Flowers of marble, flowers of flesh unfurl their petals in the ether of a garden in its second millenium.
A golden child sits on the lawn, her legs stiffly apart like a doll's, one arm impulsively thrusting forward a rose to the watching eye of the camera, the next second forgetting the observer in her nose's delicious search for nectar in the bud.
She does not need to do anything but smile for her father; her father is the god of bread and chocolate.
All her had to do is snap a picture and that day is transported to his wallet in america with the credit cards.
How did the child come round to eating up all his youth? When did he fail to provide bread, how could he forget the chocolate? When did she start watching her own figure and abandon the garden?
- Bread and Chocolate, pg. 7
* * * Tucked inside the fob pocket of hills, stop watch of human memory.
Immersed in pine woods, as into deep green water, a village like any other. Tutto il mondo e paese Chickens scream as a jet cracks the eggshell membrane of sound All the world is a village lost in time suspended in space, even a continent's so much jetsam.
Pronto, I hear my mother cough across the Atlantic.
- Across the Atlantic, pg. 28
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The hand painted darling in the black and white photograph is me, acquiring the look of an antique. I am propped up on the table, I am a feast for your eyes.
To be beautiful at three was not difficult, to be blessed with hair of the soft spun honey and eyes of lapis lazuli, to discover a woman on the vanity shelf so soon.
This is the picture which has always dreamed itself larger than life. My parents display it (more than half ashamed) like a stuffed and decapitated fawn accidentally killed in a hunt.
- Cara, pg. 34
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The same chickens are scratching in the yard, the same light is making tracks across the hills, the same wind is beating its head against the stucco walls of the houses in the village, as evening settles into itself, the light pulling up its seat in the valley and tucking its legs under it.
Twenty years and my Canadian feet formed of prairie wheat can still find their own way, can run ahead, while my thoughts seem to resist, and find the pomegranate, the fig, and the olive trees of my grandmother's orchard, in the back of a house tucked in the pocket of a hill, leaning into it with the declining light. I stop under a pomegranate tree, a favourite retreat, under the ripening fruit, old dreams are pricking at the back of my mind. I tear one open to eat and it recognizes me with benvenuto in all its myriad, ruby eyes.