. They were both likeable and re late able. Though they both came from different ends of the spectrum financially, I didn't find them to be to different from each other.

I loved loved loved Ryder. Ryder is celebrating his 29th birthday in Panama City and is surprising his sister who is on vacation there with her room mate/best friend. Ryder has been dedicated to work as much as his father and hasn't really found the one yet. I thought Ryder was sweet, kind, caring, and charming. You could see how much he cared about his sister.

I loved Ashlyn right off the bat. She's the kind of best friend that everyone should have. She was sweet, caring, loyal, and feisty.

As I've said I did really enjoy this book. BUT I do want to warn and wish I had known this book was going to end in a cliffhanger. I felt as though my heart had been ripped out by the end. Also I want to say I loved Becca and Jaycent in this book.

I'm giving this book 4.5 Stars out of 5 and can't wait for the next one!!!!

***I received an ARC of this book from the author for my honest review***
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2,156 reviews45 followers
December 17, 2016
Loved Selfish

Great characters and plot told in dual pov's

Ryder:
I'm Ryder O'Kane, women know who I am and they want me, usually because of my name but she's different.

She's like the calm in the middle of a hurricane or the entire sea, when all you need is a single drop of water. I'm a drizzle and she's a downpour.

Ashlyn and her friend take a weekend break before there move to New York

A one night stand not only turns out to be billionaire playboy Ryder O'Kane but also her best friends brother who she has never met.

Rules start to get broken as the denial of a relationship begins between Ashlyn and Ryder.

"Have you ever had sex in the rain Ryder"?

Ashlyn is a ballsy character but also humble she isn't one for fancy things and feels uncomfortable around wealth, she's a simple down to earth girl with a love of art, I liked her but her fear of relationships has had her on the path of friends with benefits for years and Ryder wants more.

A brilliant balanced plot with added drama and hotness.

Selfish is a hot addictive read that I couldn't put down. Definitely looking forward to more from these characters by Shantel Tessier in Selfless.


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95 reviews2 followers
December 23, 2016
Terrible heroine

I love this author's UN series, it had a strong female lead and a romantic alpha male lead and I thought this book would be another great series. Unfortunately, I had to force myself to continue to read. The writing is a little repetitive and at times very conflicting. ***Spoiler*******
Ashlyn is quite frankly a bit too loose for me. I am all for women's s#xuality but this author really overdoes her sleeping around. Most of Ryder and Ashlyn's interaction is s#x. It gets boring and just old. Here is a tip to author's - ENOUGH of the BDSM stuff! Seriously, its like every story has to have it and its ridiculous. Ashlyn is a bi*chy, slu**y character who sleeps around and leads people on hiding behind the "I am honest about what I want" excuse. All the while she acts like she and Ryder are a couple and then just can't understand why Ryder would walk out on her when he thinks she is sleeping with her best guy friend? And she is horrible to her best guy friend Bradley. I don't see why either one of them bothers wh her. One sentence she is saying her and Ryder are just having s#x and he knows that and then literally a paragraph later she is upset because Ryder says that's all she is. She deserves what she gets, they both walk out on her. This book would have been better of Ashlyn was less rude and slut#y.
Oh and its a cliffhanger too!
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1,984 reviews22 followers
February 22, 2018
This story is about Ashlyn her and her friend Becca go on vacation thinking it just the 2 of them until Becca tells her Connor, Becca boyfriend comes along Ash doesn’t like him one bit.
When on Vacation Ash meets a man, and has a one night stand with him thinking she never seen him again. But what she doesn’t suspect is he is Becca’s brother.
Ash isn’t looking for love or a relationship she believes you can have just sex with no strings.
But it doesn’t happen like that she believes she isn’t good enough for Ryder.
I really loved Ryder he was cocky sexy hot alpha and what he wants he gets and he decides he isn’t letting go of Ashlyn.
These two together wow the sexual chemistry is off the charts. The sex scenes are very hot.
But can these two be together. They are from different worlds Ryder has money and loads of it.
I really like Ash she is funny sassy and does stand up for herself.
The secondary Characters are all great too.
I loved this book I cannot wait for the next book after that ending. I really hope other Characters get a book as well would love to read Becca’s story.
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2,811 reviews243 followers
December 20, 2016
I loved Ashlyn and Ryder. They are awesome characters. Ryder is a cocky but confident guy. I liked him right away. Ryder is from money and pretty much married to his job. Ashlyn is super funny and a really great best friend. She's not into the whole relationship thing. Her and Ryder hook up when she on vacation with her best friend, Becca. It isn't easy to keep it as just one time because Ryder is Becca's brother. When Becca finds out Ryder is Becca's brother I was like wait how did she not know what her best friend's brother looked like but It's explained how in the book and it's believable. Ryder and Ashlyn have great chemistry together and what was suppose to be a one time hook up turns into more. I was surprised at the ending and can't wait to read more.
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15 reviews
December 20, 2016
I love when those who don't believe in love finally find it but no with cliffhangers. Please
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Author 1 book20 followers
March 30, 2020
HOTT!!!

Wow! This book gave me some good vibes! It had some HOT scenes. I wasn't very find of Ashlyn. Her character was very insecure. And I don't understand why. She has loving parents and a good home, secure finances. But the idea of someone taking care of her and loving her scared her. Ryder was the whole package. I loved him. They are good together and he broke her walls.
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127 reviews
June 25, 2025
Excuse me! I didn’t realize this was series and would end of a cliffhanger!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Profile Image for Renee.
5,200 reviews73 followers
April 23, 2018
I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review for Stephanie's Book Reports.

Ashlyn is spending five whole days on the beach with her best friend before they make the move from Seattle to New York. She wasn't suppose to meet a man who would make her change the way she saw love and sex. She has always believed you can have one without the other. A one night stand on vacation wasn't suppose to lead to the guy standing in her hotel room hours later proclaiming to be my best friends brother Ryder. He had not seen his sister in four years. He thought going to the beach to surprise her was a great idea. But he ended up getting a woman who knew exactly what she wanted. For that one night he was it but he wanted more. You don't spend the night with someone like Ashlyn and let her walk away so easily.

Selfish is the first book in the Selfish Series from Shantel Tessier. This is the story of Ashlyn and Ryder and I loved both of these characters. What better way to kick off a major life change than by taking a trip with your best friend. And Becca is Ashlyn's best friend. A night at a bar, a one night stand and this is the end of it in Ashlyn's mind. Imagine her surprise when she finds out her one night stand is her best friend Becca's brother. These two characters have some amazing chemistry going on and I love when it just pours off the pages into your heart. Selfish is full of it and angst and drama. Add in the walls that Ashlyn has built around her heart and Ryder has his work cut out for him.

I loved everything about this book and was so happy to have Myself waiting on my kindle. Yep there is a cliffhanger but your lucky if your just starting this series now. Myself is out and you don't have to wait for it to be released. This is also my first Shantel Tessier read but it sure will not be my last.
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405 reviews11 followers
September 25, 2017
I was given a copy of this book in return for an unbiased review.

I want to say upfront that this was a slow starter for me. I went in completely blind, not knowing the author or the type of book at all - just reading the blurb, but I ended up pleasantly surprised. I also have the second book - Myself - to read and review, but since that's not a direct continuation of this story, I wanted to stop and write up my notes first.

*warning* This book ends on a cliffhanger! I know that's a deterrent for some people, so go in knowing that ahead of time please. Book two is about another couple, so Ryder & Ashlyn will have the rest of their story a bit later. Yes, this frustrates me a little, but the book was quite good, so I'll deal.

Both of the main characters were... challenging. Don't take that the wrong way. I ended up digging them both. They suited each other, and they had strong characters and moral codes. You might not think that after reading the early part of the book, but trust me - it's true.

Ashlyn is fiercely independent and loves Becca like a sister. Her family is everything to her. She has a male best friend that she "hooks up with," but they've been open about their BFWB relationship. She and Becca are about to start their adult lives in New York, and she couldn't be happier. Ash definitely knows what she wants out of life and she's not going to settle for less.

Ryder is Becca's big brother, but Ashlyn certainly doesn't know that when she meets him during their "last hurrah" vacation in Florida. He decided to pop down and surprise his sister. Little did he know that he'd be getting the bigger surprise - a roll in the sack with "Sasha," who turns out to be Becca's BFF. (I was very glad to see there was hardly any angst over this plot point btw, so *whew*)

There are a few stumbling blocks. The disparity between his social status and her perceived lack thereof, the way she closes herself off from him, and in turn - the way he pushes her. All in all though, the storyline is pretty believable, and not too incredibly trope-y.

I enjoyed this first installment, and can't wait to read the conclusion to their tale. It gets a solid 4-stars.
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1,144 reviews388 followers
December 20, 2016
⭐️ 5 STARS ⭐️

Sexy, amusing and irresistible, Selfish is the perfect romance novel. Shantel Tessier is always a must-read author for me and this book had something really interesting in the blurb that catch my attention.

A feisty and strong heroine and a sexy dominant hero brings a lot of steamy action in this story. Ashlyn is going on vacation with her best friend in Florida, where she has a one night stand with a sexy stranger named Ryder. The next morning, surprise!! He’s her friend’s big brother and his one night with her wasn’t enough. After this little trip, she moves across the country in New York for work and is now living in the same building as him.

Let’s just say that Ryder can’t let Ashlyn go like that and he makes his intentions clear. Ashlyn is sassy and I loved her personality. She isn’t accustomed to have sex with feelings so their new sexual relationship transforming into more is a little too much for her to deal with. Ryder is so understanding, but he’ll do anything to make her realize that what they have is more. The sexy scenes are really intense and scorching. They have a certain magnetism and you feel everything between them. The emotions really translate easily to the reader.

These new heroes are enthralling and Shantel Tessier captured their essences perfectly. I was surprise to see that the book isn’t a standalone with this cliffhanger at the end. I hope the see the completion of Ashlyn and Ryder’s story very soon.

**ARC kindly provided in exchange for an honest review**
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28 reviews5 followers
April 4, 2017
Ashlyn life was going great. Just finished college, moving to a new city, hot, best friends with benefits, going to the beach soon, what could happen!? Well, a couple of things. One, Becca's boyfriend (Ashlyn's bff) was going and Ashlyn couldn't stand his ass. This vacation was suppose to be a girls day, but nope asshat has to tag along. Second, the stranger from the beach, who she hooked up with. No strings attached, just sex. One fabulous and hot sex. Until the next morning she finds out it's her best friends brother!! Oops, it's just sex, nothing more and nothing else. Ryder and Ashlyn both were under the same understanding... one night and that's it. Until they both wanted one more than just one night.

Ryder can have any women he wants. Typical play boy. Knows what he wants and after the girl in the beach, he wants more of her. Big surprise to find the girl is his little sisters friend. Ryder is falling for Ashlyn until one night it all comes crashing down.

Life was suppose to be simple. Don't love, have fun, live life and don't get hurt. That's until each other walk into each other's lives. Can one person turn your life upside down? Could you live without your true love? Do you believe in true love?
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94 reviews13 followers
December 20, 2016
This book! AH! Loved ever second of it.

Ashlyn has become my favorite heroine ever. She's a no-nonsense girl who knows what she wants and won't settle for less. On a vacation with her best friend she runs into a very attractive man and together they share one of the hottest nights. Imagine her surprise when the next day this handsome stranger is standing in her hotel room saying he's her best friends brother.

Ryder is a very young and successful man. Married to his job he never really cared much for ever lasting love until he meets Ashlyn. There one night together isn't enough for him. He wants so much more.

Ride along with these two for one amazing journey. The sex scenes were HOT, HOT, HOT and I loved the playful banter between the two. But can Ryder do enough to capture Ashlyn's heart?

This is a well written story and I promise you won't be able to put it down once you get started. Enjoy!!!
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562 reviews
December 22, 2016
***4.5 Stars***

This is my first book by Shantel, and I am seriously having a total love/hate feeling with her on the ending of this book.

Ashlyn is a fiesty little thing. She is very loving and protective of the ones she cares about. I also had a love/hate feeling with her. I loved her for the reasons listed above, but how she treated Ryder sometimes made me hate her. I just didn't understand why she came off so guarded with letting him in.

Now Ryder, I absolutely LOVED the fuck out of him. He could be so gentle and then be just as rough in and out of bed. I just love his relationship with his sister is and how he truly cares for Ashlyn.

I can't wait to get more of this story and see how it plays out. & I really hope we get a book about Becca & Jaycent.

*Arc read and reviewed by Blackbird Book Reviews.
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459 reviews22 followers
December 6, 2023
I am slowly working my way through Shantel's back catalogue and decided to read this. I have to say that i didn't know what to expect, as I have only read her darker books (along with Dash iykyk), but this trilogy was so freaking good.

This was more of an emotional ride than anything. when Ashlyn goes on vacation with her best friend, the last thing she expected was to have hooked up with her best friends older brother!

Ryder is a work-acholic, working to prove to his dad that he can run the family business. he decides to take some time to surprise his sister and help her celebrate, what he never thought was meeting and falling for her best friend!

the two come from different worlds....can they find common ground and make it? Does Ashlyn even want a relationship or just the fun that comes with it?

Story 4.5/5
spice 5/5
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119 reviews141 followers
February 4, 2017
Ashlyn's character is new to me for new adult novels. She's independent and she knows what she really wants. She's wild and untamed yet she has her share of soft spot and believes in love. Sometimes though she gets irritating.

This book is so much like friends with benefits with the bondage and belt thing which I didn't like at all. I read reviews before and many rated it with perfect stars and called it hot but I beg to differ. I'm not fan of tying, blindfolds, etc. Although it is far from BDSM like FSOF, it doesn't sound hot and good at all. I liked it though that the author chose not to define the sex scenes; saving time and pages for more stories to tell. I enjoyed the read but doesn't mean the story's that great.

I'll read the next book. Left me hanging out there.
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