What do you think?
Rate this book
180 pages, Hardcover
First published October 13, 2010
He watches, but what he sees isn’t real to him. Too much travelling and placelessness have put him outside everything, so that history happens elsewhere, it has nothing to do with him. He is only passing through.
He has always had a dread of crossing borders, he doesn’t like to leave what’s known and safe for the blank space beyond in which anything can happen. Everything at times of transition takes on a symbolic weight and power. But this too is why he travels. The world you’re moving through flows into another one inside, nothing stays divided any more…
He’s aware that he’s engaged again in that most squalid of activities, using up time, but the journey hasn’t ended where he wanted it to, it has frayed out instead into endless ambiguities and nuances, like a path that divides and divides endlessly, growing fainter all the time.
Looking back at him through time, I remember him remembering, and I am more present in the scene than he was. But memory has its own distances, in part he is me entirely, in part he is a stranger I am watching.The three parts show him in distant places away from his home in Cape Town, accompanying three different figures who also remain somewhat distant. In the first, called "The Follower," he accompanies an enigmatic German man on a grueling walking tour of Lesotho. In the second, "The Lover," he travels north-east as far as Kenya, and eventually to Europe, out of friendship with a trio of French-Swiss backpackers and his possible feeling for one of them. In the third, "The Guardian," he accompanies a suicidal woman (the lover of a close friend) to Goa and Southern India. Each story is complete in itself, but what makes this a novel rather than a trio of novellas is the growth of the central figure as (in the words of the book jacket) "he comes closer to confronting his own identity." The space between the lines in the printed book echoes the space between the lines in the story, as we see the central figure gain dimension, not so much from his interactions with others as from acknowledging the distances between them.
Then they part again with a nod and draw slowly away from each other on the narrow white road, looking back now and then, until they are two tiny and separate points again, rising and falling with the undulations of the land.It is an uncannily powerful passage, and also quite disturbing, as it sets up what will turn out to be a nightmare tour in Lesotho, and also the equally fraught journeys of the other two parts. Reading this after Galgut's portrait of Forster and his difficulties in connecting emotionally with others, I began to see why he had chosen the older author as his subject. For both are loners in much the same way, and both are gay. The sexual tension in many of the scenes here is palpable, but the spaces are more important still, whatever it is that stops a pair of people from asking, finding, or granting what they most need in each other. It is a sad book, but a powerful one.
Wayfarer, there is no way -
Only foam trails in the sea.
(Antonio Machado)