I don't want to tie myself into knots avoiding revealing the central conflict of this story. It is blindingly obvious both from the blurb and from internal evidence from the start, though the author is careful to keep Carly believably clueless for a while. At any rate, I'm not going to spoiler tag this at all because coyly careful wording aside, the central conflict isn't that mysterious and it's important if you want to say literally anything about the plot... That said, stop now if you want to go in as clueless as possible.
This was a very odd sort of romance and includes things that often push me out of a story (chief among them when main characters are having sex with people they don't end up with). Also, I don't normally have any patience when a main character knows they're with someone cheating on another. And I even knew going in that this was going to be three PoVs and that's just strange.
But a friend review piqued my interest and I took the plunge and am glad that I did.
At the center of the story is a failing marriage. We pick up with Carly meeting, and becoming enchanted with, Diana, who seems like everything she ever wanted in a mate. We're all in Carly's head at this point, so it's a while before we learn that Diana is married and cheating. But Carly is really enchanted and after a bit of a step-back eventually plunges in. This is troubling behavior, but an illustration of Carly's central character trait of self-deception and avoidance. Lee did a good job drawing me in because I felt for her even though I could see her screwing up her life and making her best friend, Samantha miserable.
Seeing Samantha from Carly's viewpoint was engaging, but I liked it even more when we step back and relive those months from her perspective. Which, again, is something I normally have little patience with but that Lee made work very well. Seriously, Lee is an incredibly talented author to pull this all off. I particularly liked that Samantha was being proactive about her own needs, realizing that Carly might just be beyond her reach at this point. I hurt for her.
But I skipped a step-back, because we got Hailey's perspective on those months before Samantha's and got the full extent of Diana's lies and the pain they have brought home. And I was fully engaged and just felt so badly for her and hoped she would find her way clear. And I loved that we had seen enough of Caroline (her therapist and Samantha's friend) from other viewpoints so we could understand how conflicted Caroline was while being completely professional at the same time.
The stories converge for the last third and we trade off PoV back and forth more rapidly then and I think that was another interesting choice by the author. Lee's ability to weave a great story through three strong strands that weave individually first and then blend together with a lot of elements that really shouldn't have worked for me was outstanding.
The ending wasn't a complete win, however, though it's a bit hard for me to convey without over correcting. The thing is, the problem I have with the story in the end is that it is a little too simplistic. Samantha and Hailey are paragons and virtuous in every way. Caroline, too, though she isn't a PoV character. Which means that all of the conflict lies with the outright manipulative Diana and Carly's deep self-loathing that makes her self-sabotage in kind of obvious ways. It's even said outright that her self-loathing is why she was "unable" to perceive Samantha's love for her all these years (that was obvious to literally everyone else around them).
And if her self-loathing is so strong, why does nobody even suggest that she get some counseling for it (and the grief that lies behind it)? I mean, Caroline is a therapist for heaven's sake! And Hailey just got done getting some outstanding clarity and help through their sessions! I mean, I'm used to romance novels completely ignoring mental health professionals and the good they do but this story has an actual mental health professional in it!
And now that I've used up the last of this year's exclamation point quota, I'll wrap with this. I think this is a solid four stars and the author is extremely talented, though drawn to the kinds of stories that don't normally appeal to me. I mean, weaknesses aside, I really enjoyed spending time with these characters and was fully engaged throughout. This was so well-done, that I may dip into her other books despite them being outside of my norm.
A note about Steamy: There are a couple of explicit sex scenes, putting this in the middle of my steam tolerance, but only barely that high. The second was frankly gratuitous because the intimacy and connection between Samantha and Carly were already well-established. Still, it was nice as a coda on their relationship, even if unnecessary.