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358 pages, Kindle Edition
First published November 20, 2019
I stuff my finger in Nicole’s mouth, opening it wide. She sucks but I tsk. “Stay still.”
This Nicole does nothing to me. I can’t even get it up for her.
I try to imagine it’s the princess sitting right here at my mercy, blushing. Like a shot of ecstasy, my dick hardens. Those eyes. Those damn fucking eyes are staring up at me like they’re about to spark.
Nicole’s hands snake to my trousers’ belt as her other one caresses my bulge. It’s not her touch that hardens me, it’s the image of Astrid being a good little princess. Her small hands grasp me, caress me, about to suck me off while staring up at me with those —
“Wow, you’re so big.”
Aaaand Nicole had to ruin it by the screechy voice that's nothing like Astrid’s.
What the fuck was I thinking anyway? This isn’t her and it never will be.
When I thrust in her throat, I want it to be Astrid. It has to be her.
I clutch Nicole’s shoulders, about to push her away when a small gasp reaches me from the entrance.
I feel her presence before I lift my head and see her. She’s still in that denim skirt from earlier with a white top.
Fucking hell. She’s as beautiful as a forbidden fantasy.
Astrid’s gaze flies from me to Nicole who turns her head to state at the newcomer. Her lips part farther before she shakes her head and stares from Nicole to me again.
She doesn’t meet my gaze as she blurts. “I… um… thought Dan was here. Sorry to interrupt.”
The door shuts behind her quietly and Nicole laughs in that screechy, annoying way.
That’s when I realise what Astrid just saw.
I was so caught up in seeing her here that I forgot the state she saw me in.
“Why the fuck are you laughing?” I snap at Nicole.
“The little Viking learnt her place both at home and here.”
“She’s my stepsister but not for long, though.” Her hand returns to my trousers. “Now, where were we?”
I shove her away until she falls backwards, barely catching her balance.
“But—” she screeches.
“Go swallow someplace else."
I don’t wait for her to disappear and stride past her to the exit.
Something tells me I really fucked up this time.
I want to ruin her. Complicate her. Crush her innocence. Then watch it all burn.
I destroy everything but this is the first time I want to keep something instead of shattering it to pieces
Levi was my bully and my tormentorbecause there was no bully aspect in this book. Spray painting a car and jerseys? Painting black over art filled canvases? That's just child's play. Even though I hated Just Drop Out, at least that book had a few other bully scenes.
I'll ruin her before she ruins meevery time lines like this were said in the book I had false hope that I'd really see bullying and tormenting. But nope there wasn't:
You make me lose control and you'll pay the price for it
I already set my sights on her
She can run, but I'll catch her every timedoes any of these lines make your chest hurt? Because it didn't for me. Even when:
Why did you bring me here? Are you planning to erase me?they had a fight and I thought she'd take revenge by ignoring him for at least half a book, just for her to get seduced by his dick instead.
I want to ruin her. Complicate her. Crush her innocence. Then watch it all burn. But again, that’s what I feel about most beautiful things.
“Break or I’ll do it for you, princess.”
“You and I are toxic.” I breathe in a low tone. “We’re nothing alike.”
“It’s different poles who attract,” he speaks
“Different poles also destroy each other.”
“I’m good with that, too.”
He thought he broke me, but he shouldn’t have let me pick up the pieces because what doesn’t kill me, better run.
“You can be upset and angry all you want, but don’t bring another man in my presence again.”-- Ok, but what if he'd said this with some sadness like tears in his eyes on his knees begging.... ah 😭🤌
I’ll pluck that crown off his head and push him to the edge. Maybe then, he’ll realise how it feels like to have your heart broken and watch as it bleeds out.
I broke his wings, but I’m the one who’s bleeding.