Under Pressure by Allie Winters
‘“He should know better.”
“Because of the ethics? Or because of you?”
I pause, keeping my mouth shut.
“And what are the ethics of us kissing?” she continues, on a roll now. “Is it a conflict of interest?”
“No. Neither of us has any kind of power over the other.”
She rests her fingertips against my chest lightly. “You’re saying I don’t have any kind of power over you?”’
I so wanted to love this story and I did up to a point. The sexual tension and chemistry between our hero and heroine is palpable. They burn up the pages whenever they are in close proximity to one another, they spark and ignite in more ways than one. What didn’t work for me in this romance was our male protagonist, Tyler. His mind games, his cold and aloof attitude towards Mia got stale very quick. It transformed him from your typical handsome, stoic, lone wolf kind of character, marching him straight into slightly jerky territory. His to and fro within the dynamics of their relationship and how he treated Mia was not hero worthy in my opinion. When I read about an asshole hero, I expect him to have some redeemable qualities (unless it’s a dark romance, then by all means, get lost in the grey area of integrity). I completely understand Tyler had his issues, dealing with a complex and misconstrued complicated past, but how he dealt with those issues unintentionally bled over into how he interacted with Mia.
Mia was adorable. I really wish more of her anxiety issues were explored within the story. I kind of felt like they were brushed under the carpet a little, although her running dialogue of anxiety and pessimism was a brilliant and authentic touch. I liked getting inside her thought process in that regard. She was a total sweetheart, someone who tried their hardest to see the best in everyone and in every situation, which inevitably was also a pitfall for her character for me. I think it took her too long to stand up for herself, especially with Tyler. She let him get away with just a little bit too much. I fully comprehend she didn’t like conflict or confrontation and that that would exacerbate her anxiety, but I also didn’t like how she was being treated by the people in her life.
Under Pressure was definitely high on the sexy scale. The sex scenes and the tension with Tyler and Mia was off-the-charts- good. There was no issue at all in that area of the plot. It just all transpired a bit too quickly, I needed them to get to know one another a little better, to let it build up rather than Tyler calling the shots all the time. It became redundant for me.
I did like the story, it kept me engaged and interested and I was certainly invested in the relationship and if they were able to attain that Happy-ever-after. I just wasn’t satisfied with how Tyler’s personality transpired as 75% jerk and 25% realising that it wouldn’t be the end of the world to love someone. It honestly felt like it was predominantly Tyler’s book. How he was working through his confusions and complications, how he dealt with certain situations, how he then reacted and felt and came to a few realisations. Mia was certainly a catalyst for his self-awareness and open heart but it would have been really great to see a softer, tender and more real side of Tyler with Mia, rather than him always being on the defence.