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256 pages, Hardcover
First published September 9, 2025


“Drugs and alcohol could ruin a person from the inside out. But the real cautionary tale was ambition—too much ambition, too much faith in oneself, could land a moderately intelligent and talented person in a lifetime of debt and regret. Dream enough, but not so hopefully that it ruined your life. Dream medium.” (2)
“What I didn’t say was that, outside of family gatherings, I had never been in a majority-Black space. From the first moment I’d excelled, I’d been thrust into whiteness—academically, artistically, socially. Somewhere along the way, I’d started to drink the Kool-Aid, to believe that this was the best, most respected path. I’d become so accustomed to those worlds that I felt slightly out of place when surrounded by other Black people, even at family celebrations, reverse code-switching to keep up. I’d felt sick as a child the first time someone told me I was smart, or pretty, or talented for a Black girl. And while I hadn’t heard those words after leaving Millwood, I’d felt their sentiment many times over the years. But rather than bristle, I’d embraced it. Now, as this truth rushed over me, I felt sick once again.” (139)