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244 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1972




“Αδιαφορώ αν είμαι πολιτικά σωστός ή ηλίθιος. Είμαστε δημιουργήματα της σύγχρονης ιστορίας, και τούτο αποδεικνύει ότι ο πολιτισμός τρέχει προς τον χαμό του, με τον έναν ή τον άλλο τρόπο, και, πιστέψτε με, προτιμώ να πεθάνω μέσα στο αίμα παρά μέσα στα σκατά”.
He grasped the mike, pressed Record, and as the tape began to roll he stayed still for a moment with his mouth open and his face hardened as it had been in the early afternoon in the bathtub.
“I made a mistake,” he said abruptly. “Leftist terrorism and State terrorism, even if their motivations cannot be compared, are the two jaws of . . .”
He hesitated.
“. . . of the same mug’s game,” he concluded, and went on right away: “The regime defends itself, naturally, against terrorism. But the system does not defend itself against it. It encourages it and publicizes it. The desperado is a commodity, an exchange value, a model of behavior like a cop or a female saint. The State’s dream is a horrific, triumphant finale to an absolutely general civil war to the death between cohorts of cops and mercenaries on the one hand and nihilistic armed groups on the other. This vision is the trap laid for rebels, and I fell into it. And I won’t be the last. And that pisses me off in the worst way.”
The Catalan stared into the shadows and mechanically rubbed his mouth with his hand. He had a vision of his father, whom he had never seen. The man was on a barricade, or more precisely in the process of stepping over it, with one leg up in the air; it was the evening of May 4, 1937, in Barcelona, and the revolutionary proletariat had risen against the bourgeoisie and the Stalinists. In a fraction of a second a bullet was going to strike Buenaventura’s father, and in a fraction of a second he would be dead, while in a few days the Barcelona Commune would be crushed and very soon its memory would be buried in calumny.
“The condemnation of terrorism,” Buenaventura said into the mike, “is not a condemnation of insurrection but a call to insurrection.”
He interrupted himself once more, and a snicker twisted his lips.
“Consequently,” he added, “I pronounce the Nada group dissolved.”
He stopped recording.
“And with unanimous support yet again!” he shouted in the darkness. “The old traditions must be respected.”
He took the cassette from the recorder, thrust it into another envelope, which he closed and on which he wrote: First and Last Theoretical Contribution of Buenaventura Diaz to His Own History.