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Is Charley crazy, delusional or dead?

Follow her amazing, emotional journey and emerge into the battle with her nemesis – herself.

This inspirational fantasy will take you into realms otherwise unknown, turning your world upside down while you’ll be wondering what is real and what is not. It’s an adventure, a mystery and an imaginative fairytale for adults.

Gone was a story motivated by a true event.

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262 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 1, 2007

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Julie Elizabeth Powell

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Hello everyone. If you haven't guessed by now I have a passion for words and have numerous books published in a variety of genres and lengths, in addition to short story anthologies with other authors in the Mind's Eye Series.

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I cannot ignore my dreams, so many of them, with names and places and ideas that spark my imagination and compel me to write; to create stories, whether fantasy or horror, or mystery or psychological thriller or murder or even humour and adventure. So, my garden is sown, flourishing, with all manner of growth, and still the dreams come.


Julie Elizabeth Powell, my soul lingering within my imagination; maybe you’ll join me?

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Author 72 books324 followers
July 24, 2017
I am the author of this book and I can honestly say that I learned more than I ever could have imagined from both its creation and during the many times of re-reading. Not least that my writing skills have certainly improved from that terrible first draft when all that was important was to 'set down the story' while the idea was still fresh.

Several drafts later, I found www.lulu.com and realised a dream...that at last I could put into 'real print' this important story that was in answer to the terrible life suffered by my daughter, Samantha, after she was severely brain-damaged at the age of two, surviving for a further seventeen years.

During those years, I often wondered 'where she'd gone?'...my novel seemingly spiralling into being, as if from nowhere, yet the seed was there all the time, growing into a fully formed world, as if merely waiting to be discovered.

Gone is a fantasy which tackles the themes of loss and grief but it is also about following an identity, which has been stripped from its owner. It's about life and what makes us who we are and how the bonds of love can never be broken. And, if I have learned nothing else...it is about hope.

It is not quite like any other story, as it is not about death in the true sense though shifts from supposed reality to other plains of existence. It also takes surprising and humorous twists and turns, dealing with 'loss' in a unique way.

Gone has been described as 'a journey of wonder, perfect, beautiful, magnificent, captivating, moving and sprinkled with fantastic humour' and '...for those of us with our own demons to vanquish...' but if nothing else, it will most definitely make you think differently.


Thank you.

Julie Elizabeth Powell
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Author 48 books521 followers
September 25, 2008
I enjoyed this book. It is a wonderful story which kept me interested from the beginning right through to the last page. It is based on a true event in the authors life which inspired the tale. 'Gone' is a fantasy story which takes the reader to a strange land called 'Avalon' where there are goblins, talking flowers, eerie ghouls, dangers, wonders and more. By the end you are left wondering whether Avalon is a real place, and kind of hoping that it is! The author has done a great job telling her tale. Charley, the main character, has a brain-damaged daughter, and she has lived with the guilt of giving her daughter away to be looked after by someone else. She no longer recognises her daughter whenever she visits, and has in fact stopped visiting her very often. One day Charley has a heart attack and ends up in a place called Avalon, there she meets her daughter and the story begins. 'Gone' uses a fantasy tale to tell a very important story about how our actions and choices in life affect other people. I would highly recommend 'Gone' to anyone who loves a good book.
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Author 2 books23 followers
September 16, 2013
A modern day Alice in Wonderland...the road to acceptance.

Charley is a forty-two-year-old woman who’s going through personal struggles and great heartache. Her lovely daughter is neither here nor there. Due to a tragic accident, her daughter lives in a state of limbo in which her heart beats within a shell of a body. One day while at work, Charley has a sudden heart attack and as she loses consciousness, it’s as if she falls down a rabbit hole and finds a fantastical new world—a world in which her daughter, Jenny, happily lives her life. And in finding her daughter, Charley begins the journey to find herself. The whole time she is fighting for her life.

“Gone” is a wonderfully touching story about the cleansing of the soul, coming to terms with years of feeling haunted by choices made, insecurities always tapping the shoulder of life and asking, “Did you make the right decision?” But it’s also an uplifting story of hope, redemption, and ultimately peace in one’s heart.

Since the book is based on a real life event, I have to think that writing the book was cathartic, a cleansing of the mind, so to speak for the author. There were so many times throughout the book in which I could feel her emotions of hurt and pain. However, like I said, the story is uplifting and once you reach the end of this fabulous fantasy, you will know the meaning of the title, "Gone."

And to the brilliant author, Julie Elizabeth Powell—long may Avalon reign!
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Author 4 books87 followers
June 24, 2017
Gone is a fantasy tale inspired by true tragic events in the life of the author, Julie Elizabeth Powell.

This type of book is a definite departure from what I usually read, but I was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed it. It deals with facing fear as well as the possible existence of an afterlife, both achieved in a powerful and imaginative way. I can only imagine the grief that instigated the story, yet I can understand how writing this novel helped Powell work through her loss, while taking us along on the main character's vivid and emotional journey.

Wish fulfillment? Most definitely. Reminiscent of Alice in Wonderland? Yes, in many areas. That said, it still has plenty of originality and heart.
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Author 8 books125 followers
May 31, 2014
This fantasy book was powerfully inspired by a real life emotional event. That sense of emotion and grief interspersed with joy and acceptance is a continual undertone in the book. The characters are realistic and their journey through the other worlds beyond are poignant and touching. The author devotes a huge amount of thought, and description to careful world. building. The after life “in between” worlds that encompass the mortal world, along with thought, imagination emotion and impressions of the sometimes mortal passer-bys are vivid and insightful.

The premise of this book is intriguing to me. A mother, Charley has watched her daughter who was once a healthy child wither in a hospital bed; a shell of the person she had once been. As time goes by she wrestles with the guilt of her avoidance and emotional turmoil surrounding the daughter that she lost, but whose body remains as a painful anchor to that loss.

Charley finds herself at what seems to be the unexpected end of her own mortal life when she suffers a heart attack. She is able to chronicle her journey as she leaves the living world and encounters an entire plane of existence beyond what she expected. Charlie is reunited with her lost daughter and is faced with a new reckoning with the emotions she was not comfortable addressing. Her reunion sparks a series of adventures that are extremely imaginative and intriguing.

I particularity enjoyed the other worldly concepts and the ideas about the spirits role in and out of mortality.
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305 reviews54 followers
February 22, 2017
My Review
4 Roses

This story takes you into the realm of Avalon, full of fantastic characters and colorful experiences. Every chapter encourages the imagination to stretch a little wider, while echoing profoundly honest doubts and feelings most would try to bury. Creating a unique take on the after-life, this story raises questions about life after death, and sheds light on the basic fears of the unknown.

Full of wonderful and colorful characters, this story mixes fairy tale and mystery. While the main character embarks on an incredible journey, she meets a wild cast of creatures who help her find herself, and the key to her future. Leaving the book with a sense of hope, these characters help teach invaluable lessons.

Much like the mind of the main character, the writing style of this book seems confused, and is a bit maddening. Not necessarily that it's poorly written, but rather the character we're following is full of confusion and madness. Reading this story gave me the distinct feeling that each time I grasped the feel, began to understand what was going on, I was spun in another direction and confusion returned. Because of this dizzying style, this book left me in a love/hate funk, and I have yet to land on any decided emotion.

Overall, I did enjoy this book. It's honest, and while it did leave my head spinning a number of times, I think that's part of the point. Life is confusing, and this author did a fantastic job of showing the reality of pain and fear, mixed with the fantastic world her imagination created.

*I was given an ecopy of this book, from the author, to read in exchange for an honest review.
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Author 9 books146 followers
September 10, 2008
Gone a review by Billy Young author of A Winter Journey.


This is a fascinating and very thought provoking story from a wonderful new author. You follow the journey of Charley a middle aged woman who has suffered great tragedy through out her life but just after achieving a successful new contract for her business is struck down by a heart attack. From here we are led of a exciting and sometimes confusing journey through what we suppose maybe the afterlife, yet still the question nags is she really dead is this all real or has the character lost her mind and we are travelling through the deluded mind of a mad woman.
As we travel questions are answered as more questions seem to surface as Charley finds strengths she never knew she had and we the reader see the world from a new perspective. A truly great read that all fantasy fans should find a really break from the usual run of the mill scifi fantasy genre but still is filled with the wonder of other realms.
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Author 15 books148 followers
May 4, 2017
Okay - WOW! Just wow!
It's not often this writer is left speechless, but Julie Elizabeth Powell, take a bow. Your book Gone has achieved that for me.
When I first picked up Gone and glanced at it, I figured it would be a tough, angst-ridden look at the pain and suffering of a parent whose child has suffered a serious health issue that has left her in an almost vegetative state. I was fine with that as I learn so much from other people's memoirs and the ways in which they cope with the vicissitudes life sometimes can throw their way.
I couldn't have been more wrong. What Gone is, is a delve inside the imagination of one woman's view of what the afterlife might be. Although this story was motivated by the author's own experiences with her daughter, who suffered such a fate, it was an attempt to view her experiences through a different prism, from a much more positive perspective.
How to describe the story? For me, this wild ride inside Powell's imagination was a cross between Alice in Wonderland, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and one of Robin Williams' lesser known films, What Dreams May Come, which also explored the afterlife.
The adventures the main character Charley undertakes in this vision of the afterlife are surreal and fantastical and yet there are so many lessons, homilies, morals and thoughts about life that each incredible encounter brings us. I particularly enjoyed the references to the power of the mind and thoughts, which aligned very much with my own perceptions and rules for living. Charley gets to experience so many things that the rest of us only dream of and in this quest is the answer to the two burning issues in her life; Why? and Guilt. Why did this horrible thing happen to her and her daughter? Also, she needs to confront the overwhelming sense of guilt she feels over her inability to care for her damaged daughter and her desires to end it all for her and take away the problem and the pain.
I have no doubt the telling of this story was incredibly cathartic for the author and allowed her to address these same issues in her own mind.
As you may have guessed by now, I was in awe of the author's imagination, her ability to weave words and the incredible story in general. I have read some amazing books by some incredible authors over the last few years, but this sits right up there with the very best.
I have now begun a fictional story by this same author and am enjoying that equally.
In my mind, Julie Elizabeth Powell is an author to follow and to watch. Five plus stars for this surreal fantasy, Gone. Great stuff.
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Author 10 books37 followers
December 8, 2011

GONE
by Julie Elizabeth Powell

A truly amazing tale of fantasy of facing questions, doubts, fears and deep sorrow not in the earthly realm but in a magical wonderland of tests and trials for a lost soul who was to suffer the challenge of losing her two year old to brain trauma and had to live with the guilt. Until it consumed her mind, body and soul; causing the defense mechanism to develop causing fear and guilt from preventing the wounded person from living a full life of happiness and enlightenment. Until she is drawn into a mysterious realm where she has to face and conquer her fears and learn to forgive herself for the dark thoughts we all think when confronted with desperate pain and choices.

The mother suffers a trauma and as she lies in a coma she is transported to a Netherlands of wondrous adventures and meets creatures of all sorts who help, chase and assist her on the journey of forgiveness and a new beginning.

It was a thrilling and mind stimulating story to share with others. It could open the mind to explore 'what if' and how thoughts transform life every day.

This author is very talented and shares her personal journey to help others to heal and learn forgiveness to move forth during difficulties.

It is not all heart wrenching, it is fun and exciting to read as the character goes on a quest to locate the cup and finding herself along the way.

In the author's words;
“What now?” she asked.
“Touch it again,” encouraged Jenny. This time Charley found her face falling into the sticky surface of the door. Automatically closing her eyes until her head felt free and still, she dared to open them to see billions of figures, scuttling like ants, almost covering part of the Earth’s surface.
But it was the jumble of thunderous sounds, indistinguishable to her ears, which caused her heart to quicken.
Pushing back against the pressure behind, she heard squelching as her head was gradually freed, the opening she’d made immediately sucking itself back into place with a jerk.
“W…What was that?” she stammered.
“You were seeing the world as it is now…everyone rushing, thinking only of themselves, not remembering the past or each other. “

Definitely recommend this book for fun reading and exploring the unknown.
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Author 55 books125 followers
November 17, 2017
Whimsical and Way Out There

While reading Gone, I can’t help but think it reminds me of Alice in Wonderland. From the first pages, we are introduced to a woman named Charley who has faced hard choices in life and, through a bizarre set of circumstances, she finds herself thrust into a limbo state which highlights the confusion of death, giving many examples of how humanity has chosen the wrong path, and expressing the author’s opinions on life in general. The first part of the story leaves you no doubt about Charley’s confusion and thinking she’s going crazy, a state we have all experienced throughout life.

My advice for the reader is to go to the back of the book and read the ‘About the Book’ and ‘About the Author’ sections before reading any of this story in order for you to fully appreciate the meaning behind it. I would have loved to get more of Charley’s story of the here and now beyond just the first chapter before she died so I could become more emotionally invested in her and really understand her reasons for being so upset with the world in general. Likewise at the end of the book, I could really relate to Charley’s change in attitude toward life and I would have loved to see how her life had blossomed because of her experience.

In retrospect, I can see this book was an emotional journal for the author, exploring the confusing time of her own life, and expressing it in a whimsical manner. As a freedom writing exercise, this book is the perfect example of dealing with a very painful part of life and finding an outlet to make sense of the unexplainable.
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Author 54 books142 followers
August 9, 2015
Julie Elizabeth Powell's 'Gone' is a wonderful, trippy, mind-bending, and deeply touching story about a woman who has lived with a terrible loss - the near-death of her child - and the tragedy of how that child's body is brought back to life, even though her consciousness seems to gone, kept alive by machines for years and years. Inspired by the author's own experiences, this is a rich book: rich in vivid imagery, and rich in both sadness and wisdom and (yes!) humour. Even in the darkest places, this story finds gleams of light and love and insight and even fun.

In many ways 'Gone' reminds me of Alice In Wonderland, as the main character Charley dies in her office chair and (much to her own astonishment) enters another dimension/realm/world/reality called Avalon. There, she encounters a creatures, people, and beings that challenge and tempt and help her. She also encounters the daughter she lost many years ago and she is forced to confront her own feelings and fears and her own inner grief and darkness. Her odyssey through Avalon is vividly told, and Powell's writing is both expressive and engaging.

'Gone' is a moving and original story that is part fairy-tale, part fantasy, part a journey through grief and fear, part spiritual quest. Powell draws you into the realm of Avalon, and brings you along on a unique ride inside one woman's grief, love, and the longing for hope and redemption. It's a terrific read, and I highly recommend it.
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2,111 reviews
December 24, 2011
Gone (Julie Elizabeth Powell

Gone is a fantasy story which takes the reader to a strange land called Avalon where there are goblins, talking flowers, creepy creatures, wonders, and danger. A fascinating fantasy with surprises at every turn.

Based on true events in the authors life, the loss of her daughter at a young age, turning her into a "shell" of a person leading ultimately to her death. In Gone, Charley suffers a heart attack and is not sure if she is dead, in limbo heaven or some strange delusional state of mind. There she meets up with her Daughter, and ends up in Avalon.

A mix of fantasy with real life emotions and feelings, it answers some questions in a mothers life on what happened when her daughter was gone, still medically alive, but not a whole person. A fantastic theory on what happens when one is not yet dead, but still not here.

I highly recommend reading both Gone and Slings & Arrows
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Author 5 books42 followers
May 15, 2013
After reading "Lost Shadows," by Julie Elizabeth Powell, I was curious about her first novel, "Gone." Powell provided me with a review copy and after reading the book's description, I held on to it for quite awhile thinking I'd have to be in the right mood to enjoy it. I was pleasantly surprised to discover the unexpected journey I found myself enjoying while following the adventures of Powell's main character, Charley.

When Charley collapses at her desk, she awakens in another world where she meets up with the spirit of her daughter Jenny. "Gone" is one version of where one's soul goes after they die. Powell creates a world known to the characters in this story as Avalon. While there, Charley confronts her guilt and her fears, conquered with the help of several other characters along the way.

The story is well conceived and well written. It is a bit slow in some places, but there is certainly enough intrigue to keep you reading to the end. I couldn't stop until I found out how and why Charley was in Avalon and how the story was going to end. Read it and enjoy the ride.
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Author 9 books177 followers
March 24, 2017
This is the third book I have recently read by this author, which is the best evidence of how much I enjoy the author's writing and creativity. On this occasion, the author imagines a fascinating after life. We are all mortal and as such will inevitably think about what happens to us when we die. This book tackles the difficult subject of loss and grief, but this is not a depressing read. The author creates a spiritual reading experience, which will make you think about life and death whatever your religious beliefs. An emotional and thought provoking read.
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October 30, 2016
It was very good, I found it difficult to get into, but once you were in the world it encouraged me in several ways. the only reason I didn't give it 5 stars is that I found it too confusing and random. But I recommend it to anyone who has lost a lived one.
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Author 22 books145 followers
March 30, 2018
Lovely fantasy novel. Charlie bares a ton of burdens on her shoulders. She's lost loved ones in a car accident and has a daughter who survived but is living in a coma. Charlie lives live but isn't really living it until she has a heart attack in her office one day and is whisked away into the afterworld. That's where the fantasy begins and it's quite the ride. This is a good story about life after death in a fantasy realm. My personal beliefs about life after death made her story hard to fathom, but I liked the writer's ability to paint some very grand pictures in this make belief place where she is challenged with all sorts of tests. It was lovely that one of her chaperones in the afterworld was her daughter. It really ministered to Charlie's heart because she was able to see her daughter as she would have been if the accident hadn't happened. But so much more occurs and makes it quite the adventure. Highly recommend this read unless you are a Christian. Definitely isn't what happens in the afterlife, but a great take on it from a fantasy viewpoint. Great picture painting by the author and really excellent writing. Characters and places really do come to life. A very fun read.
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Author 8 books75 followers
February 4, 2015
General Information

Publisher: Julie Elizabeth Powell
Year of publication: 2014
Number of chapters: 20
Number of pages: 252

Plot summary: (blurb)

After Charley dies in her office chair, how is it that she finds herself propelled into the mysterious world of Avalon?

Upon encountering an essence, which insists is her daughter – the one she knows she left behind – insanity battles with fear inside her mind.

The further she delves, the more puzzling things appear, especially after she rises into the Orb of Caprice – a realm of fairies, talking flowers and goblins…and something else, something that lurks in the shadows ready to swallow her whole.

Can she realise in time what it is she must do…or has she left it too late?

Gone is a story inspired by a true event.

Positive points

Gone is not a mainstream story, but rather one written from the heart. I loved this about this novel. The book being based on a true story adds a depth that you can't get from a typical book written for the market. I found it moving and incredibly brave of the author to delve into some of the issues that were portrayed in this book. It affected me emotionally seeing the raw feelings and thoughts from a mother who has lost one of her children. This is a big plus for the author. Who wants to read a book without emotion?

Despite the hard issues, the story is far from being dark or morbid. It has an unusual adult fairytale feel to it. It reminded me of the classic tale Alice in Wonderland, a thought that was reflected by the main character at one point. You get to visit a fantasy land filled with colourful and original characters.

If you are looking for a story that is possibly unlike any story you have read before, this is the book for you.

Negative Points

There were some minor grammar issues in this book that were not mistakes but more of a niggle. It was nothing that took away the enjoyment of the story, just the odd POV slip, a few repeats and the overuse of ellipses. I ran a novel workshop for some years and had these things drummed into me, so I'm sure this would only be noticed by someone who has been through the same discipline.

What makes this book unique

I found the whole concept of the book unique. It is a true story set around an original fantasy world.

Overall Impression

I really enjoyed reading this story. Knowing it was a true story made the sad bits really sad. I am in awe of the author’s bravery. I can only imagine how hard it must have been to write these words after suffering such a life-shattering experience. It made me laugh and made me cry. I would be very happy for such reactions from anyone who read one of my novels. Well done, Julie.

My rating

This is difficult. I want to give Julie five stars for the originality of this story, but with the overuse of ellipses and other minor grammar errors, I have to award four stars for simple honesty. But it was a close five.
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Author 31 books81 followers
January 12, 2012
Charley is a woman who is burdened with immense emotional pain. She has suffered for herself and for her daughter, Jenny, for many years. Doctors are able to keep Jenny alive after her heart stops, but to what end? Confined to her twisted, silent body, Jenny is, for all intents and purposes, gone.

Gone is a fantasy novel based on the true story of Julie Elizabeth Powell and her daughter Samantha. In the novel, Charley is thrust into a sometimes strange, sometimes comforting other-world where she meets new friends and foes alike. She wonders where she is and how she got there. Is her mind playing tricks on her or is this real? Is she dead or alive?

In this alternative world, Charley meets a beautiful, sweet and gentle young woman who turns out to be her daughter, Jenny. She feels great joy at the sight of her daughter, now healthy and vibrant after so many years of pain and silence. But Charley has to make a decision. Will she choose to stay in this strange place where her daughter is full of life or will she return to the Jenny who is gone?

This book could only have been written by a parent who has been through the torture of watching her child's life slip through her loving arms. The emotions that Charley experiences on her fantasy journey are those that any parent would experience in her situation; love, hate, frustration, bravery, and guilt, to name a few.

Ms. Powell takes us on a great adventure with Charley. Her feelings are raw. They make us fear for her life in one instance and push her to accept another harrowing challenge in the next. The path is long and tiring for Charley but it's well worth accompanying her. What will she learn about herself and about life along the way? Will she decide to stay or to leave?

One thing I really like about this book is that, even with all her emotional pain, Charley has a sense of humor, especially when she talks to herself. We've all had that "laugh or cry" moment and sometimes Charley goes for the laugh. She might describe it more as losing her mind than having a sense of humor but that's part of the charm of the character.

Gone is a terrific read!
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Author 2 books24 followers
October 8, 2012
Okay, this was hands down one of the most powerful stories I’ve ever read and that’s saying a LOT. I’ve got to hand it to you, Julie, you brought out the emotion in this. To understand what’s going on when you’re reading “Gone”, you must first slow down a little bit to help you absorb more of the storyline. I was so very impressed. There were a few places that I had to reread but frankly, I didn’t mind it because it gave me the chance to better understand what it was I was reading.

“Gone” is the story of one woman’s struggle to understand and learn what it is to forgive herself. She’s bound and determined to be angry at herself and the world in general for something that’s completely beyond anyone’s control. This is understandable because it’s easier to be angry than it is to forgive, even if it’s a person’s inner struggle. Charley struggles with blaming herself and having feelings that are perfectly natural. She’s racked by guilt and doesn’t want to be honest with herself or anyone else because she’d rather stuff her feelings inside and refuse to acknowledge them.

Then, she’s catapulted to Avalon and has to confront herself and her past in order to face the future. This is where it gets a little crazy because she goes on a quest she doesn’t understand and has no idea that ultimately, she’s learning a lesson. To tell any more of this would require spoilers and that, my friends I won’t do. Read “Gone” yourself to find out more.

This is the point where I get to give a star rating and even though I don’t believe in star ratings, I’m happy to say that this is one of the few books I get to give a five star. Julie Elizabeth Powell has written with stunning aplomb and related Charley, the main character to anyone else in the world to a stunning degree. A person could just imagine themselves being exactly where Charley is, struggling with the same things Charley confronts in her journey and this is no mean feat. To pen a story with this much feeling, one must first have been in this kind of situation and I have to congratulate Julie Elizabeth Powell on a story well told and a job well done!
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Author 14 books39 followers
August 21, 2014
Gone by Author Julie Elizabeth Powell

This is my first exposure to Author Julie Elizabeth Powell and I can say that it has been a pleasurable experience. "Gone" is a fictional story which finds its roots in a true event that took place in this talented author's life who has penned several books in a variety of genres. Many years ago, her two and a half year old daughter was pronounced dead after her heart suddenly stopped. She was resuscitated by doctors, however, this procedure took too long resulting in permanent brain damage. This life altering and tragic event in the author's life is the inspiration behind the storyline in this fantasy novel.

In "Gone", the protagonist is a hard working individual by the name of Charley who co-owns a well-established business with a long-time friend. Charley is extremely devoted to her career for more than one reason. She actually uses her job as an escape from the painful memories of her young daughter who suffers a complicated brain injury which has sorely affected the quality of her young life. Charley is consumed with a combination of roiling and conflicting emotions...love for her daughter yet hating the condition she is in...guilt for not wanting to visit her yet driven by her motherly love to do so...as well as sharing in the pain and suffering of her very dear child.

After closing an especially important business deal, Charley experiences a very unique sensation in her chest as she stares into the blue eyes of the picture of a unicorn hanging on her office wall. Charley feels a sharp pain and has no idea if she is suffering a heart attack or going insane. In this fugue state, she travels to the strange land of Avalon where she meets a wide variety of interesting and captivating characters such as goblins, ghosts, talking flowers, and so much more...

"Gone" is a fantasy tale that stretches the imagination and is sure to be enjoyed by a wide variety of readers.
I received a complimentary copy of this novel in return for my review.

Inspirational Author & Book Reviewer ~ Dolores Ayotte
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February 4, 2015
Charley has immersed herself in her work on a daily basis, driving herself hard to keep her mind on the business of work. To her, it’s an anesthetic–a way to keep from having to deal with her emotions. But nothing can deaden the sharp pain of those visitation hours, when she would see her comatose daughter, withering away under countless tubes and machines. For seventeen years, nothing has changed.

Until the day Charley enters Avalon.

One moment she is at her desk, and the next she is transported, like Alice through the looking glass, to a different world where none of the standard rules apply. What she experiences in this strange land, this afterlife of sorts, is in turn enchanting, thrilling, and frightening. Through it all, Charley is led by enigmatic characters, one of whom she knows only too well, in a quest to find what she needs in order to return to her previous life.

But not just the drone-like busyness of what she has formed around her as a protective shell against the pain of reality. She is not allowed to return until she is fully human again. And this quest forces herself to answer many questions, the most important of which is, can I forgive myself?



A line from the author’s autobiography does well to set the mood for this book:

“…it wasn’t until the tragic event that overtook her third child that she stopped throwing (her stories) away, feeling the words had to settle and grow until a novel sprang full enough to flower. Gone is the result.”

And in another place: “One question haunted the author throughout those terrible years: Where had her daughter gone?”

This book is one answer to the question.

“Gone” is a fictionalized account of the author’s emotional and spiritual struggle with what happened in her daughter’s life, and thusly her own. Drawn from deep emotions and turned into an incredible tale, this book calls the reader to a deeper understanding of a spiritual world (in this case tending more toward the secular) that is beyond our grasp here on this mortal coil.

Fantastic book, especially for those grieving a loss. I highly recommend it.
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November 5, 2016
It was a good thing I listened to the audiobook early in the morning as I walked to work, under the cover of pre-dawn stillness, otherwise I might have been given some odd looks from people passing me by, due to the emotional reactions I had at different points in the story.

The story reminded me in parts of What Dreams May Come, Labyrinth, and (darn, can't think of the other one) .... which is not a bad thing by any means.

I thought when I started listening to this, that it would be a straightforward experience of the mother's experience in heaven before coming back to earth in a near-death experience. Then it took a bit of a turn. The mother finds answers and more in her journey even if she does not necessarily immediately understand them.

I did find the mother irritating at parts when she was dithering on about not being able to do something or not being able to make up her mind, but then I found myself thinking about my father in the hospital and me going to visit him on one of the last times I was to see him alive. I literally stopped in the entrance to the hospital for a moment not able to move. Up until that point, his condition was remote; now I was facing reality. It's hard to come face to face with truth sometimes.

I relate to the mother because I have some of the same fears and lack of confidence that she has. And I have no way of knowing, at this moment, whether I would react in the same way.

I liked the author's insights/ideas of souls and the journey the soul takes, and re-takes; this follows something I believe.

Overall, a well-done, emotional read.
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524 reviews43 followers
March 19, 2011
“Gone” is a novel that was inspired by a heartbreaking period in the author’s life, but in itself, it is not a sad book. In fact, it’s an inspiring and hopeful read.
Charley Woods is the mother of Jenny, who was left with severe brain damage at the age of two. When we first meet Charley, it is fifteen years after this devastating event, and Charley is a wreck. She is wracked by guilt, she comfort eats and generally leads a stressful life. She visits the shell that is her teenage daughter and we are told that “she hated every visit”. Then one day, Charley has a heart attack and finds herself….where? From this point, we embark, with Charley on a voyage of discovery. Is she going mad, or is the world in which she finds herself real? How can the lovely young woman that she meets be her daughter?
Charley asks herself many questions throughout the book and the author uses these questions and challenges to explore the concepts of hope, forgiveness and living without fear.
I suppose that in many ways, “Gone” could be called a fairy tale for adults. There are some wonderful scenes and characters that Charley meets on her quest. I particularly enjoyed the episodes with the talking flower, Penelope, and also enjoyed the characters, Brogan and Chamber. Charley’s quest in the Orb of Caprice is gripping and exciting, as she strives to reach her goal.
This is a book that works on several levels and will stay with me for a long time.
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Author 18 books111 followers
August 7, 2013
Inspirational fantasy generated out of tragedy.

No mother should ever experience the loss of a child, but it's even worse if the child is just GONE. I received this book from the author to write an honest review, and I'm so glad she gave me this wonderful gift. A tragic event in real life might cause a mother to withdraw from life and feel sorry for herself. In this case the author used her imagination to create an incredible tale of courage and hope. Where did her daughter's mind and soul go when she became a vacant shell?

Charlie lived with the tragedy and guilt of losing her beautiful daughter until she died from a heart attack. Suddenly she found herself in Avalon, an incredible world in between the real world and dreams, Heaven, nirvana, reincarnation? The reader must decide what to believe. When Charlie meets her daughter in Avalon, she learns lessons about life, courage, and her will to survive. She makes choices that might surprise you.

Powell's quirky sense of humor and vivid imagination allow her to spin fantastic stories. Inspired by her own family's real life tragedy, Powell still makes this fantasy a very enjoyable read. Don't be put off by the idea of pain, sorrow, and death--give this novel a chance. You'll find yourself rooting for Charlie and hoping that the land she imagined is a real place. Good job, Julie! Keep spinning those tales and maybe we'll all join you in Avalon.
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508 reviews20 followers
February 13, 2014
I received a free copy of this book through the GoodReads Making Connections Group in exchange for an honest review.

I would give this 3.5 stars, but round up for this purpose. The author does a beautiful job of writing hauntingly poetic prose. The main reasons for it not being 5 stars lie in fantasy/sci-fi just not being my genres of choice. When I read the synopsis I was so intrigued I couldn't resist checking it out anyway.

I will admit that at times I had difficulty following the story line, but again, I chalk that up to the reasons fantasy/sci-fi are not my preferred reads. I just have a really hard time grasping the concepts and is in no way a reflection on the author. Even with my challenges, the story is quite captivating. The basis all that ensues evolve from the struggles of a mother who has for all intents and purposes lost a child to an injury - her body lives on but her essence has been gone for many years. The book runs the gamut of emotions while being deeply philosophical as well. I have to say some of the humor infused within are some of my favorite moments, and the grumpy Chamber was my favorite character.

I would definitely recommend it to fans of fantasy, in fact I already have. I think many of the baser concepts of the book will stay with me for quite some time, and it has wonderful reminders of facing your fears and living your life to the fullest.
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Author 6 books49 followers
October 30, 2013
This fantasy novel is incredibly imaginative, and I would guess that the author thought about this story for years before writing it down.

The premise is simple. A woman, Charley, had a 2-year-old daughter who was in an accident and was all but completely brain-dead. She lived for another 15 years as a vegetable. Charley asks herself the question: Her body is still here, but where has SHE gone? She's talking about the thing that gives us the spark of life.

An overweight and overstressed Charley has a medical episode. From there, all bets are off. Is she delirious? Is she dead? Is she actually experiencing the adventure? Water isn't water, colors aren't colors, doors aren't doors, flowers aren't flowers, magical items work, and people are full of both mystery and wisdom, especially the daughter she lost, Jenny. Charley goes through magical realms, and eventually goes on a quest for a hidden item.

The prose is lyrical, sometimes even poetic. The unfolding of the mother-daughter relationship is poignant. Charley eventually understands simple truths that I'm sure the author discovered in her own journey with daughter Samantha.

PINPRICK: I do think that the attempts at humor fall flat, but humor is subjective, and someone else may find them amusing. But this is still a 5-star read.

-- Java Davis
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1,653 reviews149 followers
September 19, 2013
I was given this book by the author for a honest review.


This is an amazing story based on an actual event that happened to the author, based on her version of what happens when you die. I really enjoyed the story Charley’s adventures in Avalon as she comes to grips with her daughter’s passing, and her moving on without Jenny. At times I was sad, other times I shouted with joy, and other times I was a bit confused. This whole book makes you think and wonder what really does happen when you die?

This story had the feel of Alice In Wonderland and the Phantom TollBooth books I adored when I was younger. You really feel as if you have gone on a long journey with the characters and have learned lessons right along with them. Take time to read this book, and I am sure you will not be disappointed.
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3,932 reviews39 followers
January 17, 2017
This seemed to be a mix of Lewis Carrol and Neil Gaimans style of writing.I thought it well written and very beautiful in spots,frustrating in others.Nancy Peterson did a fin job narrating the tale of Charle,Lottie to her husband,who dies in her office only to step into a world of confusion and revelation.I was given this book free by the author,narrator or publisher.
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May 27, 2021
This is an emotional and intriguing book. It is a quest to connect with a departed loved one. Connecting to her lost child she finds herself in the afterlife realm or somewhere in between. Will being suspended between worlds give her the answers and closure she needs? This is a story about love, discovery, and a journey to healing. Well done.
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