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During her morning exercise, yoga instructor Cam Saunders finds herself rescuing a young woman who has walked into the sea, seemingly intent on taking her own life. When the woman in question turns out to be a famous actress, Cam promises to keep her secret safe.
Six months later, America’s sweetheart Ella Temperley is working hard to get her life back on track, grieving the loss of her twin sister and fighting a deep depression. Despite her fame, she feels alone in the world and keeps thinking of the woman she owes her life to.
After Ella shows up in Cam’s life again, the two become closer than they ever imagined possible. But what happens when friendship turns into attraction? Living is a slow-burn coming-out romance about loss, love and life.
101,000 words
Six months later, America’s sweetheart Ella Temperley is working hard to get her life back on track, grieving the loss of her twin sister and fighting a deep depression. Despite her fame, she feels alone in the world and keeps thinking of the woman she owes her life to.
After Ella shows up in Cam’s life again, the two become closer than they ever imagined possible. But what happens when friendship turns into attraction? Living is a slow-burn coming-out romance about loss, love and life.
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380 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 14, 2019
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Lise Gold
51 books690 followersLise Gold is an author of lesbian romance. Her romantic attitude, enthusiasm for travel and love for feel good stories form the heartland of her writing. Born in London to a Norwegian mother and English father, and growing up between the UK, Norway, Zambia and the Netherlands, she feels at home pretty much everywhere and has an unending curiosity for new destinations. She goes by 'write what you know' and is often found in exotic locations doing research or getting inspired for her next novel.
Working as a designer for fifteen years and singing semi- professionally, Lise has always been a creative at heart. Her novels are the result of a quest for a new passion after resigning from her design job in 2018.
When not writing from her kitchen table, Lise can be found cooking, at the gym or singing her heart out somewhere, preferably country or blues. She lives in London with her dogs El Comandante and Bubba.
Working as a designer for fifteen years and singing semi- professionally, Lise has always been a creative at heart. Her novels are the result of a quest for a new passion after resigning from her design job in 2018.
When not writing from her kitchen table, Lise can be found cooking, at the gym or singing her heart out somewhere, preferably country or blues. She lives in London with her dogs El Comandante and Bubba.
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October 23, 2019
[Edit: October 23rd 2019
Living is one of my favorite books this year, probably in my Top 5. I wouldn’t have read it again so soon since I remembered a lot. Which, as you’ll know if you have read my reviews before, is rather telling and totally unusual. Yet when the audiobook came out, narrated by TJ Richards, I couldn’t wait.
I really like TJ Richards’ narration style, and she did a great job here, once more. I never had any doubt as to who was talking (which happens too often), she had very distinctive and fitting voices for all the characters, especially the main ones. And there are small things that make the narration stand out, the way the characters breathe, the hesitations in their voices at times, very subtle details that make it really excellent. It’s especially true for Ella, I think.
As to the story itself, I still love it as much, still stand by every word I wrote in the review I wrote last August. And I love that what stands out once again at the end of the book is that feeling of hope.]
Let’s face it: I’m strong but I break easily. Depression, loss and suicide are not easy topics to read about. But my faith in Lise Gold and her ability to tackle them tactfully allowed me to give this book a try.
Here’s the thing, though. While they’re the reason Ella and Cam meet, these themes are not the whole story. They are like some sort of undercurrent, always there but not always felt, sometimes close to the surface, sometimes far away, forgotten. Just like in real life.
There’s something about Lise Gold’s books, some sort of inherent hope that makes even the most seemingly desperate situations feel like they can be overcome. Ella lost her twin sister to an accident two years ago. Her life has felt meaningless and empty since, and she’s convinced she can’t pretend anymore. Cam rescues her right in time. Not only does she take care of her, she doesn’t care that she’s famous, which makes Ella feel even safer, and, later on, loved.
There are many layers to this novel. It’s a reflection on mental health and how important getting help and finding the right therapist is but it’s also a celebrity romance, with Ella being a famous Hollywood actress who has to deal with an almost complete lack of privacy. And she has to come out at some point (btw, I’d love to see a movie with all the actresses who have come out in lesfic these last few years!).
I love that Ella is totally socially awkward, never having lived a normal life — she’s been in show-business since she was a toddler—, and is as nervous at the idea of meeting Cam’s best friend as said best friend is at meeting her, for example. There are small instances of this awkwardness that make her character even more endearing.
There are two things I consistently love in every book by Lise Gold I have read so far. The first one is the characters. They’re all very sweet and real, and I get invested in their well-being very quickly. It’s very simple, really: I want them to be happy. The second thing is the way you get to travel all over the world. The way she describes landscapes and colors and sounds. I didn’t feel it as strongly with this one in part because I’ve been to Los Angeles and it wasn’t as new and exciting to me as Norway or Thailand (I had the same feeling with French Summer, obviously), but also, probably, because the characters’ journey is more on the inside, this time. They are not crossing an ocean or moving from one continent to another. Yet the changes are there all the same.
As well as dealing with sensitive themes, which could have made for a sad and difficult book but didn’t, and celebrity, this is, in the end, mostly a love story between two women who meet in extraordinary circumstances yet don’t allow these circumstances to dictate their relationship nor their lives. It’s about coming back to life and all that’s beautiful in the world. I don’t always understand the titles authors choose for their books but this one is exactly right.
I received a copy from the author and I am voluntarily leaving a review.
Living is one of my favorite books this year, probably in my Top 5. I wouldn’t have read it again so soon since I remembered a lot. Which, as you’ll know if you have read my reviews before, is rather telling and totally unusual. Yet when the audiobook came out, narrated by TJ Richards, I couldn’t wait.
I really like TJ Richards’ narration style, and she did a great job here, once more. I never had any doubt as to who was talking (which happens too often), she had very distinctive and fitting voices for all the characters, especially the main ones. And there are small things that make the narration stand out, the way the characters breathe, the hesitations in their voices at times, very subtle details that make it really excellent. It’s especially true for Ella, I think.
As to the story itself, I still love it as much, still stand by every word I wrote in the review I wrote last August. And I love that what stands out once again at the end of the book is that feeling of hope.]
Let’s face it: I’m strong but I break easily. Depression, loss and suicide are not easy topics to read about. But my faith in Lise Gold and her ability to tackle them tactfully allowed me to give this book a try.
Here’s the thing, though. While they’re the reason Ella and Cam meet, these themes are not the whole story. They are like some sort of undercurrent, always there but not always felt, sometimes close to the surface, sometimes far away, forgotten. Just like in real life.
There’s something about Lise Gold’s books, some sort of inherent hope that makes even the most seemingly desperate situations feel like they can be overcome. Ella lost her twin sister to an accident two years ago. Her life has felt meaningless and empty since, and she’s convinced she can’t pretend anymore. Cam rescues her right in time. Not only does she take care of her, she doesn’t care that she’s famous, which makes Ella feel even safer, and, later on, loved.
There are many layers to this novel. It’s a reflection on mental health and how important getting help and finding the right therapist is but it’s also a celebrity romance, with Ella being a famous Hollywood actress who has to deal with an almost complete lack of privacy. And she has to come out at some point (btw, I’d love to see a movie with all the actresses who have come out in lesfic these last few years!).
I love that Ella is totally socially awkward, never having lived a normal life — she’s been in show-business since she was a toddler—, and is as nervous at the idea of meeting Cam’s best friend as said best friend is at meeting her, for example. There are small instances of this awkwardness that make her character even more endearing.
There are two things I consistently love in every book by Lise Gold I have read so far. The first one is the characters. They’re all very sweet and real, and I get invested in their well-being very quickly. It’s very simple, really: I want them to be happy. The second thing is the way you get to travel all over the world. The way she describes landscapes and colors and sounds. I didn’t feel it as strongly with this one in part because I’ve been to Los Angeles and it wasn’t as new and exciting to me as Norway or Thailand (I had the same feeling with French Summer, obviously), but also, probably, because the characters’ journey is more on the inside, this time. They are not crossing an ocean or moving from one continent to another. Yet the changes are there all the same.
As well as dealing with sensitive themes, which could have made for a sad and difficult book but didn’t, and celebrity, this is, in the end, mostly a love story between two women who meet in extraordinary circumstances yet don’t allow these circumstances to dictate their relationship nor their lives. It’s about coming back to life and all that’s beautiful in the world. I don’t always understand the titles authors choose for their books but this one is exactly right.
I received a copy from the author and I am voluntarily leaving a review.
August 21, 2019
I’m a big fan of Lise Gold! But this, this is on a different level! She’s really outdone herself this time!
For some reason I don’t even feel like writing the reasons why I loved this book. I just feel like recommending it to everyone I know, and letting you all ladies enjoy it!
This is one of the best real love stories I’ve read for the longest time..
A very happy and solid 5 :)
For some reason I don’t even feel like writing the reasons why I loved this book. I just feel like recommending it to everyone I know, and letting you all ladies enjoy it!
This is one of the best real love stories I’ve read for the longest time..
A very happy and solid 5 :)
December 18, 2022
This is a very well told and heartwarming story. I like it a lot. My objection is the length of some paragraphs which made me almost give up at first. A lot of pages on my 6-inch e-reader are all one paragraph. There are even entire chapters consisting of just one long paragraph. It looks like a seemingly endless wall of words and makes reading uncomfortable.
4 stars
August 24, 2019
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Living was even better as an audiobook. The narrator did a great job.
5 stars
December 18, 2022
4 stars
August 24, 2019
--- *Updated* ---
Living was even better as an audiobook. The narrator did a great job.
5 stars
December 18, 2022
December 1, 2021
5⭐️
Living is my first book by Lise Gold. On the advice of Gaby from Lezreviewbooks.com, I decided to get the audiobook, and it was the right decision. Thank you, Gaby.
The narrator TJ Richards did an exceptionally good job. And I think with the subject matter of loss, depression, and suicide, it was certainly not an easy job. But JT performed all the moods and emotions perfectly. The voices were appropriate for the characters and I always knew who was speaking. Congratulations.
As for the story itself, Lise Gold has a new fan as of now. I loved this book with all its drama. It starts off with a bang as Ella tries to take her own life. Luckily, Cam is able to save her - and their unexpected story together takes off. The author struck a perfect balance of drama and sweet romance. Not only were the main characters well fleshed out, but also Vania was a wonderful friend, a friend as one could wish for.
Depression, loss, even suicide are very important themes in the story, but still, the book is not difficult to read. It is above all a story of hope, friendship, and fighting and overcoming problems. It is a wonderful love story, the chemistry is strong and the dialogues are honest and good, and with a good share of humor. Especially the scenes with the paparazzi photographers on the beach in front of Cam's beach house made me laugh. The perfect way to handle them. I am a photographer myself (no paparazzi) and I could picture them running.
Cam is an absolute sweetheart, I fell in love with her at first "sight". Through her own painful experiences not too long ago, she is able to understand Ella well and support her. And she is not only a good friend, but also a great boss, a wonderful partner for Cam, without being perfect.
Ella also won her place in my heart from the first moment. I felt her pain over the loss of her twin sister, her despair and hopelessness. Her path back to life and ultimately happiness is not an easy one, but it shows, with the right people by your side, you can accomplish a lot. This book gives hope.
I absolutely recommend this audiobook.
Thank you, Lise and TJ
Living is my first book by Lise Gold. On the advice of Gaby from Lezreviewbooks.com, I decided to get the audiobook, and it was the right decision. Thank you, Gaby.
The narrator TJ Richards did an exceptionally good job. And I think with the subject matter of loss, depression, and suicide, it was certainly not an easy job. But JT performed all the moods and emotions perfectly. The voices were appropriate for the characters and I always knew who was speaking. Congratulations.
As for the story itself, Lise Gold has a new fan as of now. I loved this book with all its drama. It starts off with a bang as Ella tries to take her own life. Luckily, Cam is able to save her - and their unexpected story together takes off. The author struck a perfect balance of drama and sweet romance. Not only were the main characters well fleshed out, but also Vania was a wonderful friend, a friend as one could wish for.
Depression, loss, even suicide are very important themes in the story, but still, the book is not difficult to read. It is above all a story of hope, friendship, and fighting and overcoming problems. It is a wonderful love story, the chemistry is strong and the dialogues are honest and good, and with a good share of humor. Especially the scenes with the paparazzi photographers on the beach in front of Cam's beach house made me laugh. The perfect way to handle them. I am a photographer myself (no paparazzi) and I could picture them running.
Cam is an absolute sweetheart, I fell in love with her at first "sight". Through her own painful experiences not too long ago, she is able to understand Ella well and support her. And she is not only a good friend, but also a great boss, a wonderful partner for Cam, without being perfect.
Ella also won her place in my heart from the first moment. I felt her pain over the loss of her twin sister, her despair and hopelessness. Her path back to life and ultimately happiness is not an easy one, but it shows, with the right people by your side, you can accomplish a lot. This book gives hope.
I absolutely recommend this audiobook.
Thank you, Lise and TJ
September 6, 2019
I've only really gotten into a few of Gold's books before now. She tends to use the angst hammer more than I like and isn't afraid to use a break up as a plot device to move her arc's. So having said that I wasn't sure if I was going to like this or not.
I didn't.
I loved it.
This is probably one of my favorite celebrity fic's of all time. The company it keeps is And Playing the Role of Herself and The Seduction of Moxie as my already established fav celeb books. This one deals with some seriously heavy issues and these issues are no joke ya'all. I mean I get it, I really do. But what I really got into was the fact that the MC's actually acted like frigging adults. Do you'all have any idea how rare that is? They actually talked to each other, had a backbone, waived the flag when they needed help, etc... It was like... What am I reading????!!!!
Anyway I frigging loved it. The often boring trope of the internal relationship conflicts that are SO bloody present in EVERY damn celebrity book out there was blissfully missing. This was a rare unicorn in the wild.
I didn't.
I loved it.
This is probably one of my favorite celebrity fic's of all time. The company it keeps is And Playing the Role of Herself and The Seduction of Moxie as my already established fav celeb books. This one deals with some seriously heavy issues and these issues are no joke ya'all. I mean I get it, I really do. But what I really got into was the fact that the MC's actually acted like frigging adults. Do you'all have any idea how rare that is? They actually talked to each other, had a backbone, waived the flag when they needed help, etc... It was like... What am I reading????!!!!
Anyway I frigging loved it. The often boring trope of the internal relationship conflicts that are SO bloody present in EVERY damn celebrity book out there was blissfully missing. This was a rare unicorn in the wild.
April 20, 2023
Although the book sends a nice message regarding mental health it ended up being a lot lighter than the premise warranted. I personally found it quite boring and transparent in general. There was no real tension and no struggle to overcome any mental or social obstacles whatsoever.
The plot just dragged along and everything was just magically working out without any bumps on the road..
The plot just dragged along and everything was just magically working out without any bumps on the road..
September 8, 2019
Surviving.
I really liked the premise of this book. Ella is a famous actress who is beyond distraught and can no longer live with the pain of having lost her twin sister. On their birthday, she decided she is going to end her life by entering the ocean and never coming back. It just so happens that she decided to do that near Cam's beachfront backyard. Cam is a yoga studio owner that saves Ella.
The story ended up being a lot lighter than the subject matter warranted. There are some conversations and therapy sessions for Ella. But it was never angsty at all. I would have liked there to be more drama around this. There weren't any setbacks or anything. Once she is determined to heal, she starts healing. That's that.
There were a lot of lengthy paragraphs and long unnatural bouts of dialogue.
The secondary characters were OK. Raphael seemed more of a convenience and in there for plot progression only. Vanya was a super quirky sidekick. A lot of the times I get bored when things are too heavily focused on secondary characters but I genuinely enjoyed every time Vanya graced the pages.
The relationship between Cam and Ella was sweet. There was a lot of chemistry. It was cute that Cam waited for Ella to be ready and make the first move. Very chivalrous.
There was a part in the book where Ella talks about everything bad that happens just kind of does so in a quick and jarring fashion. That she had never experienced loss before and was not prepared for it. Having lost my father suddenly, I could totally relate. The finality of it. No reset button. No do-overs. The way it was written made me believe this author had experienced this personally.
Having said that, at times it seemed too preachy about mental health. Full on PSA about it. And this felt less like the character advocating this and more like a point being made by the author as it came in so abruptly and lengthy. Not through natural progression or dialogue in the story.
There was quite a bit of steamy action. It was OK. Ella seemed uncharacteristically bold intimately despite it being her first girlfriend and lesbian sexual experience. I felt like it deserved some kind of comedic comment from Cam about how it's always the shy ones or something in order for me to buy into it. But it didn't have that, so yeah.
Overall, I enjoyed the story. I was really into Lise Gold's stories in the beginning. But recently they haven't been meeting my expectations. Fireflies is still the best.
I recommend this to people who like to read about romance, celebrity relationships, overcoming depression, surviving suicide, little angst, yoga, and red-tailed hawks.
I really liked the premise of this book. Ella is a famous actress who is beyond distraught and can no longer live with the pain of having lost her twin sister. On their birthday, she decided she is going to end her life by entering the ocean and never coming back. It just so happens that she decided to do that near Cam's beachfront backyard. Cam is a yoga studio owner that saves Ella.
The story ended up being a lot lighter than the subject matter warranted. There are some conversations and therapy sessions for Ella. But it was never angsty at all. I would have liked there to be more drama around this. There weren't any setbacks or anything. Once she is determined to heal, she starts healing. That's that.
There were a lot of lengthy paragraphs and long unnatural bouts of dialogue.
The secondary characters were OK. Raphael seemed more of a convenience and in there for plot progression only. Vanya was a super quirky sidekick. A lot of the times I get bored when things are too heavily focused on secondary characters but I genuinely enjoyed every time Vanya graced the pages.
The relationship between Cam and Ella was sweet. There was a lot of chemistry. It was cute that Cam waited for Ella to be ready and make the first move. Very chivalrous.
There was a part in the book where Ella talks about everything bad that happens just kind of does so in a quick and jarring fashion. That she had never experienced loss before and was not prepared for it. Having lost my father suddenly, I could totally relate. The finality of it. No reset button. No do-overs. The way it was written made me believe this author had experienced this personally.
Having said that, at times it seemed too preachy about mental health. Full on PSA about it. And this felt less like the character advocating this and more like a point being made by the author as it came in so abruptly and lengthy. Not through natural progression or dialogue in the story.
There was quite a bit of steamy action. It was OK. Ella seemed uncharacteristically bold intimately despite it being her first girlfriend and lesbian sexual experience. I felt like it deserved some kind of comedic comment from Cam about how it's always the shy ones or something in order for me to buy into it. But it didn't have that, so yeah.
Overall, I enjoyed the story. I was really into Lise Gold's stories in the beginning. But recently they haven't been meeting my expectations. Fireflies is still the best.
I recommend this to people who like to read about romance, celebrity relationships, overcoming depression, surviving suicide, little angst, yoga, and red-tailed hawks.
August 24, 2019
Free on KU.
A Hollywood star / girl next door romance that has all the drama at the first 10% of the story when Cam saves Ella’s life.
After that I slowly but surely became very bored. Whilst there are many many many things happening, there is no tension. No drama. Nothing driving the narrative forward. Or back. Or over a bump. Instead of being immersed in this fictional world, it felt like looking at a never ending scroll of someone else’s holiday pictures. Nice. But as they keep coming you can’t help but be bored.
The secondary characters don’t have a life outside their relationship with the MCs. And the best friend Vanya is so overexcited by seeing a celebrity and so obnoxiously like a teenager dealing with the first influx of hormones that I..... want to say something really cutting to her, I’m afraid.
It was the gentlest of stories in a way. For me, like a barely there touch, it was so gentle that it became irritating to me. But perhaps that gentle touch is just what you’re looking for.
A Hollywood star / girl next door romance that has all the drama at the first 10% of the story when Cam saves Ella’s life.
After that I slowly but surely became very bored. Whilst there are many many many things happening, there is no tension. No drama. Nothing driving the narrative forward. Or back. Or over a bump. Instead of being immersed in this fictional world, it felt like looking at a never ending scroll of someone else’s holiday pictures. Nice. But as they keep coming you can’t help but be bored.
The secondary characters don’t have a life outside their relationship with the MCs. And the best friend Vanya is so overexcited by seeing a celebrity and so obnoxiously like a teenager dealing with the first influx of hormones that I..... want to say something really cutting to her, I’m afraid.
It was the gentlest of stories in a way. For me, like a barely there touch, it was so gentle that it became irritating to me. But perhaps that gentle touch is just what you’re looking for.
January 16, 2020
I've had this on my TBR for quite awhile and found it to be a very enjoyable story, where the theme of mental health takes centre stage, and how even at one's lowest, the unexpected could happen.
MC Ella is an actress who lost her twin sister in a tragic event, and doesn't see any point in going on living. Right at the beginning of the book, she is saved from a suicide attempt by Cam(ila), a woman who has her own sad past but has worked through her own issues to live a more balanced life. She helps Ella at a very desperate point in her life.
The two gradually become friends, and this part I liked simply because of that word: GRADUAL. There isn't insta-love, but rather a woman who is struggling finally starts getting the professional help she has needed after a life of being in the spotlight. Many months later sparks first the friendship, and eventually deep feelings for Cam. *stands up and applauds* I liked both MCs, they were well fleshed out, though Cam does appear a little too saintly and perfect.
The story did drag a little at times with not much angst or rage or heart-ppunding drama, and it could have been shorter and still kept its effectiveness. Ella's train-wreck of a mother made an appearance, and I do wish there was more emphasis on this story line, as I did gain sympathy for this woman. I really couldn't care less about best friend Vanya's wedding and family dynamics and that went on too long. The sex was great, maybe a little gratuitous and I can't believe I, of all people, am saying this, but a few scenes could have been cut, as it became redundant.
Overall it is a pretty emotional story that I truly connected with on a professional level, me having a career in mental health. I liked the scenes with the therapist because they were believable, and Ella not only taking medication but learning assertiveness, living up to her true identity, and building meaningful connections to activities and people and relationships is a great formula to help battle symptoms of depression.
Well done, Ms. Gold.
MC Ella is an actress who lost her twin sister in a tragic event, and doesn't see any point in going on living. Right at the beginning of the book, she is saved from a suicide attempt by Cam(ila), a woman who has her own sad past but has worked through her own issues to live a more balanced life. She helps Ella at a very desperate point in her life.
The two gradually become friends, and this part I liked simply because of that word: GRADUAL. There isn't insta-love, but rather a woman who is struggling finally starts getting the professional help she has needed after a life of being in the spotlight. Many months later sparks first the friendship, and eventually deep feelings for Cam. *stands up and applauds* I liked both MCs, they were well fleshed out, though Cam does appear a little too saintly and perfect.
The story did drag a little at times with not much angst or rage or heart-ppunding drama, and it could have been shorter and still kept its effectiveness. Ella's train-wreck of a mother made an appearance, and I do wish there was more emphasis on this story line, as I did gain sympathy for this woman. I really couldn't care less about best friend Vanya's wedding and family dynamics and that went on too long. The sex was great, maybe a little gratuitous and I can't believe I, of all people, am saying this, but a few scenes could have been cut, as it became redundant.
Overall it is a pretty emotional story that I truly connected with on a professional level, me having a career in mental health. I liked the scenes with the therapist because they were believable, and Ella not only taking medication but learning assertiveness, living up to her true identity, and building meaningful connections to activities and people and relationships is a great formula to help battle symptoms of depression.
Well done, Ms. Gold.
August 16, 2019
This book was excellent. It was the first story I've read by Lise Gold and certainly won't be the last. I'm actually heading to check out her other books when I finish this review.
It was a beautiful love story that honestly, I couldn't put down. It was definitely in the less angst/more love category, which I loved.
5 stars
It was a beautiful love story that honestly, I couldn't put down. It was definitely in the less angst/more love category, which I loved.
5 stars
May 9, 2022
This book was recommended to me by several people and I am very happy I picked it up.
The book starts with Cam saving Ella from drowning herself right in front of Cam’s door. What happens from here is a lot of therapy and wondering about that one person from that very eventful early morning.
Ella is a famous actress who is still in the closet. Not because she is hiding but because she never had a partner and recently has been struggling. Cam is a yoga teacher, super down to earth, I like her a lot. She seems like she could ground anyone, she seems a lot more level headed than any yoga teacher I know. The ones I know are all a bit too spiritual for my liking.
They are very good for each other and I think it’s good that they start with a friendship, even though you immediately notice it is way more than that.
I really enjoyed this book, the therapy sessions, the self reflection and the romance, it’s all well-written. It’s a slightly different celebrity romance and it is very enjoyable.
The book starts with Cam saving Ella from drowning herself right in front of Cam’s door. What happens from here is a lot of therapy and wondering about that one person from that very eventful early morning.
Ella is a famous actress who is still in the closet. Not because she is hiding but because she never had a partner and recently has been struggling. Cam is a yoga teacher, super down to earth, I like her a lot. She seems like she could ground anyone, she seems a lot more level headed than any yoga teacher I know. The ones I know are all a bit too spiritual for my liking.
They are very good for each other and I think it’s good that they start with a friendship, even though you immediately notice it is way more than that.
I really enjoyed this book, the therapy sessions, the self reflection and the romance, it’s all well-written. It’s a slightly different celebrity romance and it is very enjoyable.
August 24, 2019
I’ve always loved reading books on Hollywood Romance and Living is no exception. Though I must add that Living is different from most Hollywood romance that I’ve read so far. It’s a lot more than just a coming out story of a closeted actress seeking love. It deals with depression, loss, suicidal thoughts which are heavy topics; which were written well and seamlessly in the book.
Add in a slow burn romance with a dash of hot scene and a HEA, what’s not to love?
4.5 🌟
Add in a slow burn romance with a dash of hot scene and a HEA, what’s not to love?
4.5 🌟
January 20, 2020
Living is the story of Ella, an a-list actress who attempts suicide but who is saved by Cam who spots her drowning in stormy waters near her home.
This could have been an incredibly dark read if the author had chosen that path. But instead, she decided on a more complex journey for the characters. It felt more authentic and powerful as Ella took steps to heal, facing every day challenges which for someone climbing from a mental chasm is immense. She hopes for better things and opens herself to those possibilities. One of those doors opens to the dashing yoga instructor, Cam. Their friendship and eventual relationship is a skilled lesson in how to write a friend to romance story between two adults that flows between subtleties and passion and genuine communication. Thanks to my gr friends who recommended and even those who didn’t because we need all sincere perspectives.
💕Jude.
This could have been an incredibly dark read if the author had chosen that path. But instead, she decided on a more complex journey for the characters. It felt more authentic and powerful as Ella took steps to heal, facing every day challenges which for someone climbing from a mental chasm is immense. She hopes for better things and opens herself to those possibilities. One of those doors opens to the dashing yoga instructor, Cam. Their friendship and eventual relationship is a skilled lesson in how to write a friend to romance story between two adults that flows between subtleties and passion and genuine communication. Thanks to my gr friends who recommended and even those who didn’t because we need all sincere perspectives.
💕Jude.
September 6, 2019
A nice read
I enjoyed this read. It was nothing ground breaking and there is not allowed of drama or really anything unexpected. It really was about just two people living, choosing to live, and really about Elle overcoming what life handed her and living how she wants to. It's a nice read. And free with kU.
I enjoyed this read. It was nothing ground breaking and there is not allowed of drama or really anything unexpected. It really was about just two people living, choosing to live, and really about Elle overcoming what life handed her and living how she wants to. It's a nice read. And free with kU.
March 28, 2021
Started this one on audio. Quickly became irritated with the narration so switched to book (available through KU). Beginning was great and pulled me right in-not an easy fit nowadays. However, then nothing much happened and found myself reading something else and coming back to skim read. If you want smooth sailing this one is for you.
August 23, 2019
A gem!
It's hard losing someone and it can sends you down into depression. Hidden beneath the façade of a beautiful and confident actress, is a woman who deals with grief, loneliness and anxiety. She tries everything to take the pain away but It hurts too much to not care anymore. There is only one option she sees as a way out. Cam also knows what it is to struggle with grief and has her own backpack. With her strenght and warm heart, she provides emotional support (and a lot more). Cam helps Ella with discovering a whole new side of herself. I Love intense stories written with so much emotions. Stories that will stay with you long after you've read the last page. “Living” is one of them. A story with characters you just kind of feel connected to and with a sensitive subject. The writing is very vivid with beautiful details. I love all her books but this one is my favorite. I highly recommend Living.
It's hard losing someone and it can sends you down into depression. Hidden beneath the façade of a beautiful and confident actress, is a woman who deals with grief, loneliness and anxiety. She tries everything to take the pain away but It hurts too much to not care anymore. There is only one option she sees as a way out. Cam also knows what it is to struggle with grief and has her own backpack. With her strenght and warm heart, she provides emotional support (and a lot more). Cam helps Ella with discovering a whole new side of herself. I Love intense stories written with so much emotions. Stories that will stay with you long after you've read the last page. “Living” is one of them. A story with characters you just kind of feel connected to and with a sensitive subject. The writing is very vivid with beautiful details. I love all her books but this one is my favorite. I highly recommend Living.
May 14, 2021
4.25 stars
This was such a beautiful story! I loved it! I also loved that there was no unnecessary drama because the characters were communicating with each other.
It was great to follow Ella's journey and see how a very difficult time in her life was actually leading to something wonderful.
This was such a beautiful story! I loved it! I also loved that there was no unnecessary drama because the characters were communicating with each other.
It was great to follow Ella's journey and see how a very difficult time in her life was actually leading to something wonderful.
February 15, 2020
Cam Saunders is a yoga instructor who saves a woman attempting to commit suicide by walking into the sea. The woman in question is famous actress Ella Temperley who is suffering from deep depression after the death of her twin sister. Six months later and after working hard to recover, Ella goes back to meet Cam. The women become closer but, what happens when their friendship eventually turns into attraction?
It’s funny how you can get the wrong idea about a book based on your own perceptions of the cover and blurb. Even though I heard great things about this novel, I refused to read/listen to it because when I saw the suicide attempt theme I thought it was going to be a drama. I have to thank my friend and reviewer Jude from Jude in the Stars blog, for recommending it and assuring me that the drama was limited to a couple of chapters. She is right, this story is more a celebration of life than a depressing take on human suffering. It’s about finding love and hope in the strangest places.
I had only previously listened to one novella by this author, ‘Northern lights’, which was short and Christmas themed. Ms. Gold is a really good writer, photographic in her descriptions, natural-sounding in her dialogues, with well-written characters, and sizzling chemistry. This novel is very emotional but not melodramatic which is something I always appreciate. It’s good to read her insights about bereavement, coming-out, love and life.
The audiobook version is narrated by TJ Richards who did a fantastic job. I’ve previously listened to her narration of Clare Lydon’s ‘Twice in a lifetime’ which I also loved. Her interpretation of the different voices, especially in the main characters, is spot on. Ms. Richards is equally good in the emotional parts of the story as in the lighter, humorous ones. Even though she has narrated quite a few lesbian audiobooks, I think this narrator is a dark horse for the genre and one normally overlooked.
Not available on Scribd or Audible Escape but at 10 hours 31 minutes length it’s good value for your money.
Overall, a very sweet lesbian romance audiobook celebrating life. 5 stars.
See all my reviews at www.lezreviewbooks.com
It’s funny how you can get the wrong idea about a book based on your own perceptions of the cover and blurb. Even though I heard great things about this novel, I refused to read/listen to it because when I saw the suicide attempt theme I thought it was going to be a drama. I have to thank my friend and reviewer Jude from Jude in the Stars blog, for recommending it and assuring me that the drama was limited to a couple of chapters. She is right, this story is more a celebration of life than a depressing take on human suffering. It’s about finding love and hope in the strangest places.
I had only previously listened to one novella by this author, ‘Northern lights’, which was short and Christmas themed. Ms. Gold is a really good writer, photographic in her descriptions, natural-sounding in her dialogues, with well-written characters, and sizzling chemistry. This novel is very emotional but not melodramatic which is something I always appreciate. It’s good to read her insights about bereavement, coming-out, love and life.
The audiobook version is narrated by TJ Richards who did a fantastic job. I’ve previously listened to her narration of Clare Lydon’s ‘Twice in a lifetime’ which I also loved. Her interpretation of the different voices, especially in the main characters, is spot on. Ms. Richards is equally good in the emotional parts of the story as in the lighter, humorous ones. Even though she has narrated quite a few lesbian audiobooks, I think this narrator is a dark horse for the genre and one normally overlooked.
Not available on Scribd or Audible Escape but at 10 hours 31 minutes length it’s good value for your money.
Overall, a very sweet lesbian romance audiobook celebrating life. 5 stars.
See all my reviews at www.lezreviewbooks.com
September 10, 2019
This book is very, very, very appealing. I just love it!
February 26, 2022
3.5 Stars - audible version
Lise Gold is always a solid author for me. I pretty much like or love every book of hers I have read. I liked this one and I am not sure if it would have tipped more into the "loved it" side if I had read it on my own instead of listened to it. The narrator was very good, however, I did not enjoy the voice she used for the yoga teacher. It was not annoying or anything (and I kinda hate to say this cuz how shallow can I get) but just wasn't very sexy. I am not even sure if that is the right word, but, I mean, we all love Abby Craden because she has a very appealing speaking voice and all her characters have a certain sex appeal in the way they are voiced. What's funny is the voices she used for ever other character were fine. Even the other love interest, the actress. It was just something about the delivery of the yoga teacher that did not work for me. Oh well. The story itself was good and if you are a Lise Gold fan and love a good celebrity romance and I can recommend.
Lise Gold is always a solid author for me. I pretty much like or love every book of hers I have read. I liked this one and I am not sure if it would have tipped more into the "loved it" side if I had read it on my own instead of listened to it. The narrator was very good, however, I did not enjoy the voice she used for the yoga teacher. It was not annoying or anything (and I kinda hate to say this cuz how shallow can I get) but just wasn't very sexy. I am not even sure if that is the right word, but, I mean, we all love Abby Craden because she has a very appealing speaking voice and all her characters have a certain sex appeal in the way they are voiced. What's funny is the voices she used for ever other character were fine. Even the other love interest, the actress. It was just something about the delivery of the yoga teacher that did not work for me. Oh well. The story itself was good and if you are a Lise Gold fan and love a good celebrity romance and I can recommend.
March 12, 2020
A lovely book, recommend
August 26, 2019
I am a huge fan of Celebrity romances and after seeing a few others rating this one a 5'er, I downloaded this on on amazon unlimited right away. Lise Gold did not disappoint with this one. It was really really good. I really can't believe my luck for the month of August. This is my second 5 star this month!
Living did deal with some heavy topics - suicide and depression. Despite this, I can't say I ever felt heavy reading this romance. The opening chapter is a difficult, but Living gets lighter after. I really don't feel it is necessary for me to give a recap on what this one about because the synopsis gives a good enough picture of what this one about. What I can say is that I really liked Cam and Ella. Cam's experience with grief depression helps Ella and once they reconnect they quickly become friends. I loved that they got to know each other and wanted to share those tough details about themselves to each other. They have great chemistry and honestly you could see that love building between the two characters. I really like that this was done over the course of several months. Living was just fabulous for me. I loved everything about this one (even the long paragraphs which is so unlike me). Oh and for those who want to know about the sex scenes in this one. They were very stimulating. :) Well done L. Gold!
I think this is one of the first books I read on kindle unlimited that I really want to own (well I have read some other good series that I probably should buy).
Hands down I give this one 5 stars.
Living did deal with some heavy topics - suicide and depression. Despite this, I can't say I ever felt heavy reading this romance. The opening chapter is a difficult, but Living gets lighter after. I really don't feel it is necessary for me to give a recap on what this one about because the synopsis gives a good enough picture of what this one about. What I can say is that I really liked Cam and Ella. Cam's experience with grief depression helps Ella and once they reconnect they quickly become friends. I loved that they got to know each other and wanted to share those tough details about themselves to each other. They have great chemistry and honestly you could see that love building between the two characters. I really like that this was done over the course of several months. Living was just fabulous for me. I loved everything about this one (even the long paragraphs which is so unlike me). Oh and for those who want to know about the sex scenes in this one. They were very stimulating. :) Well done L. Gold!
I think this is one of the first books I read on kindle unlimited that I really want to own (well I have read some other good series that I probably should buy).
Hands down I give this one 5 stars.
August 24, 2019
Honestly, I was so bored during this, I couldn't even finish. It was just... nothing happened. I mean it did, but it didnt! I really wanted to like this because I love celebrity romances, but, oh my god, I was so bored after the first 20 pages or so. Also, the writing style, it didnt work for me at all. It was like... you know when you watch a movie and they think the audience is dumb sometimes so they feel they have to spell every little thing out for you. Tell instead of show. This was a bit like that. It was like being fed information, that frankly wasnt that interesting, instead of watching it unravel in an organic manner, and it just really didnt work for me.
But, a lot of people loved it, so I'm definitely a minority here, and probably not the most accurate source because I didnt even finish it
But, a lot of people loved it, so I'm definitely a minority here, and probably not the most accurate source because I didnt even finish it
June 5, 2023
Beautiful tale of loss and then finding love, but not without the twists and turns you’d expect from LG. Love the atmosphere she recreates. Recommended.
December 3, 2023
This novel deals with a subject that is very personal to me, and at the beginning I was struggling a bit with some of the words, because they were resonating too much in my head.
From the initial angst, the book moves a bit too fast past it and maybe I wanted to read more about it.
More about what it means to have nothing to live anymore for. That feeling of extreme loneliness that chokes your throat and doesn't leave you alone, and comes haunting you at night, when you are most vulnerable.
The impossibility to shut your brain thoughts out, the seeing no way out. The knowing in your heart and mind that you are done, that you can't face another day, because everything around you reminds you of what is not there anymore, of who you were before and the impossibility to get back to that.
I am glad that Ella and Cam have found each other. I loved the part how Ella gets emotions back. It is so true.
I although would have liked a bit more of insight in the psychology of the two characters, but I did enjoy the everyday adventures nevertheless.
Starting again, it all comes down also to be able to do what some call "normal" things, like going outside the house.
I feel like the book casts more a light on Ella and a bit less on Cam, and with her past, there would have been a lot that could have been explored, considering also how much "screen time" Vanya gets on the page (I loved her character).
Said so, this is the first novel I read where the author switches POV in the same chapter. It did take me a while to get used, but then it was okay.
On another note, I enjoyed a lot the travelling part, Lise Gold is great at bringing you to different places, letting you read some really romantic scenes under a beautiful starry night.
Overall a great book and a refreshing way of writing about a hollywood romance.
From the initial angst, the book moves a bit too fast past it and maybe I wanted to read more about it.
More about what it means to have nothing to live anymore for. That feeling of extreme loneliness that chokes your throat and doesn't leave you alone, and comes haunting you at night, when you are most vulnerable.
The impossibility to shut your brain thoughts out, the seeing no way out. The knowing in your heart and mind that you are done, that you can't face another day, because everything around you reminds you of what is not there anymore, of who you were before and the impossibility to get back to that.
I am glad that Ella and Cam have found each other. I loved the part how Ella gets emotions back. It is so true.
I although would have liked a bit more of insight in the psychology of the two characters, but I did enjoy the everyday adventures nevertheless.
Starting again, it all comes down also to be able to do what some call "normal" things, like going outside the house.
I feel like the book casts more a light on Ella and a bit less on Cam, and with her past, there would have been a lot that could have been explored, considering also how much "screen time" Vanya gets on the page (I loved her character).
Said so, this is the first novel I read where the author switches POV in the same chapter. It did take me a while to get used, but then it was okay.
On another note, I enjoyed a lot the travelling part, Lise Gold is great at bringing you to different places, letting you read some really romantic scenes under a beautiful starry night.
Overall a great book and a refreshing way of writing about a hollywood romance.
July 13, 2020
I am pleasantly surprised by this book. Depression is not an easy topic to tackle and I found Lise Gold to have done it the right way. Despite the theme of death that is present in the book, the story is focused on the romance between Cam and Ella. I liked the depth of the MCs and especially the strong bond between them.
****
Je suis agréablement surprise par ce livre. La dépression n'est pas un sujet facile à aborder et j'ai trouvé que Lise Gold l'a fait de la très bonne façon. Malgré le thème de la mort qui est présent dans le livre, l'histoire est plutôt concentrée sur l’histoire d’amour entre Cam et Ella. J'ai aimé la profondeur des personnages principaux et surtout le lien fort entre elles.
****
Je suis agréablement surprise par ce livre. La dépression n'est pas un sujet facile à aborder et j'ai trouvé que Lise Gold l'a fait de la très bonne façon. Malgré le thème de la mort qui est présent dans le livre, l'histoire est plutôt concentrée sur l’histoire d’amour entre Cam et Ella. J'ai aimé la profondeur des personnages principaux et surtout le lien fort entre elles.
September 1, 2019
I just couldn't put this book down. It was really AMAZING. This is the first book I have read by LG, I am pretty sure I would have read all her books by the end of the year.
August 12, 2019
This is one of the best books I have ever read!
Ella Temperly has been an actress her entire life. For the past two years she has been suffering from severe depression from the death of her twin sister. The book begins with her reaching her breaking point and attempts suicide. Enter Cam Saunders. She rescues Ella from drowning. Six months and lots of therapy later, Ella decides to reach out to Cam. Cam and Ella have to navigate their feelings for each other while the paparazzi speculates about their relationship.
From the moment they meet, even under the dire circumstances of Ella’s suicide attempt, the chemistry between these women was there. Cam’s patience with Ella makes you love her, and Ella finally exploring her sexuality makes the romance sweet and exciting.
The writing is incredible, the story is fresh and unique, and the characters are so well developed. This is a story that will stick with you for a long time to come. Honestly there is not one thing to dislike about this book, and I would recommend it to anyone. Lise Gold never disappoints and this book is her best yet!
Ella Temperly has been an actress her entire life. For the past two years she has been suffering from severe depression from the death of her twin sister. The book begins with her reaching her breaking point and attempts suicide. Enter Cam Saunders. She rescues Ella from drowning. Six months and lots of therapy later, Ella decides to reach out to Cam. Cam and Ella have to navigate their feelings for each other while the paparazzi speculates about their relationship.
From the moment they meet, even under the dire circumstances of Ella’s suicide attempt, the chemistry between these women was there. Cam’s patience with Ella makes you love her, and Ella finally exploring her sexuality makes the romance sweet and exciting.
The writing is incredible, the story is fresh and unique, and the characters are so well developed. This is a story that will stick with you for a long time to come. Honestly there is not one thing to dislike about this book, and I would recommend it to anyone. Lise Gold never disappoints and this book is her best yet!
May 21, 2023
2 stars. 60 repetitive chapters with boring unnecessary dialogue. It felt really dragged out. I listened to the audio version, the performance of which was okay and came in at 10hrs 30mins - a bit lacklustre at times, but given what she had to read, I understand.
The premise of this book was interesting, or at least the start of it was. But after the initial scenes played out, it just decended into a boring story about an actress and a yoga instructor. There was no doubt what was happening and where it was going. It was just too obvious to enjoy. Some of the dialogue was just cringey.
It does deal with mental health issues, and there is a good message around that, including some pretty solid advice. It's good to see it represented, but the rest of the package was weak.
Others seemed to love it, not for me.
The premise of this book was interesting, or at least the start of it was. But after the initial scenes played out, it just decended into a boring story about an actress and a yoga instructor. There was no doubt what was happening and where it was going. It was just too obvious to enjoy. Some of the dialogue was just cringey.
It does deal with mental health issues, and there is a good message around that, including some pretty solid advice. It's good to see it represented, but the rest of the package was weak.
Others seemed to love it, not for me.
August 29, 2019
Sweet book. Didn't really feel like another cliché or even as long as some books sometimes feel. I loved the chemistry and I always appreciate when a book isn't overly dramatic, for that reason the book felt mofe natural then the premise actually sounds like.
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