“Going back in time, to 1976, say, a happy notion ...” (130).
That’s all I want. But I keep waking up here in 2021.
And if that isn’t bad enough, I pick up Hello America with no idea what it’s about and what do I get? I get a story about the 45th and 46th Presidents of the United States. The 45th President, described as a combination of Richard Nixon, Howard Hughes, and Charles Manson, “wants to make America great again ” (172). The future 46th President is a man who is really more comfortable in the role of Vice President, but who says: “Don’t worry—before we go I’ll arrest Manson and take over the Presidency” (193).
So much for reading as escape.
The only way for me to review this novel is to review the first and second halves separately. But that is not true of this novel alone. I feel the same way about Ballard’s three apocalyptic novels. In all of them, the first half is superior to the second half.
My criticism of the second half of Hello America is not limited to the disturbingly uncanny predictions. There’s also the whole tiresome Las Vegas fiasco that begins in chapter 18. But the reason I keep coming back for more Ballard even after he spoils the second halves of his books is that the first halves are so good.
True to formula, Ballard introduces a small cast of characters to a post-apocalyptic environment and then lets their psyches become one with it.
I was eager to join this road trip across a post-apocalyptic America because it seemed to be the landscape that most suited my own psyche. I have a fascination with the desert which is odd because I have never been to a desert. The farthest I’ve ever been from New York City is Florida and there ain’t no deserts between here and Florida.
My fascination with the desert started several years ago when I read John C. Van Dyke’s The Desert. I had already read and enjoyed Mary Austin’s The Land of Little Rain, but it was Van Dyke who got me hooked on the desert. I went on to read Joseph Wood Krutch’s The Desert Year and Edward Abbey’s Desert Solitaire.
So naturally I wanted to trek across the great desert that was 22nd century America. This is where Ballard excels. In his description of the actual road trip. It’s only when the expedition arrives in Vegas that the book declines. Ballard should have remembered his own words: “Movement was what America was about” (58)
But the desert! That he does well.
He creates an aura of the surreal with fantastic similes.
“On all sides was a secret but rich desert life. Scorpions twitched like nervous executives in the windows of the old advertising agencies. A sidewinder basking in a publisher’s doorway paused to observe Wayne approach and then uncoiled itself in the shadows, waiting patiently among the desks like a merciless editor. Rattlesnakes rested in the burrow-weed on the window-sills of theatrical agents, clicking their rattles at Wayne as if dismissing him from a painful audition” (42).
Then he paints his desert scenery.
“In front of them was an unbroken expanse of sand strewn with sage-brush, a dusty plantation of cacti and prickly pear. A century earlier the Hudson had dried up, and was now a broad wadi filled with the desert flora that had come in from New Jersey. The harsh and glaring light of the early afternoon had given way to the red earth colours of evening. They stood silently by their horses at the edge of the half-buried expressway” (46).
In this landscape, Captain Steiner becomes a “plainsman of the Old West” (44), a “solitary sheriff or gunfighter” (60). “Steiner has surrendered completely to the desert” (100).
Wayne can understand this. The desert is calling him too. But where Steiner is called to wander alone in the desert, Wayne’s calling is to lead others. In his journal, Wayne describes his own surrender to the desert.
“I can understand how religions always started in the desert—it’s like an extension of one’s mind. Far from being a wilderness, every rock and prickly pear, every gopher and grasshopper seems to be part of one’s brain, a realm of magic where everything is possible. The whiteness, too, I feel close to some new truth that I’m leading the others towards” (97).
Add to these associations ~ the desert as a place of wandering, the desert as the birthplace of religions ~ a highway, for this is an America desert.
“The endless ribbon of the highway unwound into the haze, lined with mile after mile of abandoned cars and trucks. Each evening they left the road and spent the night in one of the hundreds of empty motels and country clubs along the route, resting around the drained swimming pools that seemed to cover the entire continent” (76).
Then, best of all, Ballard adds a touch of poetry.
“Moving through a kind of dream, an embalmed yellow world of sand and amber-like air. We have entered the area of deepest desert, an almost abstract landscape. ... A terrain of opalised trees and sandy palm-gardens set among endless suburbs and factories, shopping malls and theme parks, all silent and forgotten under a mantle of glazed light” (99).
This is what appeals to my own “fantasy of America” (33). The cacti and prickly pear and red earth colors of the desert should feel completely alien to me, but they don’t. They feel homey and familiar, as if there were some inner desert place within me that recognizes this landscape as its own.
The endless highway is part of that fantasy. The seemingly endless expanse of our country with its seemingly endless opportunities is the foundation of the American mythos. This is the expansiveness of which Whitman sang. Each character feels it and is drawn to it.
McNair “was eager to explore the length and breadth of America” (114). He “needed its size and scale to find his real talents” (31). Anne “needed to breathe, to extend herself, even to dream” (37). Captain Steiner “had really been preparing himself, not for the open ocean, but for the open land” (37).
And what is this expansiveness to me? Why am I drawn to the endless highway with its road-side motels? The endless highway is more than a metaphor. Being ‘on the road’ is also a state of mind: The hypnotic white line on the endless highway. The surrealism of the road-side motels, all different yet somehow the same. So dreamlike and curiously strange. Day flowing into day unawares. Always moving, like Zeno’s arrow.
Is this not a glimpse of eternity?
This is what going home looks like.