I am confused about my feelings and as such, I'll make y'all confused as well.
Like the great person I am.
(*whispering* I love y'all...)
Rating: ✨✨✨✨ 3.5
Okay, so, I added the book because it reminded me of how simple YA used to be. And I know simple is a word that can become a two-edged sword, because who in the world wants 'simple'??? We read to escape to a world so fanciful and unlike our own that having a simple storyline is boring and too vague. But At that moment I requested the ARC, I craved something clear and easy to understand, because with so many uncertain things in my life at the moment, having something structured and firm is a blessing.
So yes, this was a simple book. A story that if you didn't love, you would give three stars because perhaps giving it two would feel unfair, characters that would stay in your memory for maybe a week before fading away behind other books with more complex settings and such. Or this book is one that you loved and can't wait to have more people to talk with about everything that happened.
As you can see, I'm a bit of both.
I would call this the 5,3,2 review in the randomest of aspects (when m I ever not random-).
5 things I loved.
3 I liked.
2 I rather wished would've burned straight up in flames.
Oh! And a bonus reason as to whom I would recommend this too, so you can skip to those parts as you wish.
For the first section (OoooO, so fanciful pfft)there are the following:
~ I loved... the atmosphere. Have you ever been in a recently cleaned room, and you can just sense how pure the air feels? That's exactly how I felt while reading! It was so refreshing and even at times equally memorable. And don't even get me started on the Wood King's wardrobe, like boo, I'm here and ready to- I was going to say a climbing pun, but I couldn't branch it out.
I've asked Apollo for wisdom, and he still hasn't given me any, so blame it on him, porfavor.
~ I loved... the pacing of the storyline. Up until the end, but that's for the last section to tackle (or should I say, fertilize- Yo, I'm so done with myself). I enjoyed the ride it gave me, I wasn't too invested in how everything was unfolding so I had no issue in the story picking up about 10 pages in.
~I loved... the Ember horses. Um, how could I not??? Like, 911- this girl is in love- The fire, the ashy attitude, the careful and controlled flames, Lament? She was absolutely bloody amazing!! And I know this is a specific character, but I couldn't stop myself from mentioning how I would love an Ember horse of my own.
Also a dragon.
Pretty please.
I don't even ask for much, Universe!!
I only ask for clear skin (which you don't give), patience (which I still don't have), and good judgement (remains to be seen).
~I loved... the love interest. Mind you, not the love itself, but him. Alone, apart from the MC. In a different room. Never mind, make it a whole different building. Seriously, what was not to like about him (apart from his questionable taste, of course) ??? He cooks, he loves reading (am I- am I still alive at this point-) and he adores to draw. Like, I adore him. I understood many of his decisions (which can't be said about my relationship with the main girl), and actually saw the point of him being like he is!
~I loved... the end. That's really what pushed me into giving it a slightly higher rating, really. I tried with the MC, I tried with the magic, and even then, my rating was perhaps 3 (instead I gave it a 3.5, makes sense? What even is sense anymore???) . But then we had that finale and my breath kind of whooshed (that's such a funny word hehe) out of me, and I was like, WHAT- NO- WHAT?!?!??! CAN YOU EXPLAIN CAUSE I CAN'T- NO. So basically, I lost my way of communication.
Now, for the second section:
~I liked... the end (I'm so smart, I swear-). I'm sorry, I just had to mention it again. Sue me. If you don't want to read the book, maybe read about five pages from the beginning, five from the middle and the epilogue-
~I liked... The Mc's relationship with her grandfather. Okay, I cannot for the life of me tolerate the MC, but her grandfather??? Dude, HA! Those scenes between them were at the same time the most painful and the most wonderful I've read this month (not that I have read much, but let's pretend I did for the sake of the dramatics). The feels were sniffling beside me as she remembered how he used to be before, AND THE FREAKING TREE Y'ALL- THE. TREE. That's it, I'm done-
~I liked... how the ending chapters were written. In a way that made it more agonizing that it was going to be, given the foreshadowing and everything. The flashbacks were beautiful, the pain was felt and when the MC recognized what should've been obvious all along- is my heart quaking or did the book make me feel something-
And finally, the ranting section (MWUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA):
I swear I'll never get tired of that laugh, it's so satisfying, you know?
Like killing someo-
~I would rather see spiked in a wall for everyone to admire as it burns to Hades... how apart from those instances mentioned above, I felt the book was too superficial for me to get into. Yes, the Woods were nice and all. Yes, the three mythical creatures were cute, but I felt like everything was black and white and for a fantasy novel, that's slightly sad. I didn't feel the extent of the magic, side characters didn't make my palms sweat or heart palpitate, I was just reading for the words not the emotions.
~I would rather drown it in sulfur and then run over it with a truck... the main character. So she's nineteen years old, right? SO why did she feel ten for the whole book- juvenile decisions (and I make many of those so I would know), she criticized and belittled people for doing the same things she did so DING DONG boo, you're a hypocrite. For some moments I tolerated her and then BAM, as if I could ever forget how entitled she was. Honestly? This book would've been so much better without her in it.
And of course, on a closing note, I would say that it was a 'decent' book and not a 'OHMYGOD, STEAL ME AWAY, KILL ME, DO ANYTHING WITH ME-' book. It had nice moments but ultimately, things were resolved too quickly, some parts were bland and stagnant. Magic felt insipid at times,
HOWEVER:
If you're in a book slump and want something quick paced and that doesn't force you to think for the majority of it, not to mention nice and predictable, this book would be great for you!
(I just noticed I sounded so passive-aggressive)
(Oh well- *sprints away*)
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THOSE LAST FIFTY PAGES TORE OUT MY BLOODY SOUL WITH RIBS AND EVERYTHING.
HOW DARE YOU
HOW
DARE
YOU
IM TRYING NOT TO JUMP UP IN 'WHAT THE FRICK JUST HAPPENED' Y'ALL
I need a second book. Yep siree. Those twists at the end were not good for my heart.
Nope
Give my time back
I want it back.
Actually no, I need Hawthorne 😭😭😭😭