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369 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 11, 2016
"He can take your body but not your mind."
“Do you see that fucking diamond around her throat?” he demanded. “That shit was on the Titanic before it sank.”
“You can speak to me when I’m finished reading.” His eyes didn’t break their focus as he read. He took a few bites of his food and a sip of his coffee. What an asshole.
Thirty minutes later, he finished the paper from front to back. He folded it back to its original condition and set it on the table.
“Yes?” I read my paper in protest, ignoring him just the way he ignored me. He sipped his coffee and watched me.
“Spiteful, aren’t you?”
She walked out without saying another word, leaving me alone. With three hundred and sixty-five buttons.
I'd become a great liar since I started living there. When my life was on the line, I did crazy things to survive.
"I may be a prisoner, but I'm not a slave. You can try to do whatever you want to me, but I'll fight back-every single time. When you least expect it, i will kill you. and that's a goddamn promise.
"I'm not giving you freedom. You're working for it...
You breathe fire. You're strong. Nothing can break you, not even me."
"Then why did you come up with this button arrangement?"
"Because i could tell you wanted me. You needed an excuse to be with me. You're too proud to give in to your captor, even if you're attracted to him. i had to give you a reason. And freedom was the only way to do that. I was willing to lose you as long as I got to have you first."
In one way, Crow was worse than Bones. He actually made me want to stay. He gave me a beautiful place to live with the freedom to venture outside. He respected my privacy and never forced me to do anything I didn't want to do. he made me feel safe when I shouldn't feel safe at all and that made me not want to leave.
So he was much more dangerous.
CROW BARSETTİ'YLE TANIŞMANIN VAKTİ GELMİŞ DE GEÇMİŞ HABERİMİZ YOK..
"Maybe I wouldn't have tried to kill you if you didn't try to choke me last night."
"And maybe I wouldn't have had to do that if you just admitted you're mine."
"I'II die before that happens."
"Then I'II kill you and bring you back to life."
I grabbed one button from the jar and walked to his bedroom. The door was locked like usual, so I knocked.
He answered it a moment later, shirtless and tired. His hair was messy, and his eyes conveyed his exhaustion. He didn’t look at me with irritation like he normally would. Now, he was just concerned.
I held up the button then placed it in his palm. “Can I sleep with you?” A single button in exchange for a night of sleep seemed fair.
The door opened, and Crow stared at me with an expressionless face. His eyebrows were furrowed, and his hair was slightly messy from rolling around in his bed. He only wore his black boxers. “Button, what’s wrong?”
I moved into his chest and rested my cheek against his slowly beating heart. “Nightmare.”
He enveloped me in his arms and rubbed my back gently. His chin rested on my head, and he quietly consoled me, his affection doing most of the work.
When I was in his arms, I immediately felt better. I was soothed just as I was when I slept with him. I loved my room, but I didn’t want to be alone. I wanted to sleep beside my dream catcher. I moved from his embrace and headed to his bedroom.
He grabbed my hand and steadied me. “What are you doing?”
“Going to sleep.” I pulled away.
“You can’t sleep in here.”
I turned his way, assuming I’d heard him wrong. “Excuse me?”
“You can’t sleep in here,” he repeated. “This is my room—not yours.”
“I slept in here last night.”
“That was a special circumstance.”
What was his deal? “You slap me around and fuck me, but you won’t sleep with me?” I couldn’t keep the anger from escaping my throat. “I had a nightmare, and I don’t want to be alone, but you’re turning me away anyway?” It hurt that I was opening myself up to him and showing my vulnerability, but he didn’t give a damn.
“I’ll go to your room and lie with you until you fall asleep.”
That just made it worse. “So you’ll only do it completely out of pity?”
His eyes darkened in irritation. “I don’t know what you expect from me. I’m your master, and you’re my slave. I’m not your boyfriend. I’m not even your lover. I don’t owe you a damn thing.”
That was a slap in the face. “Fuck you, Crow.”