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185 pages, ebook
First published June 1, 2015
"I'm not begging for understanding or empathy, I know exactly who-and what-I am. But like a house of cards built of nothing but face cards, I know the Queen will always rest atop the throne. And I know as soon as my reign is over, I'll become a nobody again-just another useless two of cards.
I have no intention of ever losing my crown."
"...'You are so bitter' He laughs because it's either a joke to him, or most likely because he's prepared to revel in my misery.
'You're wrong, but let's pretend you're right. Why the fuck wouldn't I be? If you win, it's not because you're better than me . It's because society gave you a hugely unfair head start, Men are expected to fuck everyone and everything. It's the cool thing to do. If I should ever do the same-'
"You do," he points out.
'When I do the same thing, I'm a Goddamn whore. The whole city is ready to gather in town square to stone me to death. I was branded a slut long before I ever even sucked a dick."
"...[Jensen] exhales and cracks a wide smile, showcasing sparkling white teeth that would give a run for his money. "A blowjob or two wouldn'thurt either."
I let out a sigh of relief. 'So much easier-'
'I'm kidding', he snarls and shakes his head again."Something tells me I'm going to regret this.'"
"'So, are you not going to tell me why you came to that meeting?'
'Sometimes,' I say, followed by a pause where I throw my hands in the air, trying to invent some bullshit excuse, 'Jesus talks to me.'
'Apple...' He's not buying it, which is expected because he's an intelligent-presumably-educator.
'Look, I can't help it. I didin't choose to be a prophet of the lord.' If nothing else, I commit to my stories."
I’m nobody when I’m not actively engaged in the art of manipulation and deceit. I’m hollow without it. And I don’t deserve to die young.Apple was saved by Brick. After having her heart broken she was taken under Brick's wing and taught to be a seductress and leave a trail of broken hearts in her wake; hers wasn't up for grabs any longer. She's got her bullseye set on the hot teacher she had last semester, all she has to do is break his heart and she'll finally have bested Brick. Apple doesn't anticipate how human Jensen makes her feel, how he makes her forget the game she's supposed to be playing.
He's like the ultimate prize of every young girls fucked up daddy fantasy.Brick was an intriguing character. He was clearly the mastermind behind there games and he definitely harbored more serious feelings for Apple. I really liked his character until about 80% when I wanted to dick-punch him. He went off the rails a bit at the end and I'm not sure I totally believed that. He was obviously a bit depraved but was he that seriously unhinged?
Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves.Brick, Apple, and Jensen get tangled in a web of sex and deceit. Apple and Jensen don't quite have insta-love but it's not far off. Then Apple tries to be valiant but Jensen won't let her and it comes back to bite them in the ass. All hell breaks loose immediately after and there was a bit of whiplash with the "forgive me" but "I'm not good enough for you" leading to an "I love you anyway run away with me" which swiftly became "I can't leave so much destruction in path, go on without me" all in the span of about 15% of the book. It was all mushed together and maybe if it had played out over more of the book it would have gone better but it felt trite and rushed and made me wary of the characters abilities to make decisions for themselves.
"I'm his proudest accomplishment and his biggest prize, but underneath all the bullshit, he understands me. I understand him. We're two of a fucked-up kind."
“Mike bet me five hundred dollars that I couldn’t make you fall in love with me before prom. I think it’s safe to say I’m much richer tonight than I was yesterday. Thanks for the lay.”
“I’m a user and I’m an abuser. I get what I want when I want it. I will never be a victim to anyone in this world again.”
“Fuck who you want. Fuck when you want. Keep your heart protected and never, under any circumstances fall in love.”
“You asked me what you meant to me. You mean the world to me. You’re my escape from this fucked-up world.”