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420 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 25, 2023
“Enough of the nonsense. We’re not doing any of that miscommunication or martyr shit, okay? Spill.”
Ren: Dios mio, do you remember what happened in the last book? I was like (makes hand gesture) and Mat was like (makes another gesture) and it was fucking hot.
Mat: Ren. The reader can’t see you.
“You can’t be,” he insisted, teeth flashing as he grimaced. “Because that would be wrong. Heretical. A violation of God’s laws.” […]
“I’ve been in Quareh for months, participating in alleged sin and enjoying the fuck out of it. I haven’t been struck down by the divine yet. I’ll take my chances.”
"And then Dios sent me exactly that," I said softly, "and what I believed I had, I didn't. What I believed was impossible to ever have, I did. The chance to see you, talk to you - argue with you," I added, and Mat snorted, "got me out of the bed in the morning. Making you smile became an obsession. You gave me a reason to hope for something better: for myself, and my people. You challenge me, encourage me, and no matter what fucked up things I do, you're somehow still here. You've screwed with my head, my body, and my damned soul, mi sol, because all of them want you in a way I've never wanted anything before."
"No," I said quietly, almost to myself. "I need you."