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117 pages, Hardcover
First published February 2, 2010
“Somebody said, “What am I looking at?”
“ ‘Their war is acronyms, projections, contingencies, methodologies.’ He chanted the words, he intoned liturgically...
'Their war is abstract. They think they're sending an army into a place on a map...There were times when no map existed to match the reality we were trying to create...
'Human perception is a saga of created reality. But we were devising entities beyond the agreed-upon limits of recognition or interpretation. Lying is necessary. The state has to lie. There is no lie in war or in preparation for war that can't be defended.
'We went beyond this. We tried to create new realities overnight, careful sets of words that resemble advertising slogans in memorability and repeatability. These were words that would yield pictures eventually and then become three-dimensional...
'What had he thought of the charge that he'd tried to find mystery and romance in a word [such as rendition] that was being used as an instrument of state security, a word redesigned to be synthetic, concealing the shameful subject it embraced?
'I wanted a haiku war. I wanted a war in three lines...What I wanted was a set of ideas linked to transient things.’ ”
“He said that human thought is alive, it circulates. And the sphere of collective human thought, this is approaching the final term, the last flare...
“We're a crowd, a swarm. We think in groups, travel in armies. Armies carry the gene for self-destruction. One bomb is never enough. The blur of technology, this is where the oracles plot their wars. Because now comes the introversion. Father Teilhard knew this, the omega point. A leap out of our biology. Ask yourself this question. Do we have to be human forever? Consciousness is exhausted. Back now to inorganic matter. This is what we want. We want to be stones in a field...”
“Consciousness accumulates. It begins to reflect upon itself. Something about this feels almost mathematical to me. There's almost some law of mathematics or physics that we haven't quite hit upon, where the mind transcends all direction inward. The omega point...
“Whatever the intended meaning of this term, if it has a meaning, if it's not a case of language that's struggling toward some idea outside our experience...Paroxysm. Either a sublime transformation of mind and soul or some worldly convulsion. We want it to happen...Some paroxysm...Think of it. We pass completely out of being. Stones. Unless stones have being. Unless there's some profoundly mystical shift that places being in a stone.”
"Words were not necessary to one's experience of the true life.
“The true life is not reducible to words spoken or written, not by anyone, ever. The true life takes place when we're alone, thinking, feeling, lost in memory, dreamingly self-aware, the submicroscopic moments...
“We become ourselves beneath the running thoughts and dim images, wondering idly when we'll die. This is how we live and think whether we know it or not.”
“He wanted pure mystery...Mystery had its truth, all the deeper for being shapeless, an elusive meaning that might spare him whatever explicit details would otherwise come to mind.”
“This was history he was watching in a way, a movie known to people everywhere.
"This film had the same relationship to the original movie that the original movie had to real lived experience. This was the departure from the departure. The original movie was fiction, this was real...
"It seemed real to him, the way all the things in the physical world that we don't understand are said to be real...
"The nature of the film permitted total concentration and also depended on it. The film's merciless pacing had no meaning without a corresponding watchfulness, the individual whose absolute alertness did not betray what was demanded.
"He stood and looked. In the time it took Anthony Perkins to turn his head, there seemed to flow an array of ideas involving science and philosophy and nameless other things, or maybe he was seeing too much. But it was impossible to see too much. The less there was to see, the harder he looked, the more he saw.
"This was the point. To see what's here, finally to look and to know you're looking, to feel time passing, to be alive to what is happening in the smallest registers of motion.”
“What would it be like, living in slow motion?”