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209 pages, Hardcover
First published March 4, 2021
The disintegration of this family had a fathomless despair about it. And its low point was my mother’s eightieth birthday in the common room of the Winterthur mental hospital. She had sat there, clutching her knees, her greasy ash blonde hair in a ponytail, wearing a pale blue terry cloth tracksuit. The eight-hundred-franc bouquet of flowers from Bahnhofstrasse on the table in front of her; the sunken palimpsest of her face bruised by a drunken fall and coated with deep red crusts of blood, her eyebrows barely discernible now, covered by the zigzag of lacerations stitched up with dark thread. This was the katabasis: the decline of the family expressed in the topography of her face.
We slept in our shared room although I did not sleep, my mother’s snoring gentle and fluttering. Nocturnal thoughts popped up incessantly, those spinning thoughts, a circling of the flame amid the darkness. I was sitting aboard a plane. I was lying in bed, which was a plane.



And a peculiar kind of people had sprung up here in the last sixty years: essentially coarse, aloof mountain farmers whose minute plots of land were suddenly worth hundreds of millions of francs, and these fantastic prices depended upon which oligarchs showed up to ski in that particular season. It had become a valley of absurdities, my homeland.
And the food in Switzerland, which always tasted so much better than it did elsewhere? It was manufactured by child slaves who added drugs from the Nestlé company so that people enjoyed eating it and did as they were told and remained good Swiss. The Swiss would all eat their Soylent Green and go to work and go to sleep and wake up the following day, and absolutely nothing would happen. There was no music and no films and no literature; there was nothing whatsoever in Switzerland except that Swiss longing for more banal luxury, the desire for sushi and colorful sneakers and Porsche Cayennes and the construction of further gigantic home improvement centers in the sprawling Agglos.