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411 pages, ebook
First published January 24, 2023
He is elated, and something about that thrills me deeply. My stomach drops.
Oh no, I think. No, no, it can’t be. It isn’t. We’ve been spending too much time together, that’s all, especially after he ignored me for so long, and he is so imposing with his swagger.
His head turns and he looks across the plain.
Heat rises in me. “Something the matter?”
“Missing some things,” he murmurs.
“Ah. Hmm.” I fold my arms over my chest where the letter is hidden.
He sighs. “Anyway, what about you?” he asks, looking up at me.
I start on the spot. “Me? What do you mean?”
I draw the dagger strapped to my thigh, through which I am able to channel my magical affinity.
“What do you want?” Taha asks when he notices my arrival.
“To help,” I say, looking between them. “What can I do?” “How about go away?” Reza suggests brightly.
I purse my lips. Pleasant thoughts, Imani. When you see Atheer again, this will all be worth it.
“My food was lost too. I’d like to contribute.”
”Time stretches. Waits, almost, with bated breath in the lengthening shadow of suspense. Then it exhales.”
“I swipe my tongue along my lips. They are parched, as rough as the surface of sandstone [...] The statement soars back at me like a spear and hits me square in the chest. I hunch forward, pressing a hand over my pounding heart [...] An angry vise pinches my temples, interrupting the thought.”
For once, I don’t resent his unkindness. Reza is hurting deeply and raising defensive walls to stop anyone from touching that open wound. He wants to focus on our work, not on his loss, not on the person he loves whom he may never see again. It is a pain I understand too well, so I silently let him leave. yes, i can SEE THAT, you don’t need to TELL ME!!
I am certain that if they ever discovered I’ve bound a djinni to my dagger, they would show me no mercy. This necessarily evil is a secret I must guard jealousy, or else I will be ruined. yeah probably. i KNOW THAT.
Until now, I spared no thought to the terrible experiences Farida endured, like witnessing the death of her father and being helpless to stop it. I paid no mind to how desperate for aid she would have been, nor the mettle it takes to foment a rebellion in a kingdom where a mere curse can see you hanged. To stand tall in the face of violence worse than that of the Death Pits would take the kind of courage I don’t think I possess. I can’t yet trust her, nor forgive her for dragging Atheer into such a mess, but I am beginning to feel a small respect for her—perhaps even seeing in her what Atheer did. yes, i can see you’re having some character development and starting to sort of care about other people, but it doesn’t need to be spoon fed to me. And the entire book is written like that.
He should be grateful to even be in my company. He should be desperate for my approval. He is the nobody from a petty clan with the disgraceful bully of a father, and I am Imani of the Beya clan, descended from an illustrious lineage that shall endure for another thousand glorious years while his falls into disrepute and dust.Yikes. So I guess she does know she’s more privileged after all, she’s just content ignoring that fact. She also just has absolutely no respect for anyone’s privacy, but she can keep as many secrets as she likes. She relentlessly questions Qayn about a traumatic memory and *he repeatedly says he doesn’t want to talk about it* so later on when they briefly share souls, she VIOLATES HIS MIND AND LOOKS FOR THAT MEMORY SO SHE CAN SEE WHAT HAPPENED. Even though he specifically promised he would never do that to her if they shared souls/minds. He’s so hurt and confused afterwards, I felt so bad for him. She admits that it was wrong but then blames it on her curiosity since he wouldn’t tell her. Of course, he should have just told her the most painful memory he has! Why wouldn’t he want to confide in this stranger who threatens to kill him if he doesn’t cooperate every other sentence she speaks? Yeah, she does that too. He’s literally sworn to help her and she still threatens him every five seconds because she’s an ~asshole~ and she’s supposed to be intimidating. The Djinni Slayer, and all that.
“That is a memory I do not wish to explore.” (Qayn)
“I command you—“ I start, pulling my dagger on him. ah yes, just threaten him with violence so he divulges his most private and painful memory
**this conversation is between Taha and Imani after they find out that Atheer stole misra for at least several months (we find out later he actually stole misra for close to two years) and gave it to outsiders but will be let off with a slap on the wrist**
“Did you know a hunter once stole a single pouch of misra from a Shield camp and was imprisoned for two years for the crime?” (Taha)
“I did not know that, but if the hunter knowingly deprived Shields of vital misra, he deserved his punishment.” (Imani the HYPOCRITE)
“The hunter was a poor man prone to spells of madness.” (Taha)
“One of yours, then.” (Imani) damn she is a BITCH, and I do NOT just throw that word around lightly
"We have nothing," he says finally, his words palpably laced with despair.
I revealed my weakness for him yet again in some naïve hope that my feelings would be reciprocated, but all he gave in return was that impenetrable defensive wall.So which is it? Was he palpably despairing or was it an impenetrable defensive wall?