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320 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2008
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Blurring Realities
(A Book Review of Ilustrado by Miguel Syjuco)
“My biography of Crispin will be an indictment of my country, of time, of our forgetful, self-centered humanity.”
“Likely a construction worker, one of the millions-strong diaspora indentured by the persuasiveness of dreams.” (In other words –OFW.)
“I meant you can’t bring an unwritten place to life without losing something substantial… How do we fly from someone else’s pigeonhole? We haven’t. We must. And to do that, we have to figure out how to properly translate ourselves.”
“We are liberated by the multiplicity of conclusions to every unfinishing story.”
“If I could only take one myself, start over without having to fix the things that need to be fixed.”
"First step, get over it, man. I forget which jazz man said that it takes a long time before you can play like yourself. Be an international writer, who happens to be Filipino, and learn to live with the criticisms of being a Twinkie. Anyway, you real home country will be that common ground your work plows between you and your reader. Truly, who wants to read about the angst of a remote tropical nation? Everyone's got enough of their own, thank you very much. Angst is not the human condition, it's the purgatory between what we have and what we want but can't get. Write what you know exists beyond that limited obsession. For now that may include the diaspora, the Great Filipino Floorshow. Fine. But listen, of all those things we Pinoys try so hard to remember, what are those other things that we've tried successfully to forget? Figure that out and write about that. Quit hiding behind our strengths and stan beside our weaknesses and say, These are mine! These are what I'm working to fix! Learn to be completely honest. Then your work will transcend calendars and borders Goethe called it World Literature. He said, 'National era of Weltliteratur.' He said it's up to each of us to hasten this development. How long ago was that? Or, coming full circle, now take Auden's advice: be 'like some valley cheese, local but prized everywhere.'" [p.221]
My eyes alight on the garish cover of Bulgar: the compulsory image of a half-naed buxom girl. It's the latest artista to be seen everywhere: Vita Nova. She throbs on the page. The holes of her tiny torn T-shirt strategically display her heaving cleavage and sucked-in stomach - she's dressed like a rape victim, though her coquettishness is unflappable, as if her sole means of power. She has struck the pose of the latest dance craze, the Mr. Sexy Sexy: back arched to thrust out her rump, hands on springy knees, face held up to smile and blow kisses. A large crucifix pendant hangs around her neck. Nestled blissfully in her rolling valley, Christ holds out his arms to skim his fingertips on her breasts and lolls his head in rapture. [p.123]
My seatmates [on the plane to Manila] glance at me as if I were a foreigner. I save my Tagalog words for the proper time, to surprise them with what we share. Their accented imperfections remind me of my own, like that time in class, my first day at Columbia, when I pronounced "annals of history" as "anals of history" and how I'd wanted to flee the room, though nobody had seemed to notice. I eavesdrop on my countrymen, on their tentative English spoken to the cabin crew, never quite perfect despite years in the West: f's still often traded for p's, vowels rounded, tenses mixed, syllables clipped - only the well-practiced Western colloquialisms wielded with conviction. Like those phrases, we're a collection of clichés, handy types worn as uniforms over our naked individuality. We are more real than that philosophical conceit of humanity as the milieu of light: we are the milieu of seat. Our industriousness, our inexpensiveness, two sides of our great national image. That image the tangible form of our communal desire for a better life. Someone kicks the back of my seat as a reminder to quit being so profound. [p.25]
"I only buy books because they're a justifiable expense - you know, acceptable retail therapy, like classical music CDs. Other girls buy shoes, I buy books. [...] I don't even get to read all of them. They're more like the best interior decoration. And I love knowing they're there. Like infinite possibilities, you know? That's why bookstores have become so popular these days. Guilt-free consumerism." [p.180]