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446 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 18, 2020
Against all my efforts, my heart fluttered. I wanted to punch it and tell it to stop that.Unfortunately, everything good about the romance was overshadowed by Vanessa's terrible personal conflict.
“You want to earn some real loyalty? You’re gonna have to piss someone off. You’re gonna have to make someone hate you. But that’s not something you can do, is it, Vanessa?” -BradWhen a person tells you that being kind to others is being fake and it’s only people-pleasing, and that being “real” constitutes pissing someone off and being hated—is it not fucking obvious that it’s dumb to listen to this person?!
It hurt because I knew every word of it was true and I knew—I’d known all along I had never changed, that I’d just gotten better at hiding it. That deep down, I was still the same lowlife human being with no sense of her own identity, who learned to survive by doing whatever it took not to disappoint the people in power, who learned to used that to get whatever she wanted. The same power I’d manipulated to bring down Bradley, I’d been using all this time to make Emily fall for me. I wondered if she even knew the real me. I didn’t know the real me. -Vanessa
“The past is done. I’m sick of the past. I already lived it once. I don’t want to live it again.”
“You don’t have to undo your entire existence to be loved.”