4 gleaming stars. ***Triggers: Emotional and physical abuse, alcohol abuse, homophobia and psychological torment.
A book written with unending compassion, intelligence and heartbreak.
I heartily applaud Mr. Hall for writing such an entertaining and captivating tale of two men with similar dark pasts and their shared journey to overcome their darknesses.
After being mentally abused by his one-time lover, Thomas, for over 4 years, Archer makes a bold move to leave Thomas for good. With nowhere to live and very little money, Archer steals his abuser's car and makes his escape a reality. But when one of Thomas' drinking buddies blocks the road, causing Archer to crash, the police become involved.
At the police station, Archer is questioned by an understanding detective who offers to help Archer, knowing about Thomas's past. When Thomas shows up, Archer is already being led from the station by Marion, the manager of a one-of-a-kind shelter for LGBTQ people who have suffered many types of abuse from people who professed to "love" them.
After being shown around the walled in safe haven, Archer is given his own small apartment. Totally in shock at the generosity being offered him and feeling undeserving of such treatment, his chainsmoking neighbor, a physically imposing specimen of sheer handsomeness, Brooklyn, gruffly asks Marion about Ezra, the previous tenant. After Marion answers his inquiry, she introduces him to Asher. With barely more than a terse welcome, Brooklyn turns and leaves.
At times poignantly heartbreaking, humorous and thought provoking, through numerous morning meetings over coffee and Brooklyn's chain-smoking, the two men begin to form a fragile trust between their broken hearts. But Thomas' constant interference pushes all of Archer's inferiority buttons, causing him to spiral between happiness and deep worthlessness.
When Archer's sister, Bree, contacts Marion (Thomas has been in constant contact with Archer's family from the start, unbeknownst to Archer.) to inform Archer that their father is near death. Brooklyn drives Archer to see his father, who was an abuser of Archer's mother and homophob, causing them both to leave their home. The meeting does not go well, as both Bree and his father blame Archer for leaving them. Bree now has a daughter and is married to an abusive husband.
As Archer and Brooklyn become lovers, each healing the others damaged hearts, Archer decides to leave the safety and security of the shelter in an attempt to get Bree to leave her husband and live in their fathers' apartment, which was willed to Bree. The visit proves futile, the outcome a disaster. Thomas is there, always remaining in the lives of Archer's family.
With no money, a snow storm just beginning, the ever manipulative Thomas offers Archer a ride back to his father's apartment, which has no heat or electricity. Freezing and starving, Thomas manages to get Archer to go back to his home to get his life in order. Reluctantly, a dazed and fatigued Archer agrees.
The blizzard hits, trapping Archer with Thomas for days. As Thomas becomes increasingly abusive, Archer plans his second escape. Waiting for the roads to be cleared, Thomas leaves one day to see if the road is passable, telling Archer nothing. When he returns, Thomas is drunk and he resorts to both physical and psychological abuse against Archer. But Archer is stronger now and manages to overpower Thomas and runs out into another beginning blizzard, requiring him to walk four miles to the nearest town.
Nearly frozen to death and on the verge of collapse, Archer sees headlights approaching him. Thinking Thomas has called his drinking buddy to collect him, Archer is ready to give up, realizing too late how huge a mistake he made by leaving Brooklyn and the shelter.
What happens next is both frightening and encouraging. Who is approaching Archer in the vehicle? Does he live to see the person sent to pick him up? Read this book to discover the answers. It is truly worth the read.
Excellent prose, a stylish writing style and great characters, this is a true story of overcoming one's shattered life and learning to trust one's heart to another with trust and belief in oneself. Noteworthy: no editing errors and the author usues his writing to educate and entertain.