I could not wait to read this book!
These series are a fav of mine. The book before this one was a bit vague, but still miss Erin can pull a happy ending out of anything! And I really need my dose of non –angst-y happy endings.
Sure the third book was a bit off with that but I lived trough it and even liked it a bit.
So you can all see why almost fainted when I finally got it and started reading. I was hoping this one was fab! Boy, was I wrong.
I loved Evan in the previous books. He was a cute passing character and it made me glad he got his book. Woooho for him!
But I loved Kendall as soon as her name appeared on the pages. I mean really loved!
She was this strong stubborn type that did everything for her dreams. Dreams that were typically reserved for men. But she made it.
Still, she felt insecure. And how could she not? It was a tough world out there.
We find out she even broke up with the love of her life because they had a misunderstanding about her dreams.
So basically we have a female that was very real. She had real goals and real problems. How much fun was in for me huh?
I love it when characters fight normal life problems. Just love it! Don’t you?
So our two characters meet a lot of bumpers in their road. Don’t all romantic novel heroes? But I loved them so much I almost had a happy dance when they realized they love each other still. They always did. They always will. They were just sole mates.
And you know what? I liked this book so much up to this point! There were sports, fast cars, indipendent women, sexy men and everlasting love. What else, I ask you, what else?
So there I was gushing like mad because my hh will get a nice clean happy ending. There just are not a lot of those out there. It is like the authors just have to mess up all the good stories so the book could be longer. So there could be some angst.
Well listen to me!
My life is angst. I put myself trough school, I work, I am trying to build a future…I just see all the hurt in this life and I want no more of it in my reading.
Forget angst! Give me love!
Any way, I taught I was going to get it here.
But then….oh…then…then I wished I never read it in the first place.
Spoilers ahead. Please continue at your own peril!
The last I looked my characters were deliriously happy and married in haste so they could make up for all the lost time.
The heroine has just won a race and made her self a one woman legend.
Meanwhile the hero gets a text.
‘’I am pregnant you are the father’ from Sara, the stupid blond we all knew and shook our heads at in Ty and Imogen’s book.
What?
I ask you again but with a lot of shouting involved WHAT????!?!!
Here I debated with myself to just put the book down and send the author a hate mail.
Yes a hate mail.
I had this weird feeling that this was going to happen when it was revealed that Evan was dogging Sara’s persistent phone calls.
But then I stopped and said to myself – There is no way that this author, this very good author with so many romance book under her belt is going to pull the stupidest ‘lets thicken the plot’ move in cont. romance out there.
But she did.
The strange thing was it all felt like she just made it up in the last second. And this can not be true because Evan having sex with Sara was 2 book earlier. She had to have planed it.
So ,how did it all go so strange and wrong?
This girl in book 2 and 3 was a moron. A blond bimbo that spent too much time in the sun. When there was any conversation involved with her she was all like Nikki. Race car driver ooooh! stuff.
So who the hell is the Sara in this book?
Her doppelganger?
You are going all Vampire diaries on me here!
Because THIS Sara is a nice student that is going to become a nurse. She is smart and well mannered.
What?
WHATWHATWHAT?
And still, she was having a FU:KING kid because she was kind of hoping they would date.
No, I kid you not.
She had sex with a dude , a random dude without ANY protection. I mean, the pregnancy was kind of a win, right? It could have been AIDS!
And this drunk dude that had sex with you did not call you again.
Ever. And never returned your calls.
Se let me take a wild guess here.
He cared nothing about you.
You were what you were- a hussy he topped while drunk.
But now, in your 6th month of pregnancy you polish your angel halo and go tell him. By text. At a race.
OMG!
So, tell me, what is wrong with this chick?
She tells Evan, all pregnant, at the damn races, with his wife behind her:
Well I wanted this baby and you would not approve!
Why would you want a baby in the beginning of your 20 es while you are at school?And all this with a guy that you nothing about and had nothing but drunk sex with?
Well, she was hoping they would date.
You had a kid in hope he would date you?
OMG again! OMGOMGOMG!
I mean, when I was reading these points she made, my eyes were the size of saucers!
Some women should be put down like rabid dogs!
It’s like we were supposed to be born with a womb instruction manual that would be given to us when we enter our teenage years.
First rule : Do not have kids for stupid reasons!!!!!!
Any way….why did she not tell him sooner?
Well, she did not want to tell him over the phone.
But you know then she realized he got married and decided it was totally ok to tell him over a text while stalking him on the track.
Smile smile!
Do I even have to OMG you again? You get my drift.
And really all of this was Nikki’s idea.
Again, how can she be this smart little student at the same time as a moron that maintained a pregnancy out of moronic reasons while listening to her dumber then dirt best friend!
Oh and ‘she looked hungry’. so he gave her money. Is her best friend not the chick that lives on lettuce? And was Sara not her copy? Could it maybe be she was trying to be Adriana Lima and get out of her pregnancy with less weight than she had before it?
But no! This is not the end! It is the beginning!
This is where Evan goes all twilight zone on me.
He fusses about her.
And why does he fuss? Sure, she is having his kid. I would be worried too! She is a moron after all! But gentle? FU.KING NO! Look at all the stuff the crazy chick did! What is wrong with you? If she was not pregnant with your kid you should have kicked her senseless!
(and yes-OMG!!! Frustration!)
So, where are we now? Aha, yes! The author destroyed a perfectly nice HE with a stupid plot turner so she could get paid for 50 pages more.
And really this whole thing brought really little page time. It was all wrapped up so quickly I hardly had time to comprehend.
So why….God…why? :cries under the moon while shouting at the sky:
Catherine ,a friend here at goodreads wrote a thing I found most true.
‘What is mine is mine and I do not like to share. And what I like in life I like in my books’
Well, me being a chick and all I fall really hard for my heroines. So if there is angst I fell mostly her angst.
And boy, did I feel it in this book!
My heroine was super unhappy!
Some other woman was going to give birth to a child. A child that was part of the man she loved her whole life.
The man that did not have sex with women for years (as he stated himself).Just this stupid drunk blond mistake.
The man that she knew could have been hers for 10 years if she did not leave him. And she left him because of a misunderstanding.
Talk about angst.
I have enough problems with heroes that had kids in previous relationships. But for a hero to have a random kid, just now, just this minute while being with the hroine? For him to fuss over an other woman? An other woman that is going to give him his firstborn?
I mean, having kids is a woman’s biggest secret. They can not have kids without you. And you gave him a little part of himself that will live another life time, that will depend on him for good.
Imagine not being able to give him this first. Imagine being second fiddle to an other woman. An other woman that will have her dna mixed up with the the love of YOUR life forever! And he will experience the fist joy, love, care for a child with somebody else. You will not be the one in labor. You will not….you just will no longer be the one. You lost a part of him forever. And you will have to share. But mostly you will have to watch. Him fussing. Him caring. For the child, sure. But for the woman also.
I imagined how I would feel in this situation.
I would be devastated.
I am sure I would still love the man.
But could I get over the fact that life has stolen something from me?
I don’t know.
That is the thing. I have no idea if I could live with the jealousy. Really.
I mean, after this I can only thank God that I am already 3 years in a relationship and I already know all the previous sex encounters that did not involve me did not give my finace a child of his own!
And then Evan felt compelled to leave racing so he could be a future parent.
He was leaving his dream to be a father.
He was leaving it all to be with somebody else’s kid.
Super. Just damn super!
He will not be there to se K. win. He is leaving her, alone at the track at the beginning of here career. He will not be there at her wins. Well, maybe sometimes. But they will not be on the road together. No. He is going in to the parenting business.
Su-fu.king-per!
So…I hated this plot. It was terrible and I actually started crying.
Partly for the heroine and partly because I imagined being there, and it happening to me.
Agony.
And agony I did not need, to be frank.
Do you know what happened after this? Can you guess?
Believe me, you could not.
Because it was mostly nothing.
There was some ring tossing. A brake up. The usual.
Then the hero sang at a race and they made up.
So next thing you know they are sitting at their spot at the lake and being lovey dovey and he is telling her that he loves her because she understands him having a kid.
Why was this plot even introduced, why was the heroine having a mental brake down , why was I having one right along her side just to turn the page and find her ok with it all?
The only thing I thought was-MAN THIS WAS SO STUPID! And it made no sense! Almost as much as Sara and her split personality!
The thing that baffles me is that all of this seems to hint that the author planned all this.
Why? The show us that an other pregnant woman can not destroy love?
That even thou one minute you feel like there are three people in your marriage (and you are perfectly right) the next you are cured? You feel not a spec of doubt or feel a second of pain?
Really, why?
Because it was really unnecessary. It destroyed a super love story about second chances (and this is my fav kind!). To what end?
I most certainly do not know.
But then I had an epiphany.
I did know.
The author told us a hundred times. K. could not get pregnant just jet because her future was just starting. So huh…what to do? Get Evan to have a kid, her to have a career, and all of them happy five years from then when she is retired an can give him more kids.
Oh, what a super wrap up!
Um…no.Wait. It was not.
The reason I liked this book in the start was because the heroine had real problems. So, if the author really solved those I would be the first one in line to tell her that she has my undying devotion. But this thing she did? It all seems like covering her tracks, trying to hide the fact that she bit more that she could chew.
And it all left a foul taste in my mouth.
So...4 stars for the the stuff before 'You are the father of my baby girl' stuff. And 1 for the horror that was after that.
So all in all...around two and a half stars.3 to be nice.