Not Fooling Anyone: Lessons Learned Book #2 by Allie Winters
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‘He leans in close before I realise what he’s doing and kisses my cheek, his beard tickling me. He walks backwards away from me, grinning, before turning around and heading toward the other buildings on campus.
I touch my cheek once he’s out of sight, walking in a daze to my car, pulling the visor down as I get in to study myself in the mirror. My fingertips brush my lips, but they don’t appear any different. They only feel that way. Like the imprint of him is still there.’
I found it so very difficult to write down just one quote from this book. I have so many different passages and lines of dialogue highlighted. But this one spoke to me the most because it’s a pivotal moment for our heroine. Where that ten foot tall barricade she has enshrouded herself in, starts to shake on its foundations, all thanks to one deliciously tempting morsal of a man and the unnerving realisation that she's beginning to trust someone again.
“Not Fooling Anyone” by author Allie Winters is one of my favourite Smartypants Romance releases to date. It is the most breath-taking, provoking and sumptuous composition, dealing with weighty issues with sensitivity and aplomb, whilst balancing it all out beautifully with a slow-burn love story that brings in tremendous amounts of laughter, warmth and some absolutely fascinating, knee-trembling, butterfly-inducing romance scenes.
‘Do you want to?” he asks in a low voice, the sound of it sending another wave of longing through me.
“What?” I’m not sure what he’s asking.
“Do you want to go in that room?”
I blink, some of the haze clearing. Is he serious? Even after my little speech earlier? “So I can, what? Give you a blow job?”
“No. So I can go down on you.”’
This story is a subtly seductive menu of angst, turmoil, heartbreak, survival, friendship, lust and love. I was mesmerised by the whole premise of the story, a scientific experiment about being in love, annexed with the fake dating trope. Everything about the plot had me beguiled and engaged, all before I even met the characters. Once I had the pleasure of meeting our hero and heroine, I was done for. I managed to devour the whole book inside a day.
Author Allie Winters has written a heroine so witty and alluring, yet so very alone and heart-breaking, that I just wanted to wrap her up in a big hug. I loved how strong and independent she was, however, it was in certain moments of exposed vulnerability that we really got to see the real Lexie, the hurt, fear and longing that she tries to conceal, and that’s precisely when I really started to adore her and understand her better. To see that that innate strength she possesses throughout, actually came from necessity.
Though Lexie’s character was a little more introverted and self-contained, having the brilliant, sweet and sexy Ethan alleviate the darker times with his hilarious banter, fun personality and teasing mood, really helped keep the balance within their relationship and quirky connection. We get the best of both worlds, a set of protagonists that compliment one another. Opposites in every way, yet profoundly connected in all the ways that matter.
This was such an exceptionally well written love story, from the plot to the perfectly layered characters, to the dialogue and all the intense moments and issues peppered within. Every word just flowed into the next, creating this gorgeous, funny and oftentimes heart-breaking tapestry of love, comfort and acceptance.